The Writer's Block

The Writer's Block (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/index.php)
-   Free advice (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/forumdisplay.php?f=8)
-   -   Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain. (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/showthread.php?t=2095)

cloudwriter 06-12-2014 10:54 PM

i just feel so empty inside
and what scares me the most is that i hardly know you
and you've managed to drain me like this.

Ember 06-13-2014 12:17 AM

I'm kind of scared that I might be a sociopath. Like, i don't think I really am, but sometimes I feel... Emotionally challenged? I just don't have very many emotions that aren't artificial. I try so hard to love people, but I find myself just loving the idea of them.I don't think I love my siblings. I might love my parents. All of my emotions are shallow and mainly fictional. I lie to myself often saying that I'm sad or depressed or angry, but I'm not. I feel nothing.

It kind of scares me. And yet, not really, because I feel so gosh dang apathetic towards everything. This emptiness is killing me. The only way I feel emotion is through writing. I guess that's why I love it. I mean, I'm able to generate emotion in real life but it's all artificial and based off of emotions I've felt while writing or reading.

I don't think I'm a full on sociopath, but I'm a bit scared that there's something wrong with me emotion-wise.

L.S.Trendom 06-13-2014 12:36 AM

HAPPY VERY VERY HAPPY

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ember (Post 541571)
I'm kind of scared that I might be a sociopath. Like, i don't think I really am, but sometimes I feel... Emotionally challenged? I just don't have very many emotions that aren't artificial. I try so hard to love people, but I find myself just loving the idea of them.I don't think I love my siblings. I might love my parents. All of my emotions are shallow and mainly fictional. I lie to myself often saying that I'm sad or depressed or angry, but I'm not. I feel nothing.

It kind of scares me. And yet, not really, because I feel so gosh dang apathetic towards everything. This emptiness is killing me. The only way I feel emotion is through writing. I guess that's why I love it. I mean, I'm able to generate emotion in real life but it's all artificial and based off of emotions I've felt while writing or reading.

I don't think I'm a full on sociopath, but I'm a bit scared that there's something wrong with me emotion-wise.

that's how i've felt for a hell of a long time. And I hate/hated myself so so much for it.
You should google blunt/flat affect. I think that's what it is for me…

HeatherB 06-13-2014 09:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 541574)
HAPPY VERY VERY HAPPY



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHAT THE HELL HAPPeNED BRO

cloudwriter 06-13-2014 12:35 PM

it's fine.
it's not like I'm not used to be ignored, to being everyone's second choice.
I get it everywhere
even here i feel alone and ignored anymore
maybe i should just leave
I'm just so done with everything

L.S.Trendom 06-13-2014 12:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cloudwriter (Post 541599)
it's fine.
it's not like I'm not used to be ignored, to being everyone's second choice.
I get it everywhere
even here i feel alone and ignored anymore
maybe i should just leave
I'm just so done with everything

*hugs* i miss talking to u dude

cloudwriter 06-13-2014 12:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 541602)
*hugs* i miss talking to u dude

Same ^_^
I was gone for a while and now that I've started coming back there's hardly anyone on here that I know anymore except for you and a couple others

meerkat 06-13-2014 01:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cloudwriter (Post 541603)
Same ^_^
I was gone for a while and now that I've started coming back there's hardly anyone on here that I know anymore except for you and a couple others

*hugs* I remember you! And I sort of feel the same way... there aren't that many people who are still here from back when I first joined.

maybe i should take another hiatus from kp as well

L.S.Trendom 06-13-2014 01:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cloudwriter (Post 541603)
Same ^_^
I was gone for a while and now that I've started coming back there's hardly anyone on here that I know anymore except for you and a couple others

same here tbh :/
Quote:

Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 541604)
*hugs* I remember you! And I sort of feel the same way... there aren't that many people who are still here from back when I first joined.

maybe i should take another hiatus from kp as well

*glares*

AlgebraAddict 06-13-2014 03:10 PM

I am so fucking shallow

I'm literally writing for money

I'm abandoning my soul story for an entire summer so that I can write a shit story to make money.

Yeah.


All times are GMT -4. The time now is 09:13 PM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.7.1
Copyright ©2000 - 2022, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.