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It's amazing how much you can miss someone you've never even met.
Just by talking to them on the computer.
We actually live about a half hour away.
But still.
It's been a couple months since we've talked and I just feel like I can be myself around him ;~; I'm not like that with anyone else. But I'm nervous that if we meet it'll be all awkward. 'Cause neither of us have people skills.

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 503446)

but it feels good and i dont even do it that much and i just want my scissors back bc punching is not effective and at this point im not cutting my nails so i can go back to scratching

well cutting feels good for me, but does that mean I shouldn't stop?

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 503458)

well cutting feels good for me, but does that mean I shouldn't stop?

p o i n t

*snaps fingers*
Well dang. I thought I'd get through high school without any rumors being spread about me.

Holy crap. I told someone.
I'm terrified now.
What if he tells someone?
I have major trust issues.
Adflasdjfaldsfja.
Halp ;~;

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 503427)

so i've been researching emotional intensities
and i've realized
i've been so isolated from people my age
they never seemed to think the same way i did or understand the things i could
and i discovered that i shouldn't have been able to write as well as i did or think about the pointlessness of our existence and questioning religion when everyone around me seemed to accept things just the way they were

just
ugh

Don't take this the wrong way, but there are other geniuses out there. There isn't anyone like you, but there are a bunch of people who are just as smart and just as philosophic and just as talented and you will find them. They attract each other. Most people kind of suck, but there are awesome people and you won't be isolated forever. Take comfort in that, if nothing else.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 503208)

i feel like i know that my friends will judge me that i love miley cyrus

It's fine. I don't like her, but you're free to like her as anyone is.

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Originally Posted by Jesse (Post 503217)

okay.
so yesterday I saw my therapist for the third time and seven hundred things went wrong and I just saw my parents walk to the car crying to go to talk to a social worker. im not going to be in school for a week.

this could be a lot more in depth but im on my brother’s laptop right now (mine was taken away). i love you all. but I’m not sure when I’ll be able to be on again.

stay safe

(I've always been wondering but when and why did you start getting depressed?)

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 503307)

Well .-.
I was hoping tonight would be better then the rest of my week has been.
Hanging out with friends.
Skating.
Instead my closest friends said I wasn't important enough and my best friend called me fat.
But they're my only friends that I'm really close with.
And all I know is how to forgive.
So I'll stick with them.

You're not fat O_o
You can snap back at them, at least? I used to find that awkward, but I overcame that soon.

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 503427)

Yeah like sometimes, I just take consciousness for granted and have to remind myself that I actually EXIST.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 503458)

well cutting feels good for me, but does that mean I shouldn't stop?

Yeah, and going on the Internet makes me happy but does that mean I shouldn't do my homework?

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 503475)

Holy crap. I told someone.
I'm terrified now.
What if he tells someone?
I have major trust issues.
Adflasdjfaldsfja.
Halp ;~;

There is nothing you can do about it now, so you should probably trust your own judgement. Think about why you told him.

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 503476)

Thanks. c:

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 503511)

Yeah like sometimes, I just take consciousness for granted and have to remind myself that I actually EXIST.

I can relate to that, yep. :I

wow i just cried so hard my contacts fells out and my nose starting bleeding
is that normal

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 503564)

wow i just cried so hard my contacts fells out and my nose starting bleeding
is that normal

*hugs* hey sweetheart, is everything all right? :c