The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

super sad and annoyed because i finally found a specialized clinic for the thing that is swallowing my existence and it's actually only 2 hours away but it's 18+. so i have to wait 2.5/3 years until i can actually get proper help because no one from camhs (mental health services for kids/teens in the uk) has a clue what im on about and i have been told what im experiencing is invalid by people with masters in psychology. also cfs is a bitch but my mum is like... oh u probably dont have it dont worry but i am 90% sure i do idk i was just doing generally ok and now im suddenly not and it's kind of unmotivating

Lena	10-11-2016 12:48 AM

hoo boy that is not a thing that I wanted to see but it's cool this is cool everything is fine this is all fine

meerkat

10-11-2016 11:31 PM

i broke up with her

AlgebraAddict

10-12-2016 12:51 AM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 590352)

i broke up with her

oh my goodness are you okay is she okay

AlgebraAddict

10-12-2016 12:52 AM

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 590287)

woooow my mom is great at pointlessly ruining my mood. i was in a good mood for once and could actually absorb what i was reading and was actually interested and i ask my mom if i can take breaks in between with Internet stuff and she starts yelling how me almost failing all my classes and almost not being eligible was my fault and had nothing to do with my depression and how i was "fine" and wow ggreat job now im in a shitty mood again and i ccant concentrate and i already cried thrice today great good thanks thanks pls let me get hit by a bus

oh goodness i realize this is late but /hugs/ please feel better and i hope u are okay

AlgebraAddict

10-12-2016 12:53 AM

nightmares
i keep seeing my small beautiful fucked up darlings being hurt and dying and shit
i can't do anything to stop it
i honestly want to kill a bitch and/or never sleep again

pluzzle

10-12-2016 02:44 AM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 590352)

i broke up with her

Are you guys okay?

I'm sorry this happened, I know this must be hard. Sending all my love, Meera <3

Graystorm

10-12-2016 08:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 590308)

i almost cut myself yesterday, and over algebra. i just got so powerless and exhausted with the damn thing. how stupid is that. the thing that stopped me was gerard way's quote, "nothing is worth hurting yourself over" and i wrote that on my leg instead of cutting it up. try to find something that makes you not want to cut. punish yourself by not cutting, if that's what you're looking for.

darlin, i am...a D's not so bad, all right? and your grades will never represent your intelligence or anything about you. they really don't matter. what matters is that you've stayed alive and you've stayed as strong as you can through this. that's why i'm proud of you.

Oh Madie. Please no. I don't know, for some reason I feel like its okay if I cut, but you can't. You just can't. The world needs you. I need you. I'm so thankful for Gerard Way and his quote.

Frostblaze

10-12-2016 02:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 590357)

Oh Madie. Please no. I don't know, for some reason I feel like its okay if I cut, but you can't. You just can't. The world needs you. I need you. I'm so thankful for Gerard Way and his quote.

you have no idea what that means to me. thank you. you're an inspiration to me, you know that? i feel like if you're so strong, i can be too. please know i feel the same way, darling. i'd rather cut a thousand times than have you cut yourself even once. i'm grateful for gerard too cx man, he and tyler and pete just mean the whole world to me, you know?

meerkat

10-12-2016 06:44 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 590356)

Are you guys okay?

I'm sorry this happened, I know this must be hard. Sending all my love, Meera <3

It's easier this way, actually. It's not hard at all lol why does everyone think it is
I've been wanting to end this for months

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