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Lily09 01-20-2013 12:03 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 410723)
Yep... I agree so much it scares me...

i'm only thirteen and i want the world to end, and maybe it's selfish of me, but i wish the world had actually ended it would be so much better than feeling like this everyday.

Lily09 01-20-2013 12:10 AM

everybody says that not cutting will make you feel a lot better, but i still feel the same, if not worse.

lvhamsters 01-20-2013 12:51 AM

Thank you parents, whom are supposed to be supporting of their children, for telling me that I'm not good enough at anything c:
Thank you for saying that I'm not good enough to be a writer c:
Thank you for telling me that I'm stupid c:
And thank you brother for agreeing with them and for calling me names that should not be spoken on a kid's website c:
I love you all too.

Tiresomehoopla 01-20-2013 01:05 AM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 410745)
Thank you parents, whom are supposed to be supporting of their children, for telling me that I'm not good enough at anything c:
Thank you for saying that I'm not good enough to be a writer c:
Thank you for telling me that I'm stupid c:
And thank you brother for agreeing with them and for calling me names that should not be spoken on a kid's website c:
I love you all too.

Not trying to say your parents are good or you're not allowed to have it bad but I think we probably all over exaggerate our parents on this thread...I look at posts like these, and wonder, how does one get such parents to for kidpub membership? :O

cheezemziez 01-20-2013 06:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 410707)
So my brother KNOWS I used to cut, and he just spent the entire time we were doing the dishes joking about cutting.
-_-
He also knew he could do it because we were doing the dishes and I'm not allowed to leave until the job's done. I'm not allowed to dump a bowl of soapy water over his head. I'm not allowed to do anything about him other than say, "Shut the f**k up."

asdfghjkl;
CUTTING IS NOT SOMETHING TO JOKE ABOUT YOU IGNORANT ASSHOLE.

Your brother is an asshole. It's not okay that he does that.

cheezemziez 01-20-2013 06:25 AM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 410745)
Thank you parents, whom are supposed to be supporting of their children, for telling me that I'm not good enough at anything c:
Thank you for saying that I'm not good enough to be a writer c:
Thank you for telling me that I'm stupid c:
And thank you brother for agreeing with them and for calling me names that should not be spoken on a kid's website c:
I love you all too.

Don't listen to those things. Even if you want something ridiculous, like to walk to the sun or something, it's not their place to judge if you're good enough.

CACrools 01-20-2013 08:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 410707)
So my brother KNOWS I used to cut, and he just spent the entire time we were doing the dishes joking about cutting.
-_-
He also knew he could do it because we were doing the dishes and I'm not allowed to leave until the job's done. I'm not allowed to dump a bowl of soapy water over his head. I'm not allowed to do anything about him other than say, "Shut the f**k up."

asdfghjkl;
CUTTING IS NOT SOMETHING TO JOKE ABOUT YOU IGNORANT ASSHOLE.

What a clever idiot... I know that you are strong, and I know that you can succeed in life loads better than him and know you will be amazing. You have the strength, but he doesn't.
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 410721)
To everyone at school: it's okay you don't have to call me ugly or fat, the voices already do c:

My dad made a suicide joke. Not cool ;-; my parents have been calling me "goth" and "emo", and he said (because I was wearing all black) "she's so goth that one day we'll go into her room and she'll have killed herself". What the fuck. Seriously.

Did ever think that maybe, just maybe, I actually felt that way? Or do you only think about yourself like I've always thought.

You know what, Charlotte. You are too strong to do that and I truly believe in you and believe that everything's gonna be alright. You are strong enough to not commit suicide, and you are strong enough to not cut or listen to the voices. You just haven't found the strength yet.
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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 410745)
Thank you parents, whom are supposed to be supporting of their children, for telling me that I'm not good enough at anything c:
Thank you for saying that I'm not good enough to be a writer c:
Thank you for telling me that I'm stupid c:
And thank you brother for agreeing with them and for calling me names that should not be spoken on a kid's website c:
I love you all too.

But you aren't.
You are an amazing writer, singer, musician and a friend. Your brother's just playing favorites and being a dork, he may change.
We love you and will do anything to help you. :o

LaurenM 01-20-2013 11:07 AM

SO MANY POSTS.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 410425)
but what if im not..

No what if's. DIE EVIL WHAT IF'S.
Don't let yourself think of anything like 'what it I'm not good enough'.
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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 410431)
My parents are possibly going to kill me today if I'm caught buying makeup. o_o

Why do you buy it anyway?
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 410634)
i'm feeling like i just want to sleep and never wake up again and it scares me so bad, even reading MCR's quotes and listening to Never Too Late and Stay Awake and other inspirational music isn't helping

I'm sometimes want to switch off and zone out, kind of like sleeping but just switching off.
Uh, I honestly don't know.
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 410707)
So my brother KNOWS I used to cut, and he just spent the entire time we were doing the dishes joking about cutting.
-_-
He also knew he could do it because we were doing the dishes and I'm not allowed to leave until the job's done. I'm not allowed to dump a bowl of soapy water over his head. I'm not allowed to do anything about him other than say, "Shut the f**k up."

asdfghjkl;
CUTTING IS NOT SOMETHING TO JOKE ABOUT YOU IGNORANT ASSHOLE.

ASININE IDIOTS.
Why are people always so insensitive about cutting? My classmate was like 'ot'a disgusting, who made up the idea of cutting, NO ONE would feel like cutting.'
Ignorance.
I thought your brother was supposed to be nice!
Well...maybe you can kick his shins instead?

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 410721)
To everyone at school: it's okay you don't have to call me ugly or fat, the voices already do c:

My dad made a suicide joke. Not cool ;-; my parents have been calling me "goth" and "emo", and he said (because I was wearing all black) "she's so goth that one day we'll go into her room and she'll have killed herself". What the fuck. Seriously.

Did ever think that maybe, just maybe, I actually felt that way? Or do you only think about yourself like I've always thought.

Voices?
Not you too..
And for the last time, stereotypical parents! Wearing black doesn't mean you're suicidal or anything!
They probably are thinking you aren't looking that cheerful (they should've noticed that some time ago) and made a comment, not realising how delicate you are now.
Perhaps my parents are actually nince...
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 410728)
i'm only thirteen and i want the world to end, and maybe it's selfish of me, but i wish the world had actually ended it would be so much better than feeling like this everyday.

I did too, though I'm now kind of glad it didn't. But I wouldn't know anything when I died anyway, so I suppose it doesn't matter.
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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 410745)
Thank you parents, whom are supposed to be supporting of their children, for telling me that I'm not good enough at anything c:
Thank you for saying that I'm not good enough to be a writer c:
Thank you for telling me that I'm stupid c:
And thank you brother for agreeing with them and for calling me names that should not be spoken on a kid's website c:
I love you all too.

Yeah, my father keeps saying that I won't be able to complete my story. I'll show him.
And you shall show them.
You're not stupid.
Criticism should be used for improvement, not for kicking people down into pieces.
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 410862)
Well I got my timetable. I don't have any classes with friends so far. Damn.

You'll be fine. I was OK at a new school with two classmates from my primary school that I'm not even friendly with.

MaryElizabeth 01-20-2013 12:01 PM

My school lost against my old school by one shot in the last seconds of the game. I know ir's just a game, but that school was shitty, and I REALLY wanted to beat them, not because of the people, just to see that SCHOOL get beaten. Am I making sense?

soph-soph27 01-20-2013 12:45 PM

High school confirmation forms are coming in early February. I figure out if I got into the program in early February. I feel like a pipe with about a billion tons of water pressure in it, and there's gonna be a pipe bust soon.


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