The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

The Writer's Block (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/index.php)

- Free advice (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/forumdisplay.php?f=8)

- - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain. (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/showthread.php?t=2095)

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 430031)

As you guys know, it's my dream to try out for the highschool dance team next month. My parents STILL haven't given me a legitimate answer yet. >_< Anyway, I'm getting overwhelmed with extra homework trying to get my grades as high as possible because I'm scared if I don't make all A's, that will give my parents a reason to not let me do dance.

Annndddd...if I did dance, I wouldn't be able to do soccer (not that I want to), and my coach found out I'm not playing and she wants to talk to me. :eek: She told my friend I "had" to play...but it's not her decision.

I don't know...just petty stuff like that just builds up and tears me down. I feel so weak and worthless and just put a smile on my face and bottle up my emotions. I guess it's just a habit...

You're drowning in homework too? I KNEW I WASN'T ALONE. I, personally, think you're a pretty awesome person. Pffft, just kidding, you're an AMAZING person and I've read some of your stuff- it's good! Also, I'm not a sports person AT ALL, so I understand leaving a team. Go for your dream! ^_^

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 430031)

You are most DEFINITELY not worthless. I barely know you but I've seen your videos and you're supper epic!!! xD Strive, not for perfection or to please others, but rather to do the best that YOU can. And if you really want to go to dance school, you will do amazing, not because you want to or need to, because you can. My friend goes to a dance school and she really likes it there. No doubt that you'll go, too. :P

You'll do great if you do the work to achieve your goal. My dad said he'll buy me a book coming out in Fall if my term 3 report card grade is above a certain percentage. And I find I'm doing much better because it's very motivational. Stick a picture up of dance or something and put it somewhere you can look at it everyday. That way, you'll have more self confidence. Self confidence is very important. Without that, you'll get no where.

That was amazingly dramatic. O_o

Guise, I'm conflicted on how I should feel.
So, my friend, has all A's except for one B. And she knows how awful my grades are, yet she still insists on showing me her grades every single time I go to Science, and then she continues to say, "Ugh, my parents are going to kill me! Look at this *insert percent* A I have! My grades are awful! What are your grades?" and when she sees my grades, she acts like she can't believe it.
She isn't exactly bragging, but it's as if she is, because she does this almost every day, she knows I have 3 F's and 1 D, yet she always insists on showing me her grades and then asks to see my grades. Every. Day. It's like she's trying to show me how much better her grades are.
I feel really stupid whenever she does this, but I don't know if I should feel sorry or whatever if her parents are really that strict.

Also, to Garance, yes, that was about L. I hate sitting next to her in English, because she just snaps at me, "Just do your work!" which leads me to feeling scared that she might be annoyed at me which leads me to feel like I'm an awful friend. I spent the whole entire English class today digging my nails into my skin and I couldn't focus on my essay and I was on the complete edge of just losing it and crying right there. I had to text Isaac as soon as possible, or I might've just grabbed that paperclip sitting in my pencil bag. I cannot stand my friends being even just annoyed at me, and that makes me feel... meh. When my friends are annoyed at me, I feel stupid for annoying them and also stupid for being so sensitive.
It's not just me that notices how off L and I have been acting. Even my other friend, Brisa, notices that I don't talk to L that much at lunch, or that whenever we do, I'm often acting afraid or nervous. I'm starting to consider the idea of just not having any friends at all IRL, because if I don't, I can't make people annoyed or pissed at me. Garance, I'm scared to send L that email. I'm really scared because what if it just ruins the friendship even more? What if I find out she doesn't even want to be my friend anymore?

I feel so pathetic.

Thanks mom. I feel very understood.

Yeah.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 430075)

My parents are horribly strict as well.

Me: Hello, mom!

Mom: Didn't you have a test today?

Me: I got an A.

Her: What did they count off points for?

-___-

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 430082)

My parents are horribly strict as well.

Me: Hello, mom!

Mom: Didn't you have a test today?

Me: I got an A.

Her: What did they count off points for?

-___-

Yeah. But I'm starting to feel as if she's doing it just to brag about her grades to me since I have awful grades, not because she's legitimately worried about her parents yelling at her, because she doesn't do it around other friends.

Online tests freak me out. They are one of the most unreliable methods of anything.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 430075)

Yeah...in my case, some people act like they have awful grades and don't let me seed their report cards. When they're convinced, they act really hesitant, and bam, ALL A's and ONE B+.

Quote:

Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 430138)

Online tests freak me out. They are one of the most unreliable methods of anything.

You did the AQ test.

Is it raining?
How I miss rain--rain in the SUMMER, when playin in the rain won't definitely catch me a cold.