in Michigan
February 29th, 2008
1. My Mom is thinking about getting a foster child, and who am I to crush her dream, even though I don't think I can take anymore change?
2. My Dad might move to Texas, even though I live in Michigan.
3. This guy told me he loved me, then broke up with me, which hurt more than words can describe.
4. I don't know who I am, and I often try to be something I'm not. But I can't tell who I am, because I don't know.
5. This guy I thought was as close as a bro ended up being a jerk.
6. Good friends whom I had trusted so much talked behind my back.
7. I don't know who to trust, except my sister and my best friend I've known since I was six months old.
8. One of my best guy friends said he liked me more than a friend, but I only like him in a brotherly way.
9. My father wants me to go to a "smart kid" program I got invited to for middle school which means I would have to go to a whole different school than my friends and get made fun of because the people in that program do.
10. I'm just confused with myself
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i hear ya ~sometimes people
i hear ya
~sometimes people put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to tear them down~ ~i can change my own destiny, and i dare you to stop me~ my faveorite sayings from the internet
Ooohhhh harsh, but may I
Ooohhhh harsh, but may I suggest something. Your life is a classic Jaqueline Wilson story, if you write it up get it published it'll be kinda worth all the strife, but I couldn't even begin to understand what your going through but someone like you the last thing you want is the pity of a random stranger. Just think abut my suggestion.....you could call the book Michelle or Michelledom.
"This royal throne of kings, this sceptred isle!" ~ William Shakespear of Avon
Ouch... Just know you're
Ouch... Just know you're gonna be ok, because it sounds like there are people who believe in you. But still... I understand how you're feeling a little.
~ Oh vending machine, I believed in you! ~ -Tomo, Volume 4 Azumanga Daioh
Are these true?
Are these true?
*Puts on fake angry voice*
*Puts on fake angry voice* Would Michelle lie?
~ Oh vending machine, I believed in you! ~ -Tomo, Volume 4 Azumanga Daioh
I couldn't tell if it was a
I couldn't tell if it was a poem or not...ah, well. I want HER to answer not you...you're an EVIL spy!!! *points finger at screen accusingly* then...*laughs*
*Laughs* So what if I am
*Laughs* So what if I am evil *Points finger at screen, as well* *eyes narrow dangerously* a minute, then... *expression lightens up, resumes seemingly innocent personality*
~ Oh vending machine, I believed in you! ~ -Tomo, Volume 4 Azumanga Daioh
~I can't help it. I love life!~ - My catch phrase
Yes, unfortunatly they're
Yes, unfortunatly they're true. Alas, we all have our own problems, and other people most likely have it much worse.
Obi- thanks for the idea, I'll consider it. And you are completely correct- I don't really want pity from a stranger, although it makes me feel good sometimes, however twisted that sounds. Ah, I am so horrible. I like when people pity me. Wow, I am going to stop muttering bitterly about myself now :]