Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 500036)

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 500032)

deleted the rant because i dont even care anymore. but now im going to rant again sigh.
i really just don't want to live anymore. my parents are constantly stressed out and my mom wants to quit her job and she almost got hit by a car and she gets more stressed every day and i only add to that. my dad is the same but somehow worse. maybe because the hospital was a wakeup call that hey, as if you arent suffocating your daughter enough, maybe you should do it more. and i'm literally just adding to everyone's stress, unable to cope with anything, not able to do anything productive, just sitting around and like i said before being a general waste of space.
maybe the hospital, as much as i really really really didnt want to go there, would've helped.
i can't commit suicide. again, it's by obligation to other people than centered around what i'd prefer. my doctor basically said that she didnt think i needed to go the hospital and would take LIABILITY for it. do you know what that means? if i fuck up, my parents could sue her. her job could be over. she has three kids and one of them is like five. i cannot do that.
also there's the fact that i have nothing to commit suicide with and even if i wasnt lazy for one second and just got up off my ass i dont know if i'd be brave enough to do it.
anyways, i probably need help and a hospital or something would probably do that, but i cant do that either. same reason as the first one for not committing suicide. i cannot fuck up my life anymore than it already is, at least, not willingly.
tl;dr im a whiny bitch who can't get over anything. hey, what else is new?

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 500284)

my friend is going through verbal abuse from her mom

and I have no clue what to do

I mean I honestly thought she ditched me

but I was still the first one she called

and her mom is being a bitch for no reason

and I really want to slap her

but I'd get my friend in trouble

and ugh

just ugh

Originally Posted by Bridie (Post 500278)

don't kill yourself, remember it's not brave to be able to do it, it's almsot cowardly because you're (not as in you, you) not facing your problems.You'll get through this and even though you feel like a waste of space, your parents would be devastated if anything happened to you and we would be too.

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 500311)

i was gonna say something but then i figured i better not.
thank you.

Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 500082)

I was suspended for a day because of the whole incident.

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 500284)

my friend is going through verbal abuse from her mom

and I have no clue what to do

I mean I honestly thought she ditched me

but I was still the first one she called

and her mom is being a bitch for no reason

and I really want to slap her

but I'd get my friend in trouble

and ugh

just ugh

Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 500289)

...how serious is the situation? I mean, all cases of verbal abuse are serious, but on what level is this?

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 500396)

Ah.

I'd advise you to slap her but you probably won't take that advice though I won't either.
How is the verbal abuse? Like Carrie-level or what?