Holding on

by HannahZ in over her head

I keep saying "he's not that great"
I keep praying "God, Your will not mine",
I keep watching him transfixed on her,
I keep listening to "You're better than that",
I keep seeing a different guy than i thought i knew.

So why can't i accept it?

My mind says "move on",
My heart says "its him",
Somethings gonna give,
Somethings gonna break
Somethings gonna lose.

That somethings gonna be me...
But i just keep holding on.