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Athenabrain1 08-02-2014 01:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Arthurboulos (Post 551593)
I love you (*Glomps*)

Haha thanks. *Glomps back*
It feels nice to gave a place to vent everything, instead of having parents tower over you every second of your life.
I sometimes feel like my friends don't care about me, even the ones I thought were my only ones.
I only got a few Happy Birthdays from two friends from my old school. And that was email.
They never email me anymore, now.
I watch my best friends invite people to their party, and all I'm thinking is, "Why not me? I'm right behind you."

SilverMoon 08-02-2014 01:41 PM

Why do I bother

meerkat 08-02-2014 02:04 PM

screw everything.

Emaafre 08-02-2014 05:26 PM

Okay, so now that I actually have visual symptoms, you won't take me to the doctor? REALLY?

TheAshWolf 08-02-2014 05:39 PM

Heyyy, everyone!

I know most of the conversations about religion have died down, but, I still want to contribute a little something to all this. <:^D

This video is really REALLY helpful. It's pretty short (less than 4 minutes), and it clears up several important questions that a lot of people have. (Who really causes the world's suffering? Who really controls the world? Why can humans never seem to solve the world's most urgent problems?) Also, on the site the video's from, it can answer a whole bunch of other questions if you'd like to look them up. (Why is there a good reason to have hope for the future? What does the Bible promise for that future? How can we cope with our problems in the meantime? etc.)

Most importantly, though, it answers a really basic, but vital question: Why should we study the Bible?

http://www.jw.org/en/video-why-study-the-bible/

It's SERIOUSLY worth watching, even if you don't belong to a so-called "Christian" religion or to any religion at all. Also, wow, look at that racial diversity in the video!!! It's not whitewashed! The Bible says "God is not partial," so, why should any religion be?

HeatherB 08-02-2014 10:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Moogle (Post 551583)
Please don't kill yourself.
You are loved in ways that you don't realize.
So many people would have to deal with losing you and go through endless pain. They would lie awake at night hating themselves thinking the reason that you're gone is because of them... even though it would make it easier for you, it's so, so selfish to kill yourself.
You're better than that.
And I know that it's cheesy, but it gets better it really does. Pain can't last forever. And even if it does, you will get so used to it that it won't even feel like pain.
Trust me, life is a good thing.
I know it's hard... but it's so worth it.

but the thing is that i really am that selfish. and i really am not better than that. and i really don't think people would care that much. maybe a handful of people would, mostly from the internet, but other than that? nah.

MaggieMay 08-02-2014 11:46 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 551523)
okay, i've decided that if i still feel like this after my shows next week, i'm going to kill myself sometime between my vacation and when school starts up. it's not worth it, going through all of this. i've been violated and terrified and strung out to the end of my rope. well, they've won, and i don't care. i'll be dead by then. i won't have to go back to school and face the horrors there. i won't have to go back home and face the horrors there. i won't have to go anywhere with horror, i won't even know the meaning of the word. and i'm so excited to be dead it's unnerving. but i can't help looking forward to it. knowing that there's nothing to live for here that i won't give up to be dead. fuck books to read, sunsets to watch, animals to pet, i don't need them. i don't care and i won't care when i'm dead. i'm going to kill myself and i can't fucking wait. maybe i'll be reborn into a different body. maybe i can start this thing over and have my second chance. maybe nothing will happen but my body will decay into my coffin into the ground. i don't care. nothing matters to me anymore. i've detached myself so much from this life, and now it's time to finally let go.

im in tears seriously fuck i love you so much you are one of the most amazing people ive ever met and i cant say anything if you killed yourself i would feel so empty inside and i wouldnt want to do anything please please dont do it oh my god pl ease

L.S.Trendom 08-02-2014 11:50 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 551523)
okay, i've decided that if i still feel like this after my shows next week, i'm going to kill myself sometime between my vacation and when school starts up. it's not worth it, going through all of this. i've been violated and terrified and strung out to the end of my rope. well, they've won, and i don't care. i'll be dead by then. i won't have to go back to school and face the horrors there. i won't have to go back home and face the horrors there. i won't have to go anywhere with horror, i won't even know the meaning of the word. and i'm so excited to be dead it's unnerving. but i can't help looking forward to it. knowing that there's nothing to live for here that i won't give up to be dead. fuck books to read, sunsets to watch, animals to pet, i don't need them. i don't care and i won't care when i'm dead. i'm going to kill myself and i can't fucking wait. maybe i'll be reborn into a different body. maybe i can start this thing over and have my second chance. maybe nothing will happen but my body will decay into my coffin into the ground. i don't care. nothing matters to me anymore. i've detached myself so much from this life, and now it's time to finally let go.

shit i just saw this and i was gonna imessage u but it says u cant be reacehd by imessage currently??
okay hey so i'm gonna email u and give u my phone number and i want you to write it down and call me when you feel bad okay
i love you so fuckin much i won't fuckin let you okay *hugs really really really tightly*

Athenabrain1 08-03-2014 09:26 AM

Why must I keep staying alive?
I'm just a coward that wants to die in her sleep peacefully.
Life has no meaning now.
Only pressure and stern words from parents.
They keep praising me, but I can sense they don't care.

Arthurboulos 08-03-2014 09:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 551685)
Why must I keep staying alive?
I'm just a coward that wants to die in her sleep peacefully.
Life has no meaning now.
Only pressure and stern words from parents.
They keep praising me, but I can sense they don't care.

Alice, I'm so sorry this is happening. I think you are confused and upset. There are things that'll keep you living. Writing, reading, KidPub, etc. One day you'll meet friends that aren't complete assholes. You'll find friends that are supportive and will give you presents and kissed and just love is enough. You will get through this. I think if they bug you again, you should tell them to get the eff away and don't tolerate this kind of stuff. Because one day you'll be happy, beautiful and successful. You'll find someone who truly cares for you. We love you, Alice. Xoxo


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