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TheAshWolf 12-05-2012 09:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 373274)
I hate Wednesday's too ;~;
What happened? =O

._. Back in April, my life went spinning out of control. Now, every Wednesday, I must be reminded of that horrible occurrence.

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0...fhi2o1_250.gif

TheAshWolf 12-05-2012 09:29 PM

To everyone on this thread:
 
Here. Have a GIF.

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxly1rNGcz1r4n30v.gif

AlgebraAddict 12-05-2012 09:29 PM

My dad's quitting his job and co-founding a company. He won't get paid for the first two years.

I'm scared.

I don't know what to say...

Crud.

CACrools 12-05-2012 09:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373325)
._. Back in April, my life went spinning out of control. Now, every Wednesday, I must be reminded of that horrible occurrence.

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0...fhi2o1_250.gif

What happened? Is it the speech therapy, or am I thinking about someone else?

TheAshWolf 12-05-2012 09:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 373341)
What happened? Is it the speech therapy, or am I thinking about someone else?

...Yeahhhh, that's someone else. o__o (XD Don't worry about it.)

I'd LOVE to tell everyone all about what happened; in fact, I'm slowly dying inside from NOT telling anyone, but I CAN'T tell just anyone about this so snakjhkhndflhjksf kjbfkjsbdf akjblksjbfklsjbGAH. x_x

I seriously need to schedule that lunch-and-venting thing with my friend that my dad suggested. I thought I could hold on without it, but I'm seriously losing my mind, here.

CACrools 12-05-2012 09:56 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373355)
...Yeahhhh, that's someone else. o__o (XD Don't worry about it.)

I'd LOVE to tell everyone all about what happened; in fact, I'm slowly dying inside from NOT telling anyone, but I CAN'T tell just anyone about this so snakjhkhndflhjksf kjbfkjsbdf akjblksjbfklsjbGAH. x_x

I seriously need to schedule that lunch-and-venting thing with my friend that my dad suggested. I thought I could hold on without it, but I'm seriously losing my mind, here.

Oh, Ash! It'll be okay. *hugs* I wish I could do something about it, but I don't want you to tell us if you don't want to.

Lily09 12-05-2012 10:06 PM

when you and your friend are talking about how they should report something
and then your friend said, "if you were in that situation, would you?"
and you sit there like, "uh" because it's too risky to say yes i have, i have been in that situation. i will live with it my entire life and i hate myself i hate hate hate hate hate myself i want to die i hate myself
and then she says "no, you wouldn't report it duh, i thought so."

and then the chance is gone to tell her what really happened.

and then it's a year later and you still remember it every month.

and then you continue to live with it.

TheAshWolf 12-05-2012 10:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 373361)
Oh, Ash! It'll be okay. *hugs* I wish I could do something about it, but I don't want you to tell us if you don't want to.

D8 I want to....I just....can't. ._.

Thanks, though.

TheAshWolf 12-05-2012 10:34 PM

Sometimes I just feel like I just really really really need a hug...

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma...sim9o1_500.gif

Sandy 12-05-2012 10:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373393)
Sometimes I just feel like I just really really really need a hug...

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma...sim9o1_500.gif

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_megovikrzK1rxbsla.gif

TheAshWolf 12-05-2012 10:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 373395)

O_O

*bursts out laughing* XDD OH MY GOSH THAT GIF IT'S PERFECT LOLOLOLOL WHAT THE HECK LOOK AT ITALY HAHAHAHAAAAAA WHAT IS THAT EVEN FROM GAHAHAHAA!!! *le slightly cheered up* :'3 Thanks, Cass.

nngo 12-05-2012 10:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373398)
O_O

*bursts out laughing* XDD OH MY GOSH THAT GIF IT'S PERFECT LOLOLOLOL WHAT THE HECK LOOK AT ITALY HAHAHAHAAAAAA WHAT IS THAT EVEN FROM GAHAHAHAA!!! *le slightly cheered up* :'3 Thanks, Cass.

http://chzmemebase.files.wordpress.c...ugging-cat.gif

Sandy 12-05-2012 10:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373398)
O_O

*bursts out laughing* XDD OH MY GOSH THAT GIF IT'S PERFECT LOLOLOLOL WHAT THE HECK LOOK AT ITALY HAHAHAHAAAAAA WHAT IS THAT EVEN FROM GAHAHAHAA!!! *le slightly cheered up* :'3 Thanks, Cass.

I have no idea... X"D

lvhamsters 12-05-2012 11:09 PM

I feel angry at everyone; annoyed.
The school said I was absent for my first class when I wasn't; they make those mistakes often and my parents believed them. I get no fricking trust and I need it right now especially, or else what's the point? You know? they actually thought I would skip biology?! What the hell is with them? They know I'm struggling to get good grades. Then again, what do they care. I'm just getting sick of their lack of trust and how much they seem to hate me. I'm sick of it. I hate my home life. I hate my school life. What's the point?

L.S.Trendom 12-05-2012 11:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 373395)

*is one of the hugging people*
http://ihasahotdog.files.wordpress.c...need-a-hug.gif
Quote:

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 373410)
I feel angry at everyone; annoyed.
The school said I was absent for my first class when I wasn't; they make those mistakes often and my parents believed them. I get no fricking trust and I need it right now especially, or else what's the point? You know? they actually thought I would skip biology?! What the hell is with them? They know I'm struggling to get good grades. Then again, what do they care. I'm just getting sick of their lack of trust and how much they seem to hate me. I'm sick of it. I hate my home life. I hate my school life. What's the point?

The point, if nothing else, is that there's tomorrow and hope. There will be beautiful and amazing people in your future, and you'll have great friends, and it will be worth it. Things will get better. (:

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 12:29 AM

I don't expect anyone to reply to this...so....yeah. Just need to get it out.
 
ARE.
YOU.
FREAKING.
KIDDING ME.

If you really are kidding, then, IT'S NOT FUNNY, OKAY? So just STOP IT. e_e

First they said it was going to be six weeks. SIX WEEKS! No biggie. That's just a month and a half. I'd rather lose a month and a half than 2/3 of the entire YEAR. Then, "ohhhhh, noooooo, whoopsie, I made a mistake, it'll be six MONTHS, not six WEEKS, sorry!" kjhkjdbf;kabdfkjbad;fkj?! >w< ARE YOU SERIOUS, WOMAN? THIS IS YOUR JOB HOW DO YOU MAKE THAT KIND OF MISTAKE?!

Then I thought it would be over after Dec. 19. But, NOPE CHUCK TESTA, then came Halloween, which screwed up the schedule since it fell on a Wednesday, thus pushing the relief date back to Dec. 26th. But, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, that's right after Christmas! NOTHING EVER GETS DONE BETWEEN CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR'S EVE, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT? x_x Um, no, I don't know that, I don't CELEBRATE any of those holidays, and thus don't pay much attention to them.

I have to wait until January for this to end.

January!

Jan-u-freaking-ary.

...

But I can't hold out until January. ;____; *sobs*

maxi 12-06-2012 12:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373426)
ARE.
YOU.
FREAKING.
KIDDING ME.

If you really are kidding, then, IT'S NOT FUNNY, OKAY? So just STOP IT. e_e

First they said it was going to be six weeks. SIX WEEKS! No biggie. That's just a month and a half. I'd rather lose a month and a half than 2/3 of the entire YEAR. Then, "ohhhhh, noooooo, whoopsie, I made a mistake, it'll be six MONTHS, not six WEEKS, sorry!" kjhkjdbf;kabdfkjbad;fkj?! >w< ARE YOU SERIOUS, WOMAN? THIS IS YOUR JOB HOW DO YOU MAKE THAT KIND OF MISTAKE?!

Then I thought it would be over after Dec. 19. But, NOPE CHUCK TESTA, then came Halloween, which screwed up the schedule since it fell on a Wednesday, thus pushing the relief date back to Dec. 26th. But, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, that's right after Christmas! NOTHING EVER GETS DONE BETWEEN CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR'S EVE, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT? x_x Um, no, I don't know that, I don't CELEBRATE any of those holidays, and thus don't pay much attention to them.

I have to wait until January for this to end.

January!

Jan-u-freaking-ary.

...

But I can't hold out until January. ;____; *sobs*

so freaking sad for you so freaking sad so.............freaking...sad. ;__;

maxi 12-06-2012 12:55 AM

e_e ASDFGHJKLwhy is everybody so eeeevil?

Today, someone that I secretly like (aka crush) sat on my lap and now, everyone thinks I like her. ._. Here goes the rambling. Why would you do that--I mean, if you were me and if I were you, I would be laughing at you, sitting there.....sitting...your crush near you.....you know WHAT? <_< Shut up. Get off of my desk and sit at your own table where it is full of idiots like you and shut your mouth--those insults you put in my direction aren't so true. P: (-_-)b *le sarcasm* Well done, you made my day become awesome! *le gives you cupcake and shoves it down your throat* Ugh..... ._.

otaku 12-06-2012 01:05 AM

Why the does everybody have to feel so bad? It makes me feel so... So sad and useless, and depressed. My life is sedentary, and okay I guess, but I feel so crappy because I can't seem to help people and I don't seem to have any advice to help when I really want to and they need it...
I just really feel like curling into a ball, and just be numb, but I can't... And now I'm crying.
fuck...
I sound like some attention seeking twat...

maxi 12-06-2012 01:08 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by otaku (Post 373429)
Why the does everybody have to feel so bad? It makes me feel so... So sad and useless, and depressed. My life is sedentary, and okay I guess, but I feel so crappy because I can't seem to help people and I don't seem to have any advice to help when I really want to and they need it...
I just really feel like curling into a ball, and just be numb, but I can't... And now I'm crying.
fuck...
I sound like some attention seeking twat...

x_x

....

ifeelthesameway.

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:09 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373428)
e_e ASDFGHJKLwhy is everybody so eeeevil?

Today, someone that I secretly like (aka crush) sat on my lap and now, everyone thinks I like her. ._. Here goes the rambling. Why would you do that--I mean, if you were me and if I were you, I would be laughing at you, sitting there.....sitting...your crush near you.....you know WHAT? <_< Shut up.

D: I'm so sorry, Max! x_x That's so unfair. I wish those kids would just leave you alone.

I'm going to take a shot in the dark and hope one of these might cheer you up a little...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_YWc0RszxU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2F4EFYM_MA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qit3ALTelOo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJlbPXZEpRE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQU1IyIzrs8

maxi 12-06-2012 01:15 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373432)
D: I'm so sorry, Max! x_x That's so unfair. I wish those kids would just leave you alone.

I'm going to take a shot in the dark and hope one of these might cheer you up a little...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_YWc0RszxU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2F4EFYM_MA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qit3ALTelOo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJlbPXZEpRE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQU1IyIzrs8

O.O ASH I FREAKING LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOU! :D

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lftp0zRiZY1qa5ygb.gif

:'D I swear, you are one of the best friends ever; I adore everythigaasdfgbahajlk

maxi 12-06-2012 01:16 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 373433)
Love the signature, Max. XD

P:
tenchar

otaku 12-06-2012 01:18 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373431)
x_x

....

ifeelthesameway.

i just want to cry for some reason but the tears don't seem to come. why does that make me want to cry even more?

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:19 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373434)
O.O ASH I FREAKING LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOU! :D

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lftp0zRiZY1qa5ygb.gif

:'D I swear, you are one of the best friends ever; I adore everythigaasdfgbahajlk

LILO AND STITCH GIFs! 8D In your sig AND in your post! (Sorry, I've always loved that movie. XDD)

:'D So I take it you feel a little bit better? *le how I feel right now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...6Rvy5Ccb0#t=5s *

XD You're very much welcome. IMMA GO FIND MORE VIDEOS! *runs off*

maxi 12-06-2012 01:19 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by otaku (Post 373436)
i just want to cry for some reason but the tears don't seem to come. why does that make me want to cry even more?

They are only going to come if you force them to...x_x Don't force them or it'll break my heart in two.

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:20 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by otaku (Post 373429)
Why the does everybody have to feel so bad? It makes me feel so... So sad and useless, and depressed. My life is sedentary, and okay I guess, but I feel so crappy because I can't seem to help people and I don't seem to have any advice to help when I really want to and they need it...
I just really feel like curling into a ball, and just be numb, but I can't... And now I'm crying.
fu...
I sound like some attention seeking twat...

Quote:

Originally Posted by otaku (Post 373436)
i just want to cry for some reason but the tears don't seem to come. why does that make me want to cry even more?

x__x I've been feeling like that a LOT lately. I share your pain. *hugs* *directs you to the video links I gave Max*

maxi 12-06-2012 01:22 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373437)
LILO AND STITCH GIFs! 8D In your sig AND in your post! (Sorry, I've always loved that movie. XDD)

:'D So I take it you feel a little bit better? *le how I feel right now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...6Rvy5Ccb0#t=5s *

XD You're very much welcome. IMMA GO FIND MORE VIDEOS! *runs off*

8D Lilo and Stitch is one of the best movies ever. X'D MAKE A SEQUEL, WILL YOU!?!?

I am a bit better. FUUUUUUTURAMA!!! 8D *sings theme song through lips* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Nj1pf5fY7g Something Owen gave me. xD

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. :D MORE VIDEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS! ^_^

Lily09 12-06-2012 01:25 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 373430)
Everyone, go on Tumblr and look up Bagged Milk in tags.

Best argument EVER.

Came here to rant, found a fking hilarious bagged milk tutorial on tumblr.

http://fancycake.tumblr.com/post/358...en-the-fuck-up

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:28 AM

Links for anybody who's sad:
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3TAjo758Vn8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fbs_ip8c-qI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7EpaDsmipg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8xJtH6UcQY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Tgwrkk-B3k

This is fun. XD

maxi 12-06-2012 01:32 AM

O.O I still love you. XD

(GANGNAM STYLE IS INVADING MY HOUSE... x_x)

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373440)
8D Lilo and Stitch is one of the best movies ever. X'D MAKE A SEQUEL, WILL YOU!?!?

I am a bit better. FUUUUUUTURAMA!!! 8D *sings theme song through lips* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Nj1pf5fY7g Something Owen gave me. xD

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. :D MORE VIDEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS! ^_^

o_0 There HAVE been sequels....two, actually.....plus a series on Disney Channel...."Stitch Has a Glitch" and "Leroy & Stitch". :3 ("Stitch Has a Glitch" is FREAKING SAD, man... D8 I cried so much at the ending....)

XDD Oh my gosh, that kid is adorable.

maxi 12-06-2012 01:34 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 373444)
o_0 There HAVE been sequels....two, actually.....plus a series on Disney Channel...."Stitch Has a Glitch" and "Leroy & Stitch". :3 ("Stitch Has a Glitch" is FREAKING SAD, man... D8 I cried so much at the ending....)

XDD Oh my gosh, that kid is adorable.

I must watch the series again. >_<'

*le goes off and turns off radio* Sorry, Gangnam Style was on. o.o

XDD I know, right?

o_o I want to read moar WOT and VM right now. :P

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:36 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373443)
O.O I still love you. XD

(GANGNAM STYLE IS INVADING MY HOUSE... x_x)

O_O LISTEN TO TOASTER PUPPY AND BE CURED OF THE GANGNAM STYLE INSANITY!

....That, or listen to 2NE1. 8D Or Girls' Generation. (I suggest their newest song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7j8dYuCCkwU )

Lily09 12-06-2012 01:37 AM


Anyways, the reason I came here...

Do you remember E and L, about oh ummmm, eight months or so ago? When we were at math camp and we somehow got on the topic of meals? And it just so happened to go like this.
Me: I don't really like eating because it kinda takes up time xD but seriously, I only eat a little.
E: that's kind of unhealthy. 0_o
L: yeah, it is.

And the topic dropped.
Fast forward to summer break. It scared me how little I ate. Maybe a snack one time during the day, and that was it. I'd go to sleep at night with an empty stomach, and repeat the process again. I didn't consider myself fat, weighing at about 80 pounds. Wow, that's actually pretty low for a twelve year old girl. I didn't see a fat girl either, whenever I looked in the mirror. Skinny.

Maybe the depression was messing with my eating patterns, who knows? It sure messed up my sleeping schedule. I'd go to sleep everyday at about two am, maybe sometimes four.

And here we are now, and I feel scared again because I'm not sleeping until one am and I eat a little bit more than during summer, but I still don't eat a lot.
Tonight... I don't know, I felt repulsed by food? Or something. I'm scared though, because this isn't how i should feel. I'm 86 pounds, so why am I feeling like this?

I hate what I'm becoming. Self harm, depressed, angry, never going to sleep on time, incomplete assignments, now this. I hate it.


maxi 12-06-2012 01:37 AM

8D 2NE1 should save the day! o.o

Ash, can you post a picture (screenshot) of what your Documents of WOT looks like? Please? Take 3 or 4 and that's it? I wanna see. :D

Lily09 12-06-2012 01:38 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 373441)
Came here to rant, found a fking hilarious bagged milk tutorial on tumblr.

http://fancycake.tumblr.com/post/358...en-the-fuck-up

Ima stay out of this bagged milk stuff.

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:38 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373446)
I must watch the series again. >_<'

*le goes off and turns off radio* Sorry, Gangnam Style was on. o.o

XDD I know, right?

o_o I want to read moar WOT and VM right now. :P

I need to watch it, too...it was one of my favorite shows when I was little....>w<

D^8< That song played while we were at the bowling ally last Saturday....I was like, "WHAT THE HECK noooo go back to playing Michael Jackson and Queen songs!!!"

._. WOT...*le dejected sigh* I won't have another chapter up for at least two more days. I'm so so sooooo sorry. x_X

Lily09 12-06-2012 01:39 AM

Sorry if I killed anyone's mood or something. I just needed to get it out.

TheAshWolf 12-06-2012 01:40 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 373452)
8D 2NE1 should save the day! o.o

Ash, can you post a picture (screenshot) of what your Documents of WOT looks like? Please? Take 3 or 4 and that's it? I wanna see. :D

They ARE the best, you know. ;D

o_0 Screenshots? Um....okay, sure, I guess I can do that? XDD Give me a minute...

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 373453)
Ima stay out of this bagged milk stuff.

o__O Imma stay out of it, too.....


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