I need a hug. :(

*gives Sam the biggest hug ever*

*Huggles*
Feel better, okay?

iM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPYYPPYYPYPYPYYPYPYPYP YES YESYEYSYY

edit: ignore this ahah

as a fuck you to anyone who's ever been a douche to you
because there will be a ton more great things in your life
because there are so many amazing books you haven't read
so many amazing people you haven't yet loved
so many amazing people who haven't had a chance to love you yet
because there's so much of the world left to see

It started like this. On the last day of school, I sent a really long sentimental text to all of my friends thanking them for everything. She is the only one who took it seriously. She texted back and said that my text made her cry and that she loved and missed me, and I said I love and miss her back.
Then a few nights ago, she called me to tell me something (this was the first phone call we'd had since school let out), and she said, "This sounds weird but it's really nice to hear your voice."
And, me, already slightly having a crush on her, absolutely melted in to a puddle. I turned in to a stuttering mess that I'm pretty sure wasn't even coherent enough for her to understand, and then we hung up the phone.
After a bit, I texted her and said, "Sorry I turned in to a stuttering mess on the phone. It was amazing to hear your voice again too. Love and miss you! <3"
And then it all went uphill from there. She replied with this big thing about how I was such a great person and wants to be be best friends forever, and then she called me again. We stayed on the phone for about 45 minutes talking about how amazing the other person is and how much we love each other, and then texted about it for another hour afterwards.
Ever since that night, we text all the time, use cutesie language in texts, talk on the phone at most 3 times a day, have cute nicknames for each other, and tell each other we love each other everyday. Today we're going to the pool together. What I'm most excited for is that hug when we first see each other. Being the only ones knowing about our phone call on that night and knowing how much we love each other, it's going to be pure bliss to see her again.

omfg this is adorable aaaaa
i hope u guys do stay friends forever <3

i really hate the stuff i put myself through because i just burnt my hand with hot glue and i can't finish my craft and i can't do anymore sketches and it still hurts and i'm getting aloe all over my laptop and mom won't be home for another hour and IT STILL HURTS and i burnt my right hand which is great for a right handed person and gosh i just hate the crap i put up with sometimes because it's usually my fault GOSH IT HURTS EVEN AFTER I RAN IT UNDER COLD WATER AND SLATHERED IT WITH ALOE AND MADE MY HAND GO NUMB AND EVERYTHING. so imma paint my nails again.

Awwwww that must be horrible.
*Loves protective parents who won't let me use hot glue*
Aloe is the best. But it shouldn't hurt much now, right?
I feel so girly now. I went out and bought a stack of clothes and shorts. No dresses or skirts, though. That's a no-no.