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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 379365)

Ooh, look, a post that describe me and my (nonexistent) love life perfectly. :3

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2...95qbo1_500.gif
^me right now

That's good. I thought I was the only lunatic feeling jealous and lonely. :P

^Not an insult. All writers are lunatics.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 379345)

Why am I all of the sudden listening to all these 1990s-2000s hard rock and metal songs? (Also AC/DC, but that's older rock.)

Because. Most of those songs are angry.

And I'm angry.

e__e

The alternative is going outside and bashing rocks with a hammer. Since I doubt that's very safe, I'm going to stick with listening to Everclear and Green Day and My Chemical Romance and Three Days Grace and Blink 182 and a bunch of other bands I usually don't listen to or have never listened to before.

....That awkward moment when you're wearing headphones and the music is up so loud that you don't even notice the phone is ringing until the song ends and you hear this voice talking to the answering machine and you're like... "What? Who's that? Is there someone in my house?! ... OH, no, that's just the phone. Wow. Idiot."

I've never considered them as angry music, 'specially not blink-182. I tend to be happier when I listen to then. You could also try Nirvana and the Used (maybe the not-so-heavy ones), those are quite nice too. Bashing rocks with a hammer rarely does release stress or anger but instigate more of it, especially when the rock you are bashing does not break. You could possibly stab an orange, though.

That awkward moment when you're wearing headphones and answering a phone call and your music is blaring through the speaker thingy.

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 379383)

I've never considered them as angry music, 'specially not blink-182.

Well, Stay Together For the Kids seems pretty angry to me...

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 379396)

Well, Stay Together For the Kids seems pretty angry to me...

I'm pretty sure that is the very rare one of their 'angry' songs (maybe Up All Night would count), although they do have a couple rare 'melancholy' songs like Adam's Song or I Miss You.

I just feel really weird lately.
Unsatisfied with my friends, unsatisfied with not having a boyfriend, awkward and cold and just... not right. Like I was putting on mascara this morning and kind of just looked at myself in the mirror and realized, Why am I doing this? Everyone knows I'm wearing makeup. Everyone knows I'm not NATURALLY pretty, I'm not even pretty wearing this, I'm average at best... and my day kind of went downhill after that. And this sounds weird but I've been taking a lot of bathes, like hour-long bathes each day, because it just warms me up and I surround myself with like good-smelling perfume or whatever and I curl up in a ball and just kind of want to stay in there because when I leave, I'm just cold again, and I don't mean that literally although that's true too, I just want to stay there and not move or see anyone and just... lose all feeling except warmth because that's the only way I get it.
I'm centered around temperature right now... it's weird.

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 379375)

That's good. I thought I was the only lunatic feeling jealous and lonely. :P

^Not an insult. All writers are lunatics.

Yeah, same. And no worries, I didn't take it as an insult even before I read the second line. xD

Another good gif:
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7...lh1io1_400.gif

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqb9bdjuD1r6h22v.gif

Mmmmm....chocolate....*noms on a Hershey bar*

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 379426)

Yeah, same. And no worries, I didn't take it as an insult even before I read the second line. xD

Another good gif:
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7...lh1io1_400.gif

*cracking up at gif*

The thing is, I like a guy who apparently has no chance with any other girl. Am I really that unattractive and horrible that I can't be with someone who no one else likes besides me?

Sorry, not trying to make you my therapist. xD

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 379356)

Stay away from her. And if you do see her, throw dignity out the window and shout what you really think of her.

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 379359)

Don't feel like you have to support her because you were friends once. If she ditched you, then you owe her nothing. It's always horrible when people change for the worse, but you are allowed to ignore her if you want.

Exactly, but she's always like, "Well we've been best friends for seven+ years." And I just want to scream, "THAT WAS THE PAST! WE AREN'T IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!" >.<

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 379446)

Exactly, but she's always like, "Well we've been best friends for seven+ years." And I just want to scream, "THAT WAS THE PAST! WE AREN'T IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!" >.<

I know... I know... It sucks like that, but just say that... maybe a little nicer, but let her know you don't want to hang out with her. (Easier said than done, I know...)