fluffin' mad
 

mad a hell because i got braces. THE BEAUTIFUL BRACES THAT I NEVER WANTED AND WAS TOLD I WOULDN'T NEED. so, yay for fluffing genetics, puberty, and lack-of-understanding-among-everyone-you-can-remotely-talk to. did i mention i've been too busy to do anything anymore? yay for poor time management NO MATTER HOW HARD I FLUFFING TRY

Whoops here we go with these ridiculous highs and lows again
At least my kitty cat loves me

i wish i had a kitty cat

i don't know what i'm feeling
i think my iTunes on shuffle is deciding my mood

is it normal to be so nervous about going for coffee with two friends??? is it??? cause im sick to me stomach mayb it's cause there's a cute boy coming idk

Yes that is extremely normal. Don't sweat it.

thank u friend

kitty cats are beautiful
once i got so nervous over going to sb practice and seeing my friends i started crying and then threw up

so u kno how disney channel has so many dramatic shows its not even good anymore

the teacher was like "act like ur on the disney channel" and the first think i thought abt was Shake It Up! and hes like "thats not disney disney is happy and nice" so like

ok
have u seen disney
i wasnt wrong
coul u specify

i dont like theatre gg 2 much anxiety

also i found out that i really dislike it when ppl tell me im overreacting when it comes to something im anxious abt. like if i dont ask them, i don't want them to say im overreacting because that doesnt help me in that particular situation since i didnt ask. and it makes me more anxious that im overreacting since i already know i have nothing to be scared abt.

however i will ask my friends if im overreacting and thats when it will be okay to say yes or no. because sometimes i need confirmation that my fears are valid but still unlikely. sometimes i get so wrapped up that i dont actually know if my fears are likely or not and THATS when i will ask to know if im overreacting. in those cases, i am soothed by ppl saying im overreacting (when i ask) because then i know my fears are unlikely.