After spending an hour and trying ten different ways to fix Adobe Flash Player, I somehow ended up right back where I started in the beginning. When I realized this, I said this to my computer:
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6...mo1_r1_250.gif
(Thank you, Spiderman, for putting that so eloquently. :3)

Technology hates me.



._.



I want to do this SO much...

http://media.tumblr.com/77f529e6831b...bkE1s5jeop.gif

But I won't. Because I'm trying not to be such an angry person.

:|

I am going
to go listen
to some music
maybe drink some hot tea
and try not to flip out.
Because THIS on top of all my current issues is very quickly starting to push me over my limit. And that would be bad. Also, I should have more self-control than to physically beat my computer, even though I want to.

*deep breath*
*walks away*

Don't thank me...just feel better. *hugs*

Would cuteness make you feel better? Help you relax/loosen up, maybe? I have lots of cute pictures and GIFs.

http://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lj...kh6fo1_500.gif

http://25.media.tumblr.com/7f952df7d...ahw0o1_250.gif

http://31.media.tumblr.com/096e428af...0mkdo1_500.jpg

D: I'm sorry, Bridie...stress is terrible. *gives you a cookie* Playing piano is a very impressive talent, though. ^_^ I hope you enjoy it apart from the exams. Homework is downright evil, though. .__. And I'm really sorry your grandma is sick!!! O_O I hope she'll be okay. (One of my relatives is really sick right now, too...I know how you feel...)

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*pats everyone on the back who's feeling upset* It will all be okay.

Bye for now, Heather!!!!! *hugs you* I really do hope things get better for you. <:^D Try to rest up and take things easy, okay? We all love you and are rooting for you.

I have no friends because I'm boring at school because I have no friends because I'm boring at school. Do you see my issue?
I'm just really tired of watching everyone else have this one friend that they inseparable with. I had that a couple times. But I managed to screw it up every single time. It's almost like I have commitment issues. It's like I look at everyone with that one friend and one side of me is thinking, "Wow. I'd love to have that." and the other is like, "But then you'd be committed to one person and you'd have to be nice even if they were being annoying and you'd have to talk and maybe deal with their friends and..."
I just want one friend that is so overwhelmingly awesome that I can't handle it. Maybe this person would like Glee, or Doctor Who, or Harry Potter and we could fangirl together.
I just want someone.

Basically my life right now. I just started high school and I have no friends. I'm shy and am awkward around people. You're not alone!! *hugs* Maybe just try putting yourself out there? It's hard I know, I can't do it. I have the worst advice lol. Just know it will get better! Maybe meet some people outside of school? I joined a book club...it's fun and it's a start to meeting new people. I Hope your situation gets better!!! :)

Thanks. :)
I actually just started middle school.
I shy and awkward at school, but any where else I'm the total opposite. I don't want to hide who I am.

To quote my favorite person in the whole world:
"For me, it was a choice. It was ‘am I going to be honest with myself?’ or ‘am I going to be a prisoner to myself and always have to hold myself back from saying things freely?’ and I didn’t want to be in that prison, so I chose the opposite."
-Chris Colfer

I have numerous acquaintances in my year, a few semi-friends who I hang around with, but my best friend is in the year below. And my other friends are either imaginary or online.

hey, so, anyways, apparently it was all for naught and i'm getting a new therapist and psychiatrist because they apparently behaved inappropriately and inaccurately and i don't need to be hospitalized.
thank god.
but yeah, thank you guys for all the well wishes and everything, and i'll try to keep them in mind as i wander around this screwed up world inside my head and attempt to sort things out with others and with myself. i have all the relationship problems i can handle at the moment (no, nothing romantic, hah) and i think also that i've been drifting from kp so yeah you'll probably be seeing even less of me around here. it's not goodbye, just more detachment.
the hospital, for those of you wondering, really wouldn't've been good for me. it would've taken me away from everything that i knew and put me in an environment that, had i been admitted, would have been unhealthy and exposed me to a lot more shit than i can deal with at the moment. things only really started going downwards for me once hospitalization was brought up, anyways, and being in the er and seeing people much worse off than me would've only brought on a new onslaught of stress. so, like i said, it wouldn't have done any good. but thank you for all the encouragement and whatnot. i do love you guys.