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Sandy 12-01-2012 07:32 AM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 370515)
"Oh, remember when I was on crutches with a broken leg? That was because I banged a rock against my knee repeatedly because of my parents. I just go so sick of them."
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I'm pretty sure I should not have laughed at that... I lost it at the word "repeatedly"... and then "I just get so sick of them."

It's like "I bought some bath salts and ate all my kids. They're always eating my food."
o_O Sorry, that was probably offensive somehow... sorry... I'll escort myself out...

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 370559)
Why don't I have any talents?
I can't draw or write or play sports or an instrument. What's the point of even living if I'm useless?

Writing, art, sports, and musical instruments do not determine a person's worth. O_O The majority of people that I know do not have any of these talents but they are still very talented; friend A is a whiz at math, friend B is talkative and can be friends with anyone, friend C can do a killer Scottish accent. Talents come in many shapes--not just the same old art, writing, musical talent, or sports--and there are at least twenty careers to each talent.
And everyone else seems to have gotten there before me: you are an exceptional debater. Your logic is effective, your points are clear and valid, and HECK OF COURSE YOU'RE SMART ENOUGH. I would have thought you were TOO smart. o_o

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 370568)
You are wrong; what is with you and body parts? 0_o

Just ignore them. :P They're very hormonal at this age; they can't help it. Trust me, the sexual explicitness is only going to get more and more abundant and worse as you get older--try and find some humour in it so you can at least tolerate it. <:^j

Sandy 12-01-2012 07:58 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 370680)
Okay, maxi:
Not all of them are "stupid" kids. Yeah, I've got a slightly wrong/dirty mind and I'm in seventh grade. Yes, I joke about dirty things with my friends once in a while. It doesn't make me "stupid". I know perfectly well what is joking and what isn't. I know what crosses the line. I still can be mature. A lot of them are "stupid" but not all of them are.

Seconded. I have an extremely dirty mind. I used to find it hilarious, and I'll find myself laughing quietly to myself for an entire bus ride. o____o But now, I dunno. Right at this moment it's starting to disgust me and I feel really disgusting but there's not much I can do, I'm fourteen, and it's all to do with hormones... I'll probably be over the disgusted phase soon and start laughing again. :l



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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 370704)
._. There goes four hours and one more marble of my sanity. I wonder how many I have left before I lose all of my marbles...

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 370706)
In all honesty, Tredom, I'm totally emotionally drained right now. I can't muster up enough strength to even attempt to make any sort of brief facial expression.

@LST: There are some people who keep their sanity by giving themselves a daily dose of insanity or pain. :/ I don't consider myself one of them, I might be, I don't know, but I know my dad is and it's quite normal. :/ I do the same things, like not eat, but obviously for different reasons. (They're just echoes of an eating disorder... I'm recovered but I know that sometimes I'll just get an instinct to turn away food.)

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 370711)
*shakes head sadly* It's not worth talking about. It would only scare and confuse you. I appreciate the offer, though... ;w; You're too kind.

Besides, I've been talking about it for FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT. x_x (Or, rather, I've been hearing about it for four hours straight. I didn't say much.)

I highly doubt that it would scare/confuse me, if you ever want to rant about it. :/ (*hugs*) <--- THAT CYBER HUG BETTER MEAN SOMETHING. o_o I swear, I even have trouble typing out cyber hugs, never mind real life hugs. o_o

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 370713)
...............What's it like to have a mother...? ;w;

I don't...I can't even...I can't even COMPREHEND the concept.

I can make my own planet, plan out and understand every little detail of it, and actually make it jell with some scientific facts, I can ace most of the tests I take, I can tell you all about nearly every kind of animal you can name, I understand stuff most people don't learn until they're in their 30s...and yet, I can't even understand the basic concept of a mother. How do you cling to someone who's just not there? How do you take solace in their memory when you can't even remember their voice without someone playing a recording for you? This usually doesn't bother me at all...you can't miss what you never had.....and yet.......here are the tears. Here is the pain.

I don't know if it was a rhetorical question, but I'll try to answer it. :I Mother-child relationships are, as I'm sure you're aware, based off of hormones and instincts. Mother shields child, comforts child, etc etc, and child begins to see Mother as an entire world of comfort and happiness. Should the mother be absent, the child will develop differently. Perhaps Father will take over for Mother? Will the child decide it doesn't need the protection of a Mother?

(... o_o HOLY CRAP GOD I JUST REALIZED THIS ENTIRE THING IS DIRECTLY RELEVANT TO RAMMSTEIN'S "MUTTER" = "MOTHER"...)

I am still not very familiar with JW beliefs... but if you believe that she is still with you in spirit... perhaps that can offer some relief from pain?

TheAshWolf 12-01-2012 08:13 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 370755)
I highly doubt that it would scare/confuse me, if you ever want to rant about it. :/ (*hugs*) <--- THAT CYBER HUG BETTER MEAN SOMETHING. o_o I swear, I even have trouble typing out cyber hugs, never mind real life hugs. o_o


I don't know if it was a rhetorical question, but I'll try to answer it. :I Mother-child relationships are, as I'm sure you're aware, based off of hormones and instincts. Mother shields child, comforts child, etc etc, and child begins to see Mother as an entire world of comfort and happiness. Should the mother be absent, the child will develop differently. Perhaps Father will take over for Mother? Will the child decide it doesn't need the protection of a Mother?

(... o_o HOLY CRAP GOD I JUST REALIZED THIS ENTIRE THING IS DIRECTLY RELEVANT TO RAMMSTEIN'S "MUTTER" = "MOTHER"...)

I am still not very familiar with JW beliefs... but if you believe that she is still with you in spirit... perhaps that can offer some relief from pain?

Ohohohohohhhhh, you don't know my family. owo If it doesn't at least confuse you, then you're not human. (Thanks, though...I might end up taking you up on that. >_<) <:'^J Yeah, that cuber hug meant a lot!!! *hugs back* Especially since you pointed it out. XD (So it's not just me, then?! O_e I always have to just sit there for a second before I can actually type it...I'm fine with in-person hugs...but...kjabfdjkbskjbf........and don't even get me STARTED on when people I'm not related to say "love you!" in emails and my brain just goes, "O__O I, er, umumuhhhum....^///_///^.....x___x.....errrr....how do I word this?" BUT THAT'S ANOTHER TOPIC I'll shut up now. >w<)

I know what it IS, technically speaking, but......what...I just...my brain....it just can't....why..... OTL I have no words. Thanks for trying, anyway.

No...we believe that when you die...you die. o_o That's it. You don't feel anything, you don't think anything, you don't do anything. It's like you're asleep. Thus the term "fall asleep in death." My only solace is that one day, if I just work hard enough for it, and do what's right, I might just meet her in Paradise, when she comes back... ^_^

lvhamsters 12-01-2012 01:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 370751)
I'm pretty sure I should not have laughed at that... I lost it at the word "repeatedly"... and then "I just get so sick of them."

It's like "I bought some bath salts and ate all my kids. They're always eating my food."
o_O Sorry, that was probably offensive somehow... sorry... I'll escort myself out...

No it wasn't :) It's true XD

AlgebraAddict 12-01-2012 03:56 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 370744)
I feel like everyone hates me on here. Like i'll say hi to friends on AN start a conversation and be nice, but then they slowly drift off, talking to someone else, who apparently is more interesting than me D:


I know the feeling. Mreh.

AlgebraAddict 12-01-2012 04:01 PM

I can't f*cking do it anymore.

I hate choir. I hate those stupid girls who chit chat and gossip and are the best of friends. I hate people who have no problems in their lives. I hate music that is all really depressing and good and then they start blurting out JESUS LOVES ME AND IT'S ALL OKAY or something like that. I hate my friends. My friends hate me. It's messed up.

CACrools 12-01-2012 04:30 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 370996)
I can't f*cking do it anymore.

I hate choir. I hate those stupid girls who chit chat and gossip and are the best of friends. I hate people who have no problems in their lives. I hate music that is all really depressing and good and then they start blurting out JESUS LOVES ME AND IT'S ALL OKAY or something like that. I hate my friends. My friends hate me. It's messed up.

Awww, Esther. I'm sorry, I know, it sucks, but you can get through it. I have the same problem (in Choir). If you hate your friends, and vice virsa, then stop being friends with them. You are all bubbly and nice, and just a wonderful person. I know you can make friends *hugs*. It's gonna be alright!

HeatherB 12-01-2012 04:39 PM

I am so incredibly fucking happy.
It's amazing.
Just yesterday I felt like a whiny bitch (well, I WAS a whiny bitch, but beside the point) and the entire week was perfect until I realized that I'd basically been as emotionally charged as a non-haywire robot the entire time. And then Friday, the sadness came back and overwhelmed me.
But here I am.
Happy.
It's kind of weird to feel happy like this. I'm not really used to it.
But I sure as hell am enjoying it while it lasts. :'D

nngo 12-01-2012 04:53 PM

This cat is sitting on the fence between sanity and truth. He's not sitting like a cat, with its paws curled into its chest and its tail curled into his paws, he's sitting with one leg on each side of the fence, with his bleeding tail stump wriggling haphazardly because most of it got ripped to pieces by the thorns on the bush it had to jump on to get to the fence. It's not a comfortable position for a cat, but this cat doesn't care. Not because this cat wanted to get on the fence, but because this cat just doesn't feel anything. This cat is a zombie, living with no functioning brain, and this cat is just lumbering around trying to find one. But since he has no brain to think, he eats the brain he finds instead of screwing his head opening and popping it in. All the while, his bleeding tale is splashing the fence red like a garden hose left to its own devices. This cat watches everyone from his lonely post (but he doesn't know it's lonely, he's too brainless and stupid to know that) and sees people suffer and people laugh and people who suffer laugh and he doesn't know what to make of it. It's possible he can't make anything of it, and what he sees just flies out his other ear, but for Pete's sake, let's assume he can even though he can't. He sees people crying and screaming and kicking at the world on the grass beneath him on the dark side, their wrists sore and their parents angry, and he sees happy people. But the happy people are normal people, and he's not a normal person. And the thing is, he isn't even a person; he's a cat. He's sitting on the fence between sanity and the truth and he doesn't know what(how) to think. Because people are happy and people are sad - how happy is he, and how sad is he? How can he tell? He has a heart, but he doesn't feel anything. He wants to disappear, his lack of a brain is strained to ribbons and gore after centuries of frustrated thinking on his thinking post (he thinks he may be going insane.. but he doesn't think), he feels he can't cough up his carcass of a heart and it's making him choke, he knows there is no reason for him to feel him and every reason for him to be like the normal kids or the sad kids, but he does. And he does disappear in a sense, but it doesn't help him anything. Everyone can see him, flailing, stump spurting with color, but he doesn't see himself. He's Charlie Brown after Snoopy performed his phony magic tricks on him, and he needs to paint mud on him to be able to see himself temporarily. But then the mud dries and falls off and it's over and he's left even more invisible than before. And he doesn't know what to do he doesn't know what to do but just crawl further into the abysses of his throat and settle beside his nonfunctioning intestines and wait till his body drops dead on the fence and the centuries pass and the flesh rots off his bones and the meat rots away and the bones dissolve into cocaine and he's left alone in the apocalyptic setting of the fence, 1000 light years in the future. And he still doesn't know what to do, and he can't disappear anymore. He's just stuck and confused and brainless and tailless and stupid and his heart is still stuck in his throat and he keeps smiling, stop smiling, the story just got sad.

im so happy
cuz today i found my friends
in my head

nngo 12-01-2012 04:54 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 371020)
I am so incredibly fucking happy.
It's amazing.
Just yesterday I felt like a whiny bitch (well, I WAS a whiny bitch, but beside the point) and the entire week was perfect until I realized that I'd basically been as emotionally charged as a non-haywire robot the entire time. And then Friday, the sadness came back and overwhelmed me.
But here I am.
Happy.
It's kind of weird to feel happy like this. I'm not really used to it.
But I sure as hell am enjoying it while it lasts. :'D

Congrats. Feeling happy is a vast achievement.


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