Yes ^o^ And no problem! I'm just glad I could help :)

i just realized something scary

i'm super smart

i kick ass at whatever i want to

i have my own style and it's awesome

i'm beautiful

and amazing

and i'm not alone

people actually give a shit about me

and for like the first time in my life i have freaking friends. people who care about me and trust me and love me. i have people i can trust. i have a boy who brightens up my day whenever we talk together. i have a girl who knows exactly what to say to me and when to give me a hug.

i have a freaking awesome life


and to all of you...


it gets better. i swear, you might feel like you're alone but that can change. I found people that I can love and trust on the school bus, of all places. Just keep looking.

So. I'm kinda freaked out. I guess that would be the right word XP
So I started thinking about leaving kidpub. I'm just getting too old :\ I've been on here forever and am one of the oldest authors on here. One month till I turn 16..... And when I started thinking about it, I realized just how much KP means to me. This is literally my second home. Almost every day after school, this is my refuge. This is where I go. I've made some awesome friends on here and leaving is going to be super hard :c
I remember a couple years ago I was feeling relief because I had so much more time to kill before leaving KP. And now? *shudders*
I've relied on Kidpub and the Kidpubbians for so much.... like on this thread. You guys are the people that accepted me for who I was; completely crazy. You helped me through some of the issues in my life..... and truthfully, I think I'd be dead without you guys. You've been the only people who listened to me and didn't judge me, even if you haven't actually met me. I was able to show you guys my real personality.
Sorry if I sound like I'm rambling. I just feel like this needs to be said. KP/WB has been a huge part of my life. Without you I would've given up on my novel ages ago. Given up on writing.
But all of that is going to end. Throughout changing school and everything, this website was the only thing that stayed. Everyone on here stayed.
It's just terrifying to think of going on in life, like in college, completely alone and not having anyone to come back too.
I think I've become too connected with this website e.o But in a weird, twisted vision, it's like loving a small animal. You love them to death with the time you have with them. You don't distance yourself. You just love them. And when they are deceased your heart aches and you miss them so much.
So, yeah. That was my odd speech.
If you read all of that, I'm sorry XD

*hugs* I'm glad you realized this c:

Been crying for a while. Augustus Waters just broke my heart. (The Fault in Our Stars). I think it's because a lot of people close to me had cancer but now I can't get it out of my head.

So I think I'm going to go to some counseling at school. Stress management is nonexistent for me and in a school that's known for being high stress, high achievement, and high pressure, I HAVE to learn to manage stress or I will die by the end of freshman year.

For everyone:
 

I really have to try right now not to cry. I'm not ready.

How I end up looking and sounding when I try to explain any of the SciFi shows/movies/books that I like:

http://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6...mo7_r3_250.gif

So I'm kind of mad at myself because of boy problems. And bleh. In short, I stopped having a crush on this guy because of reasons, but now I'm like "WUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE" and I might, and I think I have a crush on like three or four other guys and it's like "AAAAAAAAH TARKA YOU FLIGHTY FLIRTY POOP WHAT ARE YOU THINKING" -_-

I mean, it's NORMAL to have a crush on several guys at the same time......

Right?

I'm really ticked at myself right now -_-