blue

blue
deep blue
darker then
anything
even black
it envelopes me
in shades
in layers
and i am lost
noting to be seen
so i am blind
nothing to hear
so i am deaf
nothing to say
so i am mute
nothing to do
nowhere to go
stuck
in a place where nothing matters
no one cares
no one's there to care
and life is wasted
on someone
who can't go anywhere
can't do anything
but wait
wait to die
wait to live
wait wait wait
over and over
never ceasing
never changing
until someone else is
caught too
caught in this web of blue
dark dark blue
of course
by then
i will have been caught
again
i will have fallen
into the other one
the other blue
skyblue
the divine
resting place
and the new one will sit
and wait
wait wait wait
waiting for the cycle to
go around again
waiting forever
in the blue
dark dark blue
blue
forever