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evasong 10-11-2012 07:13 AM

Well..... I suppose it might make me feel better. My friends tend to spread rumours about me behind my back and then they ditch me and the they tell me I look bad or there's something wrong with me... like, I have these freckly things on my neck and they're really not noticable half the time but I still get self conscious about it but my friends seem to find the need to tell me that they're massive and I should get them check out because they might be cancerous. I always feel like I'm gonna cry then because my family has been fairly prone to cancer in my life and I have lost a few to it and I want to tell them but whenever I do they tell me I'm putting on an act and I just don't know what to do and sometimes I get so angry I say something I shouldn't and then they get all tetchy towards me. They won't speak to me and they won't go near me and they mutter things behind my back but they don't know I'm really just around the corner. Then I go home and straight away I'm all angry with my mum because I've had a bad day and then we have and arguement so then she won't talk to me without an angry tone to her voice and neither can I. But sometimes she understands but there's nothing she can do about it. I've wanted to move schools but I'm too shy to do that and it's a small school so I can't, you know, just meet new people. And if I hang out with other classes, it makes people feel the urge to do things even more. People like me, they laugh with me but they als laugh at me. I get told it's because I'm popular and they want to bring me down but I don't believe it. I'm also self conscious about the ga in my teeth. I used to like it and say it's who I am but now I just want it gone because people look at me in photos and say,'look she's missing a tooth.' but it's really not that big and it just makes me feel so bad. Then I'm always getting teased because I have orange hair so I dye it with streaks to make me feel better, to get it attention for different reasons... but it doesn't work. They also tell me I'm fat but it's just muscle. I'm athletic so the muscles in my thighs are bid so I'm too scared to wear shortish shorts and then I get teased about that. They're petty things but they get me down after a while... That's my rant over.

LaurenM 10-11-2012 08:17 AM

That's idiotic of your friends, teasing you about cancer.

soph-soph27 10-11-2012 09:35 AM

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Originally Posted by evasong (Post 348222)
Well..... I suppose it might make me feel better. My friends tend to spread rumours about me behind my back and then they ditch me and the they tell me I look bad or there's something wrong with me... like, I have these freckly things on my neck and they're really not noticable half the time but I still get self conscious about it but my friends seem to find the need to tell me that they're massive and I should get them check out because they might be cancerous. I always feel like I'm gonna cry then because my family has been fairly prone to cancer in my life and I have lost a few to it and I want to tell them but whenever I do they tell me I'm putting on an act and I just don't know what to do and sometimes I get so angry I say something I shouldn't and then they get all tetchy towards me. They won't speak to me and they won't go near me and they mutter things behind my back but they don't know I'm really just around the corner. Then I go home and straight away I'm all angry with my mum because I've had a bad day and then we have and arguement so then she won't talk to me without an angry tone to
her voice and neither can I. But sometimes she understands but there's
nothing she can do about it. I've wanted to move schools but I'm too shy to do
that and it's a small school so I can't, you know, just meet new people. And if I hang out with other classes, it makes people feel the urge to do things even more. People like me, they laugh with me but they als laugh at me. I get told it's because I'm popular and they want to bring me down but I don't believe it.
I'm also self conscious about the ga in my teeth. I used to like it and say it's who I am but now I just want it gone because people look at me in photos and say,'look she's missing a tooth.' but it's really not that big and it just makes me feel so bad. Then I'm always getting teased because I have orange hair so I dye it with streaks to make me feel better, to get it attention for different reasons... but it doesn't work. They also tell me I'm fat but it's just muscle. I'm athletic so the muscles in my thighs are bid so I'm too scared to wear shortish shorts and then I get teased about that. They're petty things but they get me down after a while... That's my rant over.

if those are your "friends" then that word needs a new defintion.

Stephiey 10-11-2012 07:55 PM

I've been feeling so weird lately. Like, I'm always super cheerful at school and stuff, but now, it all feels like an act. No one really knows what I'm like. I just wish that my acne would go away. i look around and all my friends look really pretty and i just wish that I could be like them. Then the boy that I like barely even knows I exist

TheAshWolf 10-11-2012 09:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 348353)
I've been feeling so weird lately. Like, I'm always super cheerful at school and stuff, but now, it all feels like an act. No one really knows what I'm like. I just wish that my acne would go away. i look around and all my friends look really pretty and i just wish that I could be like them. Then the boy that I like barely even knows I exist

Maybe this will kind of help...? <:^J It helps me. (Especially at 2:33. XD)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIh0rbpjDPQ

TheAshWolf 10-11-2012 10:42 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 348052)
You don't have to worry about anything. I am getting interviewed (yay, me!) and Tyger's book TFW is also going to be mentioned. The newspaper is called The Sunday Age :D My dad's friend's name is John Elder. He is writing an article about me and KidPub and you and Tygerblossum, I got interviewed via phone a couple of hours ago :P Your penname will be shown and he will finish it up by this Saturday or Sunday (so, Friday or Saturday for you <:^J) If you do accept this opportunity, will we use Ashley E. Wolf? It's for Melbourne, Victoria. Daily readership: 500,000. www.theage.com.au/ :D And you will be told about (not you, but your story) online and MAYBE newspaper :P You will get about 3 days at the max to come up with a option and then, we will do the article (not me, John :P)

Sounds good? :D

Hey, Max! ^_^ I've decided it would be fine if John Elder features my book in the article, as long as he mentions it was written by me, Ashley Briarwolf, formerly known as Ashley E. Wolf. Be sure to give me a link to your interview when it gets posted, okay?

Rockshadow 10-11-2012 11:17 PM

Urg. :(

FML.
(tenchar)

maxi 10-12-2012 12:59 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 348419)
Hey, Max! ^_^ I've decided it would be fine if John Elder features my book in the article, as long as he mentions it was written by me, Ashley Briarwolf, formerly known as Ashley E. Wolf. Be sure to give me a link to your interview when it gets posted, okay?

I'm not sure if he has because he finished it yesterday ^_^

TheAshWolf 10-12-2012 01:21 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 348426)
I'm not sure if he has because he finished it yesterday ^_^

When will it be published?

maxi 10-12-2012 01:54 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 348427)
When will it be published?

Tomorrow or next day. :D


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