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AlgebraAddict 05-15-2013 01:13 AM

I wish that I was a better person.

Or a nicer person.

Or a smarter person.

Or a thinner person.


But I'm not, and I hate myself so much for it.

See, the people who hate me see me, and the people who love me don't know me. I don't lie to the people that hate me, because they never ask me if I'm okay. And, honestly, the people who like me don't care that much either now. A boy who I thought was my friend gives me a scathing look when he finds me crying behind the bookshelves in the library. My friend tells me to shut up and get over it when I feel like I'm a piece of shit. Like right now. I wonder how these people would react if I told them I almost killed myself over spring break, and that I'm not okay, regardless of what I told them. Or that I keep needles in my backpack.

I doubt they'd care.

rebecca 05-15-2013 02:17 AM

No, don't. If there were a way to do that, I'd have tried it out to see what happened. Which would be stupid. So don't contemplate it.

rebecca 05-15-2013 02:35 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 458578)
well it would be a bit silly because you can't go back so..


are you at school?

No, not yet. And my music teacher has just started to take notice, so I probably can't get on later.

rebecca 05-15-2013 02:43 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 458584)
Ah. Damn.

ten

Nine...

Sorry, CDO. That's OCD in alphabetical order :cool:

LaurenM 05-15-2013 02:56 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 458570)
I wish that I was a better person.

Or a nicer person.

Or a smarter person.

Or a thinner person.


But I'm not, and I hate myself so much for it.

See, the people who hate me see me, and the people who love me don't know me. I don't lie to the people that hate me, because they never ask me if I'm okay. And, honestly, the people who like me don't care that much either now. A boy who I thought was my friend gives me a scathing look when he finds me crying behind the bookshelves in the library. My friend tells me to shut up and get over it when I feel like I'm a piece of shit. Like right now. I wonder how these people would react if I told them I almost killed myself over spring break, and that I'm not okay, regardless of what I told them. Or that I keep needles in my backpack.

I doubt they'd care.

They don't know what you're going through and might be mistaking it for something trivial.

On another note, I'm absolutely exhausted. Fuck my schoolbus.

evasong 05-15-2013 04:52 AM

I just realised I have a few of the symptoms of anxiety disorder. ._. Great. Just... great.

@pluzzle: lurve your signature. AmazingPhil is the best. Makes me feel happy. :3 =^_^=

evasong 05-15-2013 06:19 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 458597)
Yeah. Same.

:D AmazingPhil is awesome! :D Whoever says Dan is cuter LIES!
XD

And my friends aren't a great help in that. Ah well. New school at the end of this year so I should be right. :)

I totally agree! Everyone's like, "ooh, Dan is so cute! Cuter than that other guy... What's his name?"
"PHIL! HIS NAME IS PHIL AND HE IS THE AWESOMEST EVER!" Yes... he is much cuter.

LaurenM 05-15-2013 07:30 AM

He looks like a hamster...POPTARTS! I've never eaten a poptart either!
Help, I think I'm addicted to watching gore.

L.S.Trendom 05-15-2013 07:33 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 458570)
I wish that I was a better person.

Or a nicer person.

Or a smarter person.

Or a thinner person.


But I'm not, and I hate myself so much for it.

See, the people who hate me see me, and the people who love me don't know me. I don't lie to the people that hate me, because they never ask me if I'm okay. And, honestly, the people who like me don't care that much either now. A boy who I thought was my friend gives me a scathing look when he finds me crying behind the bookshelves in the library. My friend tells me to shut up and get over it when I feel like I'm a piece of shit. Like right now. I wonder how these people would react if I told them I almost killed myself over spring break, and that I'm not okay, regardless of what I told them. Or that I keep needles in my backpack.

I doubt they'd care.

*hugs* You are a good person, and you're nice and smart and probably skinny, too. And you're pretty.

:/ We know you, and we love you still.
Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 458572)
*puts finger gun to head and shoots self*

ok so my happiness died and i just want to die but asdfghjkl

if there were a way to kill yourself but not hurt anyone around you, i would do it in a heart beat...

and off i am to an all night counselling session on the internet with the helpline

*hugs* The happiness can come backů

bookworm1999 05-15-2013 02:09 PM

Feels like crap
<_<
>_>
>_<


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