So yeah
Just found out another one of my best friends is depressed and feeling suicidal
Why can't anything just go fucking right for a fucking change

ash: ): I hope whatever is happening gets better.
ct: it's not your fault, I assure you. stay with them and tell them you are there for them

That last line is pretty much exactly feel about all of my friendships right now.
(*hugs*) (*sits you down in pillow fort*) I'm sorry, CT...I feel your pain. I really do. x_X You're really really strong and kind, though, you know, to care about and support your friends even though everything is so messed up... <:^J It's NOT your fault they're having these issues, though. It'll be okay, don't worry.

But no, see, he didn't directly tell me. Another one of my best friends told me he was only comfortable telling her, and he didn't want his girlfriend to worry. He really doesn't like me all that much. I try to help, but I always fuck it up, and I just made matters worse tonight.

ah okay D: maybe you should act normally, especially if he doesn't know you know (does he?). just try and be normal but don't say anything rude if you normally would, even as a joke idk im bad

hhahah i dont even know where my emotions are right now im a mess HhaHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
all i wanna do is talk to my girlfriend please get on gmail p l e a s e

i'm really stressed out and angry and tired and sad and i think i;m going to have a mental breakdown because i cant find my earbuds

My global studies teacher has not put in the grades for the final exam
THAT IS THE ONLY CLASS I AM WORRIED ABOUT AND IT IS THE ONLY ONE WHERE I DON'T KNOW THE GRADE

*throws a pillow*

fuck is homework supposed to take 4 hours every day? i guess i'm just not used to this ._.

What grade are you in that you have 4 hours of homework a day? o_e