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rEALLY I DID oh ok isaac sorry i'm so bad at spelling but i'll try to remember that for future sorrryyyyyyyy! even if you think it's not a big deal aha sorry no problem c: |
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omg thank you I agree so much Eh my parents are ticking me off because they say I can't cut my hair And I want a pixie cut And blegh evidently getting just a freaking haircut is going to make me lose all of my feminity and I can't ever get married or have children (which I'm not planning on anyway). So I'm being rebellious and using hairgel and bobby pins to get my hair into the most rebelliously masculine hairdo possible and now I look like wally cleaver http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-4QxhL08vzc...0/Tony+Dow.jpg |
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i have been raised protestant and i agree with stuff from the bible but the thing is there are certain controversial topics from the bible (like homosexuality) that my parents have mixed feelings/strong feelings about that i disagree with but i kind of don't want to be open about. i have not really disagreed with my parents on much because i want to believe that they're right, and i love my parents. what i've deduced from that is if i was born into a family of a different religion, i probably would have just gone along with it and wouldn't have second thoughts. so that makes me question whether i really believe in the bible. another thing that has made me wonder about what i believe/don't believe in related to the bible is the fact that i feel like the main reason why i believe in it is because i'm fkin scared of the idea of going to hell. and then it makes me think that maybe i'm being selfish and i only believe in christianity bc i don't want to go to hell and that it's better to just be a christian/have a religion than thinking there's no such thing as God and being wrong and going to hell. i don't even know what i'm saying anymore but yeah those are kind of my thoughts and where i'm at religion-wise. |
I'm alone.
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(*splits cookie and gives half to you*) feel free to shoot me an email if you ever want to talk okay |
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I'm obviously biased because I'm a Christian, but even I believe that it's incredibly....unbelievable. Sometimes I find myself doubting. But then I realize that both views are unbelievable. For example, having a figure such as God create the universe is just as unbelievable as having everything come from nothing, aka the big bang. It's hard to believe that all of this that we live in came from something the size of a pinprick and that everything came together so perfectly to create life. And where'd the pinprick even come from? Both sides and both beliefs are incredibly unbelievable and at a level, even atheists have their own beliefs. Both religious people and atheists have to believe in either side, so I guess you could call atheists religious....I dunno where I'm going with that thought. Sorry. Way off track XD So yes, what I'm trying to say is they are both unbelievable and that it's totally understandable that you're having trouble deciding. Personally, as for the hell thing, I believe it's just people who have done something utterly horrible, such as murder. But I also believe he's very forgiving. That's why I also believe in purgatory. I don't know if you know about that, not everyone believes in it, but it's where you can go and basically do time for your sins. And I completely agree with JoMarch on the whole 'free will' thing about God letting bad things happen to people. For example, if you were the one committing the crime, you can't just blame God because you committed the act. There are some things in religion that can be kind of iffy where you have to choose what you believe, such as with homosexuality. I dunno why I added that I just felt like it. Sorry if it sounds like I'm pushing my beliefs on you, that's really not what I'm trying to do. I guess I'm just giving you a side of the story :\ I don't really know if it will help but I hope it does. Just give yourself time to think things through, after all, you have your entire life to decide. I really hope you find what you want to find though and I want to wish you luck with your decision c: |
What pisses me off is that I only feel lonely when I'm around people.
Otherwise I feel fine. But when I'm talking to people... I don't know. I wish I had a best friend. Someone who trusted me and I trusted and just clicked. Someone who I could tell secrets to and rely on and who'd be there for me and who'd rely on me too. Idek. Screw this. |
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I really don't have many words of comfort because I'm in the same position but from what I hear, it gets better. |
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are your parents the ones saying getting a haircut will make you lose your femininity? bc i really don't agree. like it wouldn't be just the hair cut you can still be feminine with a pixie cut and you can be masculine too its more the person than the hair wow if you can make you're hair look like that then you are skilled at manipulating hair i bow down to you sorry about your parents i really hope they let you get a haircut :/ |
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<333 we'll be your besties you know aha but i know you mean irl and i'm sorry that i can't help (*hugs again*) i really hope you feel better soon and stay strong <3 |
Omg I'm doing it
I'm writing a novel I've attempted many times before but this is different. |
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being away from someone you've spent the last eight years of your life with and probably care about most in the world really kind of sucks okay
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I'm so absolutely in love.
Unconditionally, platonically, unrequitedly in love. It's painful, of course, but not because of the reasons one may think. There is no sexual desire, there is no personal attraction. I love you, you referring to multiple people. Multiple people who do not exist. Presently, I am most in love with four nonexistent people. Two couples (granted, the second isn't strictly canon, but lord. Their relationship is so beautiful.), all men. I love you as couples, and I love you as individuals. And yeah, it is pretty damn painful sometimes, but it's also fucking beautiful. |
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blew idk I've been happy lately, but idk today i remembered how good it was to do the wrist thing hurty (????) and i just wanted to so much you know. idk I get this I waves i guess it's like.... Happy happy happy...... hurt hurt die u know
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I think I'm ready to talk about this.
Last Sunday, My dad was drunk. Not incredibly drunk, but it was obvious. We were in Atlanta. We were at the hotel. I was upstairs watching Dr.Who and my brother was downstairs with my dadn at the pool. I came downstairs to ask my dad a question and my dad told me to stay down with him so he would feel less guilty about being toasted. Our plan was for the night was going to the Hard Rock Cafe (one of my favorite places) and I didn't feel comfortable going there with my dad in that state. When we went back up to the hotel room, I told him I didn't feel it was right for him to be drunk in front of his children. My brother called my Dad into the bathroom to help him with something. He soon came back and told me to tell him what other problems I had. I told him two of them. He proceeded to get furious and I was so scared. He kept pressuring me to say more but I was too scared and I refused too. He brought my brother into the room to get his opinion, which porter who always tries to keep peace agreed with everything daddy said while I was crying. I ended up hiding in the bathroom for an hour or so until we went out for dinner. After dinner, he stood me outside the cafe and told me everything I did wrong. How I had no place to say those things. I just cried and said yes sir. We went back to the hotel and I cut. |
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May I clarify something.
I hate shots. And pain. And needles. And I've been avoiding this particular shot for so long. And we have an appointment with my brother to see the doctor tomorrow. So I'm hyperventilating now. |
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I hope everything gets better, and wish you luck. |
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To: Everyone feeling, sad, depressed, confused, angry, or anything really;
Keep your head up. I know it's hard to stay confident and brave, especially in today's world where every blemish is pointed out and picked at. But I know you can do it, you will make it through anything life throws your way, and no matter who abandons you, or hurts you or makes you feel like dirt, God will always send more, better friends your way. He loves you, even if it doesn't seem like it. |
I'm going to school in a week, and I don't want to have sport. I don't have it, thankfully, for at least 4 weeks, but I just don't want to... have it ever. I hate it. I hate it hate it hate it.
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ughhhh i feel this so much its so humiliating and terrible *hugs* well good luck anyways |
ughh do you ever get that feeling where all the desperation and terror just sorta rises up inside of you and then you start hyperventilating and trying damn hard not to cry and your heartbeat is just going crazy and you're shaking and you can't faking form a conscious thought and everything's just falling apart and all you can think is whywhywhy and hope that there's some way to fix what's happened and just feel guilty at the fact you're feeling shitty bc someone else you love is happy but you're not and all you can think is that you want it back and that you've been betrayed and you really really really just need to have it back and just wonder where the hell you went wrong bc you'd do anything to fix it
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if you want to be an absolute dickhead, please follow the steps below!
1. post a picture of someone on the internet, without their permission 2. make sure that person is your daughter 3. remove the picture when she requests you to, but be sure to remain an arrogant bitchfork! this step is really important!! realaly importanttr!!!!! also be sure to whine about how she's not texting you like the loving daughter she should be. who cares that she's pissed as hell?? not you! you're a dickhead, remember!! 4. when your daughter requests an apology and informs you that you shouldn't have posted that picture in the first place, tell her that she's arrogant and bitchy!! if you don't do this, the whole thing will fall apart!! if you actually apologize, you will fail at being an absolute dickhead, which we don't want, now, do we? who cares that she's probably right and that an apology for your absolute dick move isn't much to ask for? you're here to be a dickhead!! 5. here's an example of what to say when she points out that an apology isn't an unreal expectation: "your sense of entitlement allows you to take everything for granted. you assume way too much lately, including that you get to talk to me with such disrespect." 6. congrats! you're now a dickhead and have succeeding in making your daughter cry!! good for you!! you go, glen coco! |
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I'm just really,paranoid about stalkers on the internet, and then she had to go and post tons of videos and pictures of me without me knowing. Hello, did me confronting you about the first time ring a bell in your head? I'm sorry about your dad, calling it "parenting."
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