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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 341864)

. . . I feel alone. =_= Past couple days, I can barely do any schoolwork. Nothing they're teaching me seems worth it. All I want is for things to go back to how they were before June. June...gosh, I hate that month now. And November is coming up. 90% of the bad things that have happened to me all happened in November. WHY did I pick that month to try to get published? x_x

*curls up in a corner*

:C I'm sorry you're feeling that way. Since I fail at giving advice, will a hug do?
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Originally Posted by Pears (Post 341883)

THAT IS FOUR HUGS.

You LIAR!

(*extreme rage*)

... XD

*hugs for everyone on the thread*
*can't really muster up real replies*

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 341885)

*hugs for everyone on the thread*
*can't really muster up real replies*

/hugsbackbecauseohgodohgodijust

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 341881)

... What the heck are they teaching you? o_O Everything I'm being taught... god, I love school now... I know it's worth it, because these are the marks that post-secondary schools are going to see. And that's going to decide the rest of my life.
My birthday is in June. XD
I had some weird stuff happen to me in November, too. o_O
I'm not sure I completely understand how you're feeling... All I'm picking up are school woes. O.o If you ever want to vent, I'm here, though.
STAY ONLINE! (*flails*) I have to go and bring the laundry in.

I'm on! I know this sounds bad, but will you get on A/N????

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 341877)

... I can't freaking believe this band. They have a solution for every single one of my problems; I get emo, blast my head with their music, and I feel like someone understands--not even Breaking Benjamin or Evanescence (I can't understand their lyrics ._.) or even Three Days Grace has made me feel like this. Those bands--although I am fans of them as well--just seem to complain, tell me to give in, or to stand up against my problems... this one simply listens in acknowledgement, understanding completely, and that's all I ever need. I don't want unhealthy reinforcement... I just need to know that I'm not a girl with the temper of a 230-pound teenage boy, that how I feel and my problems aren't so psychotic or wild--that someone else out there knows exactly what the hell I'm going on about--and it lets me just... let them go.
I wish I had discovered this band earlier. I wish I had walked in on my dad playing the music video for their most popular song and singing along, off-tune and inaccurately translating it, way before I did. I've only been listening to their songs for about a month and a half and already, I'm pretty sure that they've saved my life. When I'm unbelievably pissed off at someone, playing just one song, ONCE, can get me feeling better about myself and calm me down; when I'm pissed off at the world, I play one song and feel like I'm not crazy anymore; if I just want to laugh, I play a song that cracks me up and... yeah.
So no... I won't turn it down.
No, I won't stop filling my iPod with their music.
I don't care if kids on the bus can hear my music through my headphones--they should, because I'm got a bunch of metal/hard rock pride and I don't even care.
I don't care if my music is "scary" or "weird"... it is, and it should be, and I love it like that.

Du hast, Kuss mich, Mutter, Morgenstern, Ich tu dir weh, Adios, Zerstoren, Kokain, Hallelujah, Sonne, Klavier, Du reich so gut, Rammlied, Waidmanns heil, Mehr, Feuer frei, Zwitter, Rosenrot, Wo bist du, Mein herz brennt, Keine lust...

Some kids listen to Taylor Swift... some kids listen to One Direction...
But I listen to Rammstein and the other kids aren't going to make me embarrassed about it anymore.

Ahhh, the healing powers of music. ^_^ 'Tis a language in itself.

O_O Don't let them make you feel embarrassed! I used to be like that...
Me: I like Korean Pop Music. :D I'm listening to 2NE1 right now.
My siblings: XD What the heck, Ashley?
My adult BFF: IT'S THE BOUNCY GIRLS! XDD
Random people I know: O_o ...Okaaayyyy.
Me: x_x B-but I like it... ;w;
My dad: *is sitting on the couch with the stereo blasting 2NE1, even though he can never remember all the Korean lyrics* :D NEGA CHE CHALA-GA! jkfjbfsjbfkskbdfbsdfjk, NEGA CHE CHALA-GA!
Me: :'D *sings along*

Now...
Me: :D *openly bursts out singing in Korean* Jigum naega hanun yaegi, ne appuage halji molla...
My sibling: o_0 You sound like you're babbling nonsense.
Me: *switches songs* I DON'T CA-A-A-A-A-ARE! ^_^ *launches into more Korean*

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 341881)

x__X They're teaching me how to analyze topographic maps of pretend islands and analyze seismographic data to plot the epicenter of a pretend earthquake. They're feeding me unproven theories, treat them as absolute fact, then turn around and talk about all the crap scientists used to believe in that got proven wrong decades ago. They're teaching me how to calculate the three multiples of a "real number" or whatever, and expect me to grasp the concepts immediately while, meanwhile, are also doing craploads of review stuff. I GET IT. -1 + 1 = 0. Can we move on to something different, but actually give me time to LEARN IT? O_e Then, they hit me with the task of memorizing the definitions, spelling, AND pronunciation of over 40 Spanish words and phrases per week, while ALSO expecting me to infer the answers to what certain words mean by feeding me stupid stories written in half-English-half-Spanish. AND IT'S NOT REAL SPANISH ANYWAY. x__x The voice actors sound like idiots, the stories are stupid and boring and ridiculously long, and it's all just so redundant. MEANWHILE, in the two subjects I used to love, Reading and Writing...oh, gosh. Have you ever read the short story The Bet? Or maybe An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge? Or maybe Everything Rises Must Converge? They all have a few things in common: (1) They make NO sense, (2) They're all depressing beyond comprehension, (3) Someone dies tragically in all of them, (4) They have no point, (5) The writers are all insane and pretty much unknown, and (6) My teachers expect me to be happy about reading these crap stories. Soon, we're going to start studying "descriptive poems." I looked ahead at them. 3 out of 5 of them AREN'T EVEN A FULL STANZA. x_x They make no sense. It's like a board 5th grader just picked out some descriptive words and jotted them down helter-skelter. And in Writing? jndjbfjsbjbskjbkjbgkg. >_< The word limits are too low, the content is boring and unimaginative, and no one seems to want to respond to my work when I post it on the online bored because I don't post it in a "timely manner." O_O The HECK does that mean?! IT'S NOT EVEN ELEVEN O'CLOCK. You expect me to pull a whole concept for a short story out of my brain the second I get the writing prompt?! *froths at the mouth*

. . . .
OTL

Holy mother of sanity...I just snapped, didn't I? x__x I'm sorry, Sandy...I...I didn't mean to go postal like that. I'm sorry. I'm just really stressed on top of school--my life's been warped horribly thanks to the events of June (...your birthday is in June? O__o XD okaaayyy...), and school ISN'T helping my stress level. ;w; Did I mention they keep changing teachers on me? Most of my teachers have either been promoted, quit their job, went on maternity leave, or got transferred to another branch of the school. I don't ever NEED to talk to my teachers, but...what the heck? x_x I thought STABILITY was important in an online school environment. That's what their ad says.

Well...I feel a little better now that I've got that out of my system. <:^J Thanks for putting up with me, Cass. OTL

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 341885)

*hugs for everyone on the thread*
*can't really muster up real replies*

I know what you mean, Tredom. <:^J *hugs you back*

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Originally Posted by Pears (Post 341883)

:'D Yes, a hug will do, and so will more than one, especially when some are Doctor Who gifs! *hugs back*
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.............And then the day that I've already proclaimed "The Strangest Day of 2012" for me just gets even STRANGER.

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*is paranoid now* *arms myself with various sharp kitchen utensils*

Okay, I need to just go crash in my room for a while. Maybe drink some Earl Grey. Listen to I Am the Best and I Don't Care and Try to Follow Me and Fantastic Baby and other motivational songs that just so happen to be mostly in Korean.

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