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SilverMoon 01-19-2017 04:43 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 593655)
I also know people who need to be stabbed with forks. plastic or nah idc
also thats the spirit :DDD

plastic could break off while still stuck in their skin lol sorry morbid

Frostblaze 01-19-2017 06:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 593633)
Well, I guess I'll stop eating again too.

Hey I just wanted to tell you how proud of you I am for staying clean for two whole months...really, stormy, it's okay to mess up. You're doing great.

Frostblaze 01-19-2017 06:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 593637)
Gods it doesn't matter anymore

I just want to fade away

I want to be skinny

I want to be pretty

I want to be dead

Life is irrelevant, so are midterms, which I'm going to fail

You don't need to be skinny

You are pretty
End of story .

meerkat 01-19-2017 06:52 PM

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 593641)
wasn't the sound euphonium this year a sequel tho? I thought they didn't count sequels
Plus yoi had a shit budget lmao, idc about the animation one bc I'm not qualified to have an opinion
Also I haven't watched sound euphonium but yeah that animation looks p good

specifically im bitching about the best couple one like..... can the straights shut the fuck up for once

sound euphonium and yoi had about the same budget from the research ive done on it
but yeah yoi definitely did deserve best couple
petition to delete the hets™

waverunner 01-19-2017 09:10 PM

so...................friend wise........I'm actually ok now. Yea, there are still haters but I found two friends and I hang with them so yea. Thx for the encouragement! :)

Graystorm 01-19-2017 09:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 593659)
You don't need to be skinny

You are pretty
End of story .

but I'm not. I'm just not.

God I hate myself why the hell do people care about me it would all be so much easier if they didn't care

SilverMoon 01-19-2017 10:51 PM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 593660)
sound euphonium and yoi had about the same budget from the research ive done on it
but yeah yoi definitely did deserve best couple
petition to delete the hets™

PeTITION SIGNED!!!!!!!!!!

like. people can bitch about the animation one if they want. animating ice skating seems really hard tho lmao.
but if u bitch about best couple and say yoi is "trash" or -- fucking YouTube comments -- "yaoi that only attracts crazy fujoshi" (as if Johnny Weir and Evgenia Medvedeva don't also watch yoi ) or gOD FORBID "not even a real couple" I WILL CUT YOU 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

SilverMoon 01-19-2017 10:52 PM

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Originally Posted by waverunner (Post 593665)
so...................friend wise........I'm actually ok now. Yea, there are still haters but I found two friends and I hang with them so yea. Thx for the encouragement! :)

I know you probably expect no one to care about this since most of the venting is negative but hey, that's great!! You go, Sally!

SilverMoon 01-19-2017 10:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 593667)
but I'm not. I'm just not.

God I hate myself why the hell do people care about me it would all be so much easier if they didn't care

I know it feels like meds don't do anything but meds do help I know this bc last week I was transitioning meds and bOY DID IT SUCK but a) are you on meds and b) are you taking them like meds don't fix anything but they do help

also hey I get where you're coming from about how it would be easier if no one cared and lmao my opinion of myself is endlessly fluctuating and generally negative

and hell, who even cares if you're pretty? We're all just bundles of matter how are some people pretty and some not. Pretty is worth a lot in this society but it sure as hell ain't everything. Studies show that kidpubbers are prettier than the societal average (selfie thread) lmao, anyway.

I get that you probably care, though.

I'm not going to say "it gets better" because I don't know that, but it WONT get better if you don't let it, and don't try to.

Not it WILL get better, but it CAN get better.

It can really be okay. Not today but one day. One day you can be better. Please try to get there.

I barely know you, and I'm not the most empathetic or friendly person, but hey don't die.

Sorry if none of this helped or I just made shit worse lmao

july3girl 01-19-2017 11:09 PM

ok so i'm nice. right? that's what everyone says. i'm "nice" and "nice and chill and innocent." but like i'm kinda annoyed how this is like my trademark?

my mom always said that you should be nice to EVERYONE and you won't necessarily be popular, but everyone will like you. apparently that works. but like...

when i borrow a pencil from a guy (without asking but it's like a running joke in our class that everyone steals from his endless supply of pencils) i don't like it how when he tells his friend, it's like "EVEN PANDA?????" (also for the record i returned the pencil after like an hour 'cause i felt guilty)

idk. i don't like the expectation, i guess? i like that i have a Thing™ but... i don't know. i just wanted to vent, i guess haha.

ALSO so this really intense thing happened with this girl in my grade and my basketball teammate sort of friend told me about it and it's like real, actual, harmful gossip. and i basically immediatly told my friend, who had also been asking to hear it. i feel horrible, even if most of the gossip was because of my friend's gross ex. and i still feel horrible for telling her, because i don't want to ruin the girl who did that gossipy thing, and now i'm afraid my friend is gonna tell her best friend and it's just going to continue until everyone knows. also our like... i guess you could call "pre-and-current-chicago-selective-enrollment-community" is so crazy about this kind of gossip which could affect her next year in high school, no matter what selective enrollment school she goes to. idk. i feel really bad.

AT THE SAME TIME i feel bad not telling my best friend because we tell each other EVERYTHING interesting that happens in our lives and in the lives of other people (we're not horrible people i swear nothing ever happens so it's usually like "oh yeah this guy likes this girl but he's not gonna do something about it") and i know i shouldn't spread rumors but... well i don't have an excuse i just really want to tell her

not expecting advice just wanted to vent again :p


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