Hopeless and helpless
Posted July 15th, 2016 by TCGuest
in Hawaii(I can dream, right?)
The loss of hope;
An inability to feel hopeful again
That you'll be happy again
An inability to look to the sun
And think 'The light will be in my life sometime.'
An inability to look to the stars
And say 'I will shine as bright as them someday."
An inability to look at a smile
And know 'Maybe."
An inability to look in the mirror
And see your imperfections as perfections
To be hopeful
The loss of help;
An inability to act without help
Help that is never going to come
An inability to be thrown a lifesaver
Because no one thinks to use it
An inability to be given a hand
Because no one thinks to extend it
An inability to talk to someone
Because no one says they will listen
An inability to get a doctor
Because no one knows you are dying
An inability to heal
Because no one looks for your cuts and tends to them
To get help
Hopeless or helpless?
Are they one in the same?
Does everyone feel both?
Do I feel both?
I may be helpless
But I am not hopeless
I will pull myself out of this hole
With my own two hands
Because I have hope
I have hope that things can change
I am hoping
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