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avbhabra 03-09-2013 10:13 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 436417)
*thumbs up for Lvhamsters*

It's 'Lvhamsters'??? I thought it was 'Ivhamsters'. Wow. Epic fail on my part. xD

lvhamsters 03-09-2013 10:21 PM

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Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 436429)
It's 'Lvhamsters'??? I thought it was 'Ivhamsters'. Wow. Epic fail on my part. xD

Yeahh.... I should've made that more clear O.o I wish I could change my username XDD

avbhabra 03-09-2013 10:31 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 436449)
Yeahh.... I should've made that more clear O.o I wish I could change my username XDD

Yeah, me, too. Mine's so lame... -_-

maxi 03-09-2013 11:55 PM

i didn't even know--
you told them and then you just wooshed off--
why the heck did you just leave me and never want to--
i'm not sure if i can--
this is JUST stupid--i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back I WANT YOU BACK--
why did you just leave me
after all our experiences
after all of this
why?
whhhhyyyy?
WHY
WHAT
THE
HECK--

EmmaR 03-09-2013 11:56 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436524)
i didn't even know--
you told them and then you just wooshed off--
why the heck did you just leave me and never want to--
i'm not sure if i can--
this is JUST stupid--i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back I WANT YOU BACK--
why did you just leave me
after all our experiences
after all of this
why?
whhhhyyyy?
WHY
WHAT
THE
HECK--

Aw, what's wrong, Max?
I don't want to do my math homework so I can talk if you need it.

maxi 03-09-2013 11:58 PM

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Originally Posted by EmmaR (Post 436527)
Aw, what's wrong, Max?
I don't want to do my math homework so I can talk if you need it.

pokey.
she left kidpub.
i was her friend for three years
WHAT THE HELL

BearWithAStrawberry 03-09-2013 11:59 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 435584)
It's not even 10:00 A.M. and today is ALREADY the strangest day I've had in 2013 so far.

o____o

/le mmhhmmm/
tell me about it

EmmaR 03-10-2013 12:31 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436529)
pokey.
she left kidpub.
i was her friend for three years
WHAT THE HELL

I know, me too. I'm sorry. I dunno what to do about it. Maybe she'll come back. Hopefully Heather and Soph with convince her to stay...?

Owen-L 03-10-2013 01:23 AM

doing an all nighter was a bad idea ;/

maxi 03-10-2013 01:46 AM

i cannot do this anymore
nope
why
why
who
why
did
they
just
hurt
you
can i just leave here now?
._____.

maxi 03-10-2013 03:12 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 436580)
what happened?!?!

D:

nothinnnng... >.>

maxi 03-10-2013 03:17 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 436585)
pfft something did happen.

TOTALLY not.

TheAshWolf 03-10-2013 04:06 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436566)
i cannot do this anymore
nope
why
why
who
why
did
they
just
hurt
you
can i just leave here now?
._____.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436582)
nothinnnng... >.>

D: Maaaaaax!!! Come on, something DID happen. What is it? Is there anything we can do to help?

maxi 03-10-2013 04:19 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 436589)
yah sure

i just want to haallppp

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 436604)
D: Maaaaaax!!! Come on, something DID happen. What is it? Is there anything we can do to help?

Pokey left.
She was my friend for three years.
Nobody told me that she was leaving and I just found out.
Today.
...

TheAshWolf 03-10-2013 04:22 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436606)
Pokey left.
She was my friend for three years.
Nobody told me that she was leaving and I just found out.
Today.
...

I just found out today, too. ._.

I was never really close to her, but I still loved her writing and liked talking to her, and it killed me to see her upset. I didn't think she told anyone she was thinking about leaving. She just sorta...left. x_x

Don't worry, Max, maybe we can get her to come back. <:^J

maxi 03-10-2013 04:23 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 436608)
I just found out today, too. ._.

I was never really close to her, but I still loved her writing and liked talking to her, and it killed me to see her upset. I didn't think she told anyone she was thinking about leaving. She just sorta...left. x_x

Don't worry, Max, maybe we can get her to come back. <:^J

And there is also something else...I think you know but I am not sure. :P She isn't going to come back, I don't think she ever will. She seemed really serious about it as...well. ._____.

TheAshWolf 03-10-2013 04:27 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436609)
And there is also something else...I think you know but I am not sure. :P She isn't going to come back, I don't think she ever will. She seemed really serious about it as...well. ._____.

What is it? D:

A lot have KPers have seemed serious but then came back soon after they said they were quitting. <:^J Camille and Sandy did that, just to give a couple examples.

maxi 03-10-2013 04:31 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 436612)
What is it? D:

A lot have KPers have seemed serious but then came back soon after they said they were quitting. <:^J Camille and Sandy did that, just to give a couple examples.

D: Someone harshly told me insults about my work...

TheAshWolf 03-10-2013 04:33 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436615)
D: Someone harshly told me insults about my work...

D: Whaaaaaaat? Who did?! >:| What is this nonsense?

maxi 03-10-2013 04:38 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 436618)
D: Whaaaaaaat? Who did?! >:| What is this nonsense?

Wellllll.....through email. D:

TheAshWolf 03-10-2013 04:41 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436623)
Wellllll.....through email. D:

Send me a note, then.
...Wait, do you mean someone was rude to you in an email, or that you'd rather tell me about it in an email/note?

maxi 03-10-2013 04:42 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 436625)
Send me a note, then.

Ash—he said it—it insulted me and I blocked him. I'm over it.

TheAshWolf 03-10-2013 04:43 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 436627)
Ash—he said it—it insulted me and I blocked him. I'm over it.

*points up to my edited post*

maxi 03-10-2013 04:46 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 436625)
Send me a note, then.
...Wait, do you mean someone was rude to you in an email, or that you'd rather tell me about it in an email/note?

I meant that he said it VERY VERY rudely, deleted it so no one could see...but I saw.

HeatherB 03-10-2013 04:05 PM

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Originally Posted by EmmaR (Post 436545)
I know, me too. I'm sorry. I dunno what to do about it. Maybe she'll come back. Hopefully Heather and Soph with convince her to stay...?

Sorry for disappointing you in advance.
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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 436449)
Yeahh.... I should've made that more clear O.o I wish I could change my username XDD

Same. SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME.

soph-soph27 03-10-2013 04:35 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 436837)
Sorry for disappointing you in advance.

Same. SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME.

Heather and Soph are kind of out of business. *laughs bitterly*

L.S.Trendom 03-10-2013 04:38 PM

Sometimes I feel like I feel too okay. Not that I am okay, I'm not at all okay, there's only been maybe one time when I think I was ever actually okay, and feeling okay is part of the not being okay thing. But, despite that… sometimes I feel something like okay, just floating in a sea of apathy/numbness and when i say i'm okay that's pretty much what i mean, how much i hate myself and how much of a f***ed up empty s**t i am isn't in the forefront of my mind, i'm capable of thinking about other things for now.
But it's always there, underneath.

(and idk if I feel okay now, like half an hour ago i was tired, emotionally, and… idk)

cheezemziez 03-10-2013 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 436871)
Sometimes I feel like I feel too okay. Not that I am okay, I'm not at all okay, there's only been maybe one time when I think I was ever actually okay, and feeling okay is part of the not being okay thing. But, despite that… sometimes I feel something like okay, just floating in a sea of apathy/numbness and when i say i'm okay that's pretty much what i mean, how much i hate myself and how much of a f***ed up empty s**t i am isn't in the forefront of my mind, i'm capable of thinking about other things for now.
But it's always there, underneath.

(and idk if I feel okay now, like half an hour ago i was tired, emotionally, and… idk)

I'm not exactly sure what you mean. But you are definitely not a f***ed up empty s**t. You are amazing and awesome and epyk and a million other positive things. You shouldn't hate all that. Everyone has flaws. At least being ignorant of them isn't one of yours. You are going to be okay. It will take time, but one day you'll have dealt with these flaws. It is possible. We're here for you, if you ever need us.

avbhabra 03-10-2013 04:55 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 436871)
Sometimes I feel like I feel too okay. Not that I am okay, I'm not at all okay, there's only been maybe one time when I think I was ever actually okay, and feeling okay is part of the not being okay thing. But, despite that… sometimes I feel something like okay, just floating in a sea of apathy/numbness and when i say i'm okay that's pretty much what i mean, how much i hate myself and how much of a f***ed up empty s**t i am isn't in the forefront of my mind, i'm capable of thinking about other things for now.
But it's always there, underneath.

(and idk if I feel okay now, like half an hour ago i was tired, emotionally, and… idk)

Dude. You are the probably the most awesome person I've ever met on WB. xD Maybe you should just rest a bit, you know, it might make you feel a bit better. Play a sport or write something. You're strong; you'll be fine. xD *hugs*

L.S.Trendom 03-10-2013 05:01 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 436892)
I'm not exactly sure what you mean. But you are definitely not a f***ed up empty s**t. You are amazing and awesome and epyk and a million other positive things. You shouldn't hate all that. Everyone has flaws. At least being ignorant of them isn't one of yours. You are going to be okay. It will take time, but one day you'll have dealt with these flaws. It is possible. We're here for you, if you ever need us.

About the feeling okay part? Like… I feel sort of okay, even though I'm not okay. Like you could have a leg amputated, but have a lot of anaesthesia and feel just fine.
I am a f***ed up empty s**t. The f***ed up part isn't really debatable, it's a fact to me
hopefully…
thanks
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Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 436895)
Dude. You are the probably the most awesome person I've ever met on WB. xD Maybe you should just rest a bit, you know, it might make you feel a bit better. Play a sport or write something. You're strong; you'll be fine. xD *hugs*

ahaha nope. Resting wouldn't help, it never really goes away. And, no, I'm not strong. But thanks.

avbhabra 03-10-2013 05:03 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 436904)
About the feeling okay part? Like… I feel sort of okay, even though I'm not okay. Like you could have a leg amputated, but have a lot of anaesthesia and feel just fine.
I am a f***ed up empty s**t. The f***ed up part isn't really debatable, it's a fact to me
hopefully…
thanks

ahaha nope. Resting wouldn't help, it never really goes away. And, no, I'm not strong. But thanks.

Resting helps for me. The only one should watch out for is letting their thoughts go astray. o.O It can lead to weird thoughts and views...

Hope you feel better!

HeatherB 03-10-2013 05:04 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 436866)
Heather and Soph are kind of out of business. *laughs bitterly*

Oh, yes. *joins in the bitter laughing*
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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 436871)
Sometimes I feel like I feel too okay. Not that I am okay, I'm not at all okay, there's only been maybe one time when I think I was ever actually okay, and feeling okay is part of the not being okay thing. But, despite that… sometimes I feel something like okay, just floating in a sea of apathy/numbness and when i say i'm okay that's pretty much what i mean, how much i hate myself and how much of a f***ed up empty s**t i am isn't in the forefront of my mind, i'm capable of thinking about other things for now.
But it's always there, underneath.

(and idk if I feel okay now, like half an hour ago i was tired, emotionally, and… idk)

I don't get that feeling often, or if I do, I wouldn't describe it as 'too okay,' but, the 'capable of thinking about other things for now' part, yeah, I know. And I also know, 'it's always there, underneath.' It's kind of like, your life moves on and all, but the consistently jarring thing about it is the irony that even though you're doing this and you're really all right, the depression's always there like an ocean or some metaphorical shit that I can't think of right now, but like, endless and flowing and not always demanding your attention but when it wants your attention it GETS IT and the waves crash on your head and pull you under and your boat sinks for a little but it persists and you float for long periods of time. And yet the ocean's always underneath you. Correct me if I'm wrong, I'm just trying to get this to... like... I don't even know, but yeah.

BearWithAStrawberry 03-10-2013 05:24 PM

Ijfrvifvnrinvefinfrvijnvdkj

L.S.Trendom 03-10-2013 05:32 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 436907)
Oh, yes. *joins in the bitter laughing*

I don't get that feeling often, or if I do, I wouldn't describe it as 'too okay,' but, the 'capable of thinking about other things for now' part, yeah, I know. And I also know, 'it's always there, underneath.' It's kind of like, your life moves on and all, but the consistently jarring thing about it is the irony that even though you're doing this and you're really all right, the depression's always there like an ocean or some metaphorical shit that I can't think of right now, but like, endless and flowing and not always demanding your attention but when it wants your attention it GETS IT and the waves crash on your head and pull you under and your boat sinks for a little but it persists and you float for long periods of time. And yet the ocean's always underneath you. Correct me if I'm wrong, I'm just trying to get this to... like... I don't even know, but yeah.

Yeah, I think that's a fairly good description, sorta…
*hugs*
Thanks.

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 436930)
hahahahahahahahaha
die
die
die
die
watch me
die

No, don't die. D: *hugs*

cheezemziez 03-10-2013 05:39 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 436904)
About the feeling okay part? Like… I feel sort of okay, even though I'm not okay. Like you could have a leg amputated, but have a lot of anaesthesia and feel just fine.
I am a f***ed up empty s**t. The f***ed up part isn't really debatable, it's a fact to me
hopefully…
thanks

icic
Well, that's a start. Even if you are f***ed up (you're not) it can be overcome. You don't have to be forever.
Definitely. I believe in you.

avbhabra 03-10-2013 05:39 PM

My...throat...hurts...so...much... D:

HeatherB 03-10-2013 06:01 PM

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Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 436942)
My...throat...hurts...so...much... D:

Tell me about it... *sympathy ice cream* I was diagnosed with bronchitis yesterday.

god i screw everything up

soph-soph27 03-10-2013 06:03 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 436907)
Oh, yes. *joins in the bitter laughing*

I don't get that feeling often, or if I do, I wouldn't describe it as 'too okay,' but, the 'capable of thinking about other things for now' part, yeah, I know. And I also know, 'it's always there, underneath.' It's kind of like, your life moves on and all, but the consistently jarring thing about it is the irony that even though you're doing this and you're really all right, the depression's always there like an ocean or some metaphorical shit that I can't think of right now, but like, endless and flowing and not always demanding your attention but when it wants your attention it GETS IT and the waves crash on your head and pull you under and your boat sinks for a little but it persists and you float for long periods of time. And yet the ocean's always underneath you. Correct me if I'm wrong, I'm just trying to get this to... like... I don't even know, but yeah.


Good to know that I'm not alone with my close to insanity. I mean about the laughter. That's always there. You know, I feel so normal, but I wonder if I'm not going slightly clinically insane. It's kind of a scary calm.

CACrools 03-10-2013 06:05 PM

I'll just die here, in the corner... at least I won't have to worry about grades any more. eff you Chinese. I hope you die a slow and painful death. OH WAIT, YOU CAN'T because you are a stupid virtual class. why do you have to be so effing stupid. I CARE NONE for your stupid tests, and your god-awful oral exams. so just eff off, because I'm ready to die now...

L.S.Trendom 03-10-2013 06:09 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 436941)
icic
Well, that's a start. Even if you are f***ed up (you're not) it can be overcome. You don't have to be forever.
Definitely. I believe in you.

I am. I don't think how anyone else couldn't realise the same thing, if they knew the things that make me think that…
Thank you.


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