The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 583852)

you're a saint child. I feel like this should be spread everywhere. WOuld you be willing to let me put this on my tumblr?
Also I love that metaphor. The canvas one. I'll think of that.

also why does the last half of junior year have to be so damn stressful let me along in my pile of dorito bags I'm not a senior yet

Sorry I didn't see this until now. And of course love! I'm still mingling with writing styles and I love to rant.

wHY DO TEACHERS SCHEDULE EVERY. SINGLE. PROJECT. ON TOP OF THE OTHER
I SWEAR THEY PLAN THIS ALL OUT

@athenabrain sAME IM SO STRESSED HAHAAA
EVERYTHING IS ON FIRE AND IM DYING

god i want to jump in front of a train

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
I CANT SCREAM IRL SO IM DOING IT HERE
F.U.C.K. FUCKFUCKFUCK IM SO DONE LIKE AHHRRAAAAAHHH
fUCK
IM SO FUCKING ANGRY AM FRUSTRATED

wheeeeee panic attacks at 12:30 AM

I've liked this girl for like a year and I don't know if she knows because she knew that I liked her in the past but I've had a girlfriend since then and I don't think she likes me because we never talk but I can never be sure.

"you think no one understands you"

NAH BUT YOU SURE AS FUCK DON'T

oh and my favorite:

"choose to be happy. believe it or not, it works"

/NO RESPONSE/

this is the same person who thinks they caN BULLY ALL MY FRIENDS TALK CRAP ABOUT MY LOVED ONES AND GENERALLY EMOTIONALLY DISTRESS EVERYONE i CARE ABOUT AND THEN WE CAN STILL BE FREENDS???? NOooooo not so much darling hahahaha

there are highs and lows and i'm feeling both extremes and it's unsettling. i feel driven to change myself but i'm so overwhelmingly anxious and insecure and i don't know what to do to make anyone see the change. the root of my extreme high is coming from the weird optimism for the future but at the same time i just don't believe i have it in me or that it will work out like i want it to and it's like i'm waiting for something but i don't know what it is. and the fears of the future are making the impending feeling more intense and i feel like something will explode and it'll all go to hell and i'm scared. i just want results already. i want fulfillment. i don't want to wait. i don't know what to do. i don't want to be me anymore. but if i'm someone else and not me i'll have to find something that might not be within my reach like it was someone else's. that scares me. and i don't want to be someone else, because that proves that i can't find fulfillment or be happy as me and that scares me. i'm torn in so many ways and i just don't know whatto do anymore. if i was nver me in the first place i wouldn't have this problem

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 584356)

Ryou-chan, babe, ik the feel and I am absolutely terrible at advice, helping people, and emotions, but if u need to vent to me, feel free. U r never a bother and I'm usually available bc yeah.