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meerkat 04-15-2015 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by CosmoCat (Post 568982)
so i think amber is hella gay and SHE'S HELLA GAY FOR ME AND IT'S SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE. >8I like, i don't like being the center of attention and she's such a party girl and she added "your babe <3" at the end of her name in my contacts. and i'm just like, this lonely sex-repulsed ace who laughs at whatever because idk how to react. it's kind of okay because i don't see her a lot BUT THEN I ACCIDENTALLY SAID "I HAVE SOMEONE WAITING FOR ME IN CALIFORNIA" AND SHE WAS LIKE "WHAT" AND I SAID "I MEAN LIKE A FRIEND" AND THEN SHE ASKED WHO 'HE' WAS AND I HAD TO EXPLAIN THE WHOLE MEERA MY CRUSH LIVES FAR AWAY BUT SHE PROBABLY THINKS I'M GAY AND DATING NOW. UGH. NO. I'M HELLA ACE. IF ANYTHING, U JUST CONFIRMED MY ASEXUALITY, AMBER. so anyway, i'm really kind of upset about that and also i forgot to give ppl cupcakes so now i have to take them to school. and did i mention just as soon as we got home from one trip, i've gotta get packed for another? and i also have tons of school work? and i also got medication but haven't started yet for fear of nausea interrupting an already stressful day? yeah. lots of emotions going on here.

you actually talk about me to other people?? holy frick if i had light skin i would be blushing now omg *hides face*

but in all seriousness you should just tell her you're ace. i've done the whole coming-out-to-people-who-don't-know-anything-about-asexuality thing before and if you want i have a few resources and links that could help. and i'm a bit tired now (psh no that's an understatement) so this response might not be very helpful now. anyways i have to go run for a bit so i'll edit and add to this later, alright? hang in there, cutie. <3

EDIT: hi i'm back! so anyways, you're going to be alright. i know how weird that whole amber thing is, and now i'm pretty sure my entire french class thinks i'm a lesbian and dating jenny or something, but it's probably been forgotten now because these things do pass. and if you need me to i'll text you reminders about those cupcakes tomorrow morning or something (i don't usually sleep at night anyways so yeah, time zones are not an issue). now go sit your pretty little self down with some cookies and a nice fluffy blanket and take on that homework like it's nobody's business, okay? and then when you're done, just lie down and rest for awhile (gosh i'm a hypocrite i'm so sorry) and then think about all the wonderfully irrelevant things you're gonna bring on the trip and get all your stuff together and start packing as a way to distract yourself from everything else. and maybe the medicine might help your day become less stressful, but i've never been on antidepressants so i don't know all the side effects. *adds it to research to-do list* so it's all going to be fine, 'kay? i'll go get my phone in case you need to talk. c:

Puckbrina159 04-15-2015 08:36 PM

litERALLY SCROLLING THROUGH A PHAN BLOG LISTENING TO CECILIA AND THE SATELLITE AND IM FREAKING CRYING

Lena 04-15-2015 09:44 PM

i'm scaring myself lately

strawberry 04-15-2015 09:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 568989)
i'm scaring myself lately

/hugs/ hang in there sweetie it's gonna be okay

CosmoCat 04-15-2015 11:32 PM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 568983)
you actually talk about me to other people?? holy frick if i had light skin i would be blushing now omg *hides face*

but in all seriousness you should just tell her you're ace. i've done the whole coming-out-to-people-who-don't-know-anything-about-asexuality thing before and if you want i have a few resources and links that could help. and i'm a bit tired now (psh no that's an understatement) so this response might not be very helpful now. anyways i have to go run for a bit so i'll edit and add to this later, alright? hang in there, cutie. <3

EDIT: hi i'm back! so anyways, you're going to be alright. i know how weird that whole amber thing is, and now i'm pretty sure my entire french class thinks i'm a lesbian and dating jenny or something, but it's probably been forgotten now because these things do pass. and if you need me to i'll text you reminders about those cupcakes tomorrow morning or something (i don't usually sleep at night anyways so yeah, time zones are not an issue). now go sit your pretty little self down with some cookies and a nice fluffy blanket and take on that homework like it's nobody's business, okay? and then when you're done, just lie down and rest for awhile (gosh i'm a hypocrite i'm so sorry) and then think about all the wonderfully irrelevant things you're gonna bring on the trip and get all your stuff together and start packing as a way to distract yourself from everything else. and maybe the medicine might help your day become less stressful, but i've never been on antidepressants so i don't know all the side effects. *adds it to research to-do list* so it's all going to be fine, 'kay? i'll go get my phone in case you need to talk. c:

okay, so i was gonna text u but my phone is packed away already. TTuTT i totally forgot about that.

anyway, thanks for the sweet message and i'm probably just going to try and ignore the issue for now. like, i almost never see amber, and i'm pretty sure she acts like this around other people too, so maybe it won't be a problem. (still i seriously hopes she doesn't think i'm gay bc ugh that would be really hard for me to correct LIKE I'M NOT INTO GIRLS LIKE THAT. I LIKE PPL BUT ROMANTICALLY. AND THUS BEING SAID I LIKE P MUCH ALL GENDERS NOT JUST GIRLS/GUYS)

tomorrow, imma see if we actually make it to our flight and then i can text u a picture of these damn cute cupcakes. also, u should go find Steven Universe: Attack the Light bc wait, it's not free, but still it's super cute and rly fun. and i should probably sleep now, but thx again for the support (and hopefully i don't vomit from this medication tomorrow @~@)

meerkat 04-16-2015 12:19 AM

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Originally Posted by CosmoCat (Post 569004)
okay, so i was gonna text u but my phone is packed away already. TTuTT i totally forgot about that.

anyway, thanks for the sweet message and i'm probably just going to try and ignore the issue for now. like, i almost never see amber, and i'm pretty sure she acts like this around other people too, so maybe it won't be a problem. (still i seriously hopes she doesn't think i'm gay bc ugh that would be really hard for me to correct LIKE I'M NOT INTO GIRLS LIKE THAT. I LIKE PPL BUT ROMANTICALLY. AND THUS BEING SAID I LIKE P MUCH ALL GENDERS NOT JUST GIRLS/GUYS)

tomorrow, imma see if we actually make it to our flight and then i can text u a picture of these damn cute cupcakes. also, u should go find Steven Universe: Attack the Light bc wait, it's not free, but still it's super cute and rly fun. and i should probably sleep now, but thx again for the support (and hopefully i don't vomit from this medication tomorrow @~@)

aww no problem c: yeah i looked it up and i'm actually not allowed to pay for phone apps but it seems really cool XD and it's all good, i just remembered this time in bio where with some context i was like "ps i'm actually not straight" and someone heard me but it's also long forgotten (OR ELSE MISTER WHATSHISNAME WOULDN'T CATCALL ME EW) so yeah these things pass ^.^

i should really get back to this self destructive piano practice but at least my hands are now abnormally strong XD talk to you tomorrow <3 i will try to sleep tonight, i swear!

Alaska 04-16-2015 04:41 AM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 568989)
i'm scaring myself lately

me too tbh, but i know you're going to be ok. -big hug-

Emaafre 04-16-2015 10:33 AM

Okay, so because I don't feel safe in school, my mom is taking away the Internet until I go. WOW! LOGIC!

Alaska 04-16-2015 11:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 569024)
Okay, so because I don't feel safe in school, my mom is taking away the Internet until I go. WOW! LOGIC!

you should probably let her know that's going to make things worse

TheMoonWakedWolf 04-16-2015 11:25 AM

its actually taken me until this week to realize that im,,,,not okay
that what i go thru usually ? it isnt normal
but i know im gonna be okay
ive got an appointment w my guidance counselor and am gonna double my meds if i can (and if i ever get a meeting in w my DOCTOR omG shes never tHERe)
but yea i, i think ill be okay
summer will come and ill go to france and ill get to run outside and i'll lead my little mallet minions in the drumline and will......be okay
life will be worth it someday and im just working my way towards that


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