Pichi's Letter~#1~

by Emo_Wolf in Queensland

After my little dog died i have chosen to write some letters which i speak at night to him. i stopped after about a month but now... i got his lifetag given back to be and i started crying, so i read the letter i wrote, over and over. so i thought i would share my letter i have written and then the letters that will be written in the future for him. hope you enjoy this little story.

Dear Pichi,

It's sad not to have you here and I know I was a terrible master for not helping you and not taking you into my care. This letter won't be long but I just want to let you know I Love you even now that you’re gone and I will never forget my first dog.

I miss you so much. No one knows what I'm going through. How close I was to you. Everyone thinks I'm over reacting but I'm not. I know you don't want me to cry, I just know your here beside me but I can't see you. I wish I could have stayed by your side the whole time and to help you through it. But instead I left you on your own. I feel terrible for that. It makes me believe that it's all my fault and most of it was in the end up.

Also can you say Hi to Angel for me? Tell her Nan still loves her over Missy. That she can never be replaced. And neither can you and you never will be.

Mum wants to name a rat after you. I couldn't do it, I'd feel like a worse owner then for thinking I can replace you where I can't.

I hope you don't mind me putting your Lifetime tag on my phone. It's one way I can hold you closer to me when I'm away from Pictures and things.

I think people think I’m weird for crying over you. But no one will know your love as much as I did. Crying and talking to your pictures is as close as I’m gunna get to you for a long time. I don’t care if I move out, the tribute I have for you will stay forever and will never leave me. And Sammy, he misses you so much also. He was your friend and the loss has been big for him also. He knows that you’re missing. I don’t know if your here with me while I’m writing this but I know that you will be watching over me. I even made a list for you. It’s the traits I’ll remember you by;

1. He would wait for me after school

2. He would sleep with me

3. He's breathe use to stink

4. His black coat was always soft

5. He liked to be scratched

6. He's been with me for ever

7. He's my best friend

8. He loved Angel and Sammy like siblings

9. He also sort of disliked Missy

10. He was Jealous of my dogs

11. He was good on walks

12. He hated when I moved out

13. He listened to me

14. He was blind and partly deaf

It’s a point for every year I’ve been alive and I will add more as the years without you pass on. It sucks because I don’t have many pictures of you. I believe 2 songs suite you, Hero and In the Arms of an Angel. Hope you like these songs i picked for you my boy.

Also the poems I found and was given are so sweet and so true. I can’t wait till I can see you again. I will live life to the full like I know you want me to but I will soon to meet you at Rainbow Bridge. If you don’t want to wait for me I understand so please cross with Nan and Angel, I know they love you too. Well I hope you have a fun after life and who knows you might be Mason's new spirit.

Good Bye and Fair Well my sweet dog. I love you so much.

With all love,

                <3 Taya <3