/* PCD change http to https for CSRF JUL 2017 */ what lies behind my smile | KidPub Press //
what lies behind my smile

what lies behind my smile

Posted June 14th, 2019 by FrostBittenKitten

by luna :)
in The heights

i smile

as i walk down the hall

 

i smile

as i sit on the grass

 

i smile

and take a deep breath

 

i smile

as long as there are people around

 

i smile

until i am alone

 

the tears start falling

glistening little raindrops on the canvas of my face

silent as my cries for help as i smother them down

just for a moment

i let myself cry

 

i smile

as i wipe away the tears

 

i smile

as i run the cold water to make the swelling go down

 

i smile

as i walk out of the bathroom

 

i smiile

as i say hello to you

 

i smile

but underneath

a raging storm lies

 

i smile

but truly i wish that you would only listen to me

instead of telling me what you think

all i want is someone to genuinely care

 

i smile

as i pick up the phone

 

i smile

as i text you hello

 

i smile

as we make small talk

 

but i can't do it anymore

i need someone to turn to

and i begin to cry as i tell you the truth

and you accept me

and you love me

and i think

maybe i'm not so bad after all

maybe people really do care

 

so i smile

as i remember that you care about me

 

i smile

and there's nothing but happiness behind it

 

i smile

because i know that you know me and you still love me

even if i don't love myself

 

i smile

because despite it all

despite the days where i feel lost at sea

or the days where everything is shades of gray

or the voice that tells me i'm not enough

you care

you listen

you love me

 

i smile

because i have hope

 

:)


See more stories by luna :)
long, I like poetry! :) tell

long, I like poetry! :) tell our friend how you feel!

Posted by Olivinat on Tue, 06/18/2019 - 10:22
thank you! Please read:
Posted by starlight (luna) on Wed, 06/19/2019 - 08:17

KidPub Authors Club members can post their own stories, comment on stories they've read, play on KidMud, enter our contests, and more!  Want to join in on the fun? Joining is easy! 

CLICK HERE TO GET STARTED!