lvhamsters |
08-29-2015 03:51 AM |
Growing up sucks. There's so many responsibilities. I just started looking for jobs and applied to like 15 and I haven't heard back from any of them. I need a job if I want to pay for college (unless of course I get the job at starbucks that I applied for in which they pay for your tuition). I thought I'd be excited to turn 18 because freedom, but now that it gets closer and closer I'm kind of freaking out because I have no idea what I want to do in life and it's my last year of high school. The fact that my brother leaves in a couple weeks for boot camp also serves as a constant reminder that times passing fast and people will continue to move on in life and that's stressful.
I just miss the days when everything was easy and I was worrying about small things lIke my insecurities and what to wear the next day.
Believe me, life is so much more than your appearance and the small dramas that are going on. Just remember that they will mean nothing in a few years. It's not worth sweating over. Honestly, my best advice would be to focus on your school work and avoid drama and parties and what seems like would be 'fun' in the moment. If it might have any bad repurcussions in the future, avoid it. Sure, you may have good memories, but it could also ruin your future. I hope that makes sense. But yeah.
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