I assume you're an introvert? The best thing to do would be to isolate yourself for a while until you feel able to talk to people again without being so tired. Not talking to them doesn't make you an awful person, it just means you are trying to take care of yourself which is the best thing you could do right now. I'm sure they'd understand if you didn't talk to anyone for a while. If not make up a little story like you're going out of town for a little bit or something. Just try to look after yourself and i hope you feel better soon v.v hope this helped!

thank you i'll definitely take this into account c:

i got into the bad place this morning where i think about how wrong my parents are for each other and how my dad needs someone who can be there for him constantly and my mom needs someone who won't stress her out more and neither of my parents 'believe' in divorce they believe in 'making it work' and idk but if theyre really in an unhealthy relationship like i think they are then i feel like it'd be for the best sighs deeply i dunno where i am now though im not in the bad place or the ok place and i don't think i've ever been in the good place because that's just another manic/depressive swing episode and asigdhlgslsdghdgslhgsk i dont know im not so good rn

idk what to say but i hope they do make it work and you feel better ;_;

pretty much the opposite of my parents divorce. Mom was always there for him, even though she was a "military wife" she stuck with him all these years. Although I do think dad stressed her out a little, their divorce was really sudden and I'm still not sure just what this means in terms of future marriage. anyways, I hope your situation turns out well and gosh, i hate it when parents are all "no, these are our problems. they shouldn't worry you or concern you" when it reality THOSE ARE THE DECISIONS THAT PRACTICALLY CONTROL MY LIFE WHETHER I LET THEM OR NOT. so, um...feel better soon I guess (depression is definitely not gone like that *does the snappy thing with fingers*, but you can make it through this one, I know it)

I cut myself again. I told myself I wouldn't do it an I did. And I'm mad at myself.

hey one of you guys should click on my signature

it's pretty fabulous

just sayin'

(*bear hug*) Hey, I'm sorry you relapsed. <:^/ But, don't beat yourself up over it, okay? No one expects you to go cold turkey and be perfect. No one can break a habit flawlessly. Just because you relapsed now doesn't mean you should give up. And, remember, it's GREAT that you're even trying to stop at all! ^_^ That takes a LOT of strength and control. You should be commended for that! (*gives hot chocolate*) Maybe you should make it your goal to not cut for at least the same length of time you previously went, and then slowly increase your time goal?

(This is coming from someone who quit self-harming a couple years ago, by the way. I'm not just a rambling about something I know nothing about.)

Holy crap, that game. O.o Makes not worrying about stuff a LOT easier; keeps my mind busy. Thanks!!
high score of 117 whoop whoop

If ya'll ever need soothing, steady music to clear your mind or listen to while doing homework...I got an entire playlist for ya. None of the songs have lyrics to distract you from whatever you're doing or make you feel worse. (Most of my favorite songs actually aren't very happy ones, so...yup. This playlist is a nice change of pace.)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=As6_...CADFB0&index=1
(Yes they're all from a video game jUST TRUST ME OKAY? ;w; )

i made the mistake of reading through the gay marriage thread from p much the start... and i am very sad now...... people are mean here lol

but they've probably long since gone, except for like one person that i know of.

i hate everyone who is homophobic and transphobic and queerphobic and all that because there is no reason to be and they suck <3 goodbye i dont care if you challenge me to a duel (its time to d d d d d duel) or disagree with me