But the pain is still there, so I can't not worry…

I know, Panda. I know you'd never do that. It never crossed my mind. I just hate thinking how many people don't have that wall, that I have. That line in the sand.

Yes. The pain is there. But that doesn't mean I can't get through it. I really don't want you to worry..

Okay...

I'm always going to worry about you. I just hope, someday, you don't need that line in the sand...? :/

I hope so, too. I do..

But right now, I need it more than anything. I need God. I need to be able to envision His embrace when nothing else is visible. I need His love more than I need air.

If someone's my friend, I'll probably worry about them… I think if someone worries because they care, it's kinda a good thing.

It's so hard for me to wrap my mind around anyone caring..

I care... I think your family cares. They love you, I think.

It's just hard for me to believe. I guess over the years, I've convinced myself I'm not worth caring about.

I know… But I do. And for me, it's easy to see how someone would care about you.

She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin

*le Panic fangirl*

But I don't see any reason. I don't see anything worth caring about.

I got soul but I'm
Not a soldier...

I cry to my daddy on the telephone
"How long now?"

I've got a sentimental heart that beats
But I don't really mind,
That it's starting to get to me.

I see reasons and a great person…

I see a person to avoid and to look at in disgust.

I don't see anyone like that at all.

Another stalemate, I suppose.

I guess... Just remember the person we see.

If I disappear I might've pretended to be asleep and fallen asleep…

It woulld be easier to remember that person if I knew her...

Nothing's gunna harm you
Not while I'm around

Demons will charm you
For a while, with a smile

http://www.kidpub.com/book-page-or-c...ning-737119853

*le CC beg*

It would... Sometimes, maybe a lot of the time, it's hard to see the good in yourself.

Not to worry, not to worry,
I may not be smart
But I ain't dumb.
Put me to it, let me do it,
Give me something I can overcome

It's even harder when there's so little good to see.

I feel you, Johanna.
I'll steal you, Johanna..

I see a lot of good.

:^/

You're amazing, Isaac. Thank you for being you.

We found another ostrich egg the other day.

I think JOe, Noah, and Aaron are in bed..

o.O Really...? That's... cool.

Caleb is watching a crime show with Mom in bed. As usual.

Yeah. It sounds like there's something hard inside e_e

Everything I've asked Mom for, for my birthday, is music related.

Like 30 posts... meh.

Like a fossilized yolk or something?

Such as...? When's your birthday? :3 Mine's in June.