The Writer's Block
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AlgebraAddict 02-25-2013 10:00 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 429377)
I know, but. But. I'm not a normal kid. I'm so painfully different.

Trust me, me too.

soph-soph27 02-25-2013 10:10 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 429390)
Trust me, me too.
It's weird- I'm weird. Even around my friends...I'm just not normal.

AlgebraAddict 02-25-2013 10:13 PM
Maybe it's because we're writers. The little oddity. I fucking hate it when people regard me as something to be looked down upon and made fun of and humiliated because I'm different and because they never see me fight back or confront them or do anything about it they assume I don't mind but I do.

TheMoonWakedWolf 02-25-2013 10:29 PM
Aren't I allowed to have problems too?
Maybe have someone reach out to me, try to understand?
Have someone take the fact that I'm really not always happy seriously?
I'm tired of this fucking corner, having to be the one to support and never he supported.
I don't wanna be empty, but it feels like that's the only way someone might even notice that I'm not as happy as I always seem.
I still have issues.
And I don't want to beg, but I hate crying to myself in the middle of the night.
I hate looking at my arm and wishing I had a razor.
Would someone please acknowledge me for once?

BearWithAStrawberry 02-25-2013 10:41 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 429377)
I know, but. But. I'm not a normal kid. I'm so painfully different.
Different is good.
Don't wanna be just another blurry face, right?

BearWithAStrawberry 02-25-2013 10:43 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 429431)
Aren't I allowed to have problems too?
Maybe have someone reach out to me, try to understand?
Have someone take the fact that I'm really not always happy seriously?
I'm tired of this fucking corner, having to be the one to support and never he supported.
I don't wanna be empty, but it feels like that's the only way someone might even notice that I'm not as happy as I always seem.
I still have issues.
And I don't want to beg, but I hate crying to myself in the middle of the night.
I hate looking at my arm and wishing I had a razor.
Would someone please acknowledge me for once?




What exactly is the problem here?
Friends?
(Been to the principal's office because of friend issues)
Um, so, let me no is I can help!

L.S.Trendom 02-25-2013 10:43 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 429431)
Aren't I allowed to have problems too?
Maybe have someone reach out to me, try to understand?
Have someone take the fact that I'm really not always happy seriously?
I'm tired of this fucking corner, having to be the one to support and never he supported.
I don't wanna be empty, but it feels like that's the only way someone might even notice that I'm not as happy as I always seem.
I still have issues.
And I don't want to beg, but I hate crying to myself in the middle of the night.
I hate looking at my arm and wishing I had a razor.
Would someone please acknowledge me for once?
yes you are.
http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/__...e-love-you.gif
https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-0...py%2520Hug.gif
Don't cut.
*points to my inbox*

soph-soph27 02-25-2013 11:05 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 429431)
Aren't I allowed to have problems too?
Maybe have someone reach out to me, try to understand?
Have someone take the fact that I'm really not always happy seriously?
I'm tired of this fucking corner, having to be the one to support and never he supported.
I don't wanna be empty, but it feels like that's the only way someone might even notice that I'm not as happy as I always seem.
I still have issues.
And I don't want to beg, but I hate crying to myself in the middle of the night.
I hate looking at my arm and wishing I had a razor.
Would someone please acknowledge me for once?
We love you. I love you. You helped me so damn much. You don't deserve this shit. You don't.

http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs70/i/20...on-d3fvcuo.png

TheMoonWakedWolf 02-25-2013 11:11 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 429437)
What exactly is the problem here?
Friends?
(Been to the principal's office because of friend issues)
Um, so, let me no is I can help!
Quote:
Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 429438)
I just
I want to be more than a rock everyone can lean on
The second time I cut, one of my friends actually noticed, got out of her seat, forgave me for breaking my promise, and hugged me
And I would cut again and again just to have someone notice something's wrong with me and care
And I just…I feel pathetic
According to my dad, you're all pedophilic liars that don't actually care about me
And it's difficult to believe, sometimes, that anyone could care
And I'm shaking and crying here because I can't even tell my closest friends I'm not the happy-go-lucky one of the group

I actually fucking want pain so that someone will care about me.
There.
I fucking said it.
Maybe someone will notice someday.
Maybe someone will finally fucking realize how actually messed up that is.

L.S.Trendom 02-25-2013 11:20 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 429451)
I just
I want to be more than a rock everyone can lean on
The second time I cut, one of my friends actually noticed, got out of her seat, forgave me for breaking my promise, and hugged me
And I would cut again and again just to have someone notice something's wrong with me and care
And I just…I feel pathetic
According to my dad, you're all pedophilic liars that don't actually care about me
And it's difficult to believe, sometimes, that anyone could care
And I'm shaking and crying here because I can't even tell my closest friends I'm not the happy-go-lucky one of the group

I actually fucking want pain so that someone will care about me.
There.
I fucking said it.
Maybe someone will notice someday.
Maybe someone will finally fucking realize how actually messed up that is.
You are more than that, so much more.
:/ *hugs* We notice, and we care. You don't have to cut or hurt physically for someone to care about you, for someone to notice. Sometimes you just have to tell them.
You're not pathetic. And your dad is wrong.
Why wouldn't they care? You're f***ing amazing and nice and awesome and funny and a great writer.


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