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...I'm actually feeling good about myself today.

Well, this is new. ^_^

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 477597)

...I'm actually feeling good about myself today.

Well, this is new. ^_^

awesome *hugs*

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 477574)

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl

ok sorry that was probably rude but i'm already doing the exact same thing and this is pretty much where it's gotten me loloollllllll

(sorry i'm an asshole i just find this funny ok sorry)

Errr... okay. :3 Um, get a better therapist? I'm sure there are a bunch of really awesome ones out there who could help you. :D

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 477496)

(*screeches*)
I AM IN AGREEMENT WITH THE FIRST PART OF THIS STATEMENT

However, I think that creative people/artists/musicians/whatever may get depressed because they leave their minds open to the world around them and the world inside them. When you're creative you absorb more of everything--more of the good (which your mind can then recycle as creative energy/inspiration) and more of the bad, which can build up inside you.
However, if you're depressed, you can resort to creative endeavors to lighten the depression. I think it's easy to become reliant on this method because creativity is mostly composed of the expression of emotion. Failing to express emotion with creativity can result in depression or negative "buildup", so... yeah.
I dunno, just... this is just my take on things. (*shrug*)

O_O That explanation...wow...*thinks about this for a while*

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 477500)

I'm losing my appetite, I think I've developed a stress-related eating disorder. (I'm not losing any weight though so that's good, but I feel really faint sometimes, but I'm super SUPER uncomfortable eating in front of other people and if there's someone I don't want to see in the kitchen I just won't eat anything because I'll be anxious/uncomfortable, I'm always nauseous and I don't eat more than a small plate's worth of food a day... )
I can't believe this, it's barely a week into summer break and I'm already dying to go back to school.
I've hit a huge creative wall, I sit around in a pile of anxiety all day, I've lost my ability to exercise a couple months ago (something kind of snapped in my brain and now I can't focus on any repetitive physical activity for longer than a couple minutes, and I get super restless and I HAVE to do something else) so I don't know what to do with this anxiety, I have insomnia, I'm uncomfortable with the past, present, and future, I'm tense around my family and scared around my friends and nervous about my commitments and dreading my responsibilities and I just... I've lost my focus. I need something to do but I can't focus on any one thing, and I'm surrounded by all these bad feelings and bad people and I need to find a calm place in my head but that place has never existed...

Has anyone seen the Superman movie yet? And the part where young Clark Kent is getting overwhelmed with all the information he's taking in? He freaks out and runs into the closet because he can't focus?
I'm the only one I know who could relate to that, and I don't know, I feel like that's the only thing I can compare this feeling to, but mixed in with some teenage angst.

Don't get me wrong, I'm still quite happy. My mood right now is satisfactory, I just... my mind is... yeah. Ugh god I just feel so crazy sometimes, why do I have to be crazy? ugh i just

ignore me -______- I'm just ranting...

I'm so sorry, Sandy. <:^c *glomps* This won't last forever, though. You'll be alright. This creative block will go away. Until then, just try not to worry about this too much, okay? Please try to eat just a little more. Don't eat with other people in the room if you have to. Is there anything that I can do to help? *hugs* I really do care about you, Cass. Your art is beautiful, and I know you'll be back drawing soon. And I'm glad that you at least are still relatively happy. <:^)

Sometimes I come on the EVT...and have almost no idea what's going on. o_o

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 477608)

Sometimes I come on the EVT...and have almost no idea what's going on. o_o

if that's due to my and soph's conversation, yeah, me neither.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 475882)

"you do know that if you go anywhere else, you won't get better treatment than us"
"youre overthinking"
"its just your body so what if i tapped you or anything why did you have to make a fucking big deal out of it"
im being told im thinking too much
and im scared like am i thinking too much
they said that when they were younger their parents did the same thing but they werent depressed so i shouldnt be either and im thinking of just cutting and not giving a shit about whether or not they give a fuck about it

shh lily ur perf

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 469910)

Something possessed the innocent 12 year old that was once her on Hannah Montana

its called american pop culture sweetheart

there's nowhere i can find peace is there?
at school i'm treated like shit and at home i'm treated like shit.
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