I've lost ten pounds while I've been sick.

This is weird. I'm not sure if I should feel disgusted or happy.

You should never have to feel alone in life, but there will be times when you are. Before the people who don't accept you either decide to just fuck off or accept you for who you are, it can be kind of scary, but they'll make their choice. Things change, and often for the worst, but you've got to just keep going through it. Even when you're alone, someone still cares. Even if it's someone random online, but obviously you don't have to go that far. There are so many more people who love you than you know, and you aren't as abandoned as you think you are.

(*glomps*) thank you so much

Ellie! You'll always have KP *hugs* You shouldn't be feeling this way. You deserve to be happy, with the people you love. *hugs again*

I'm not good at advice, but I hate seeing you like this.

kp is actually part of the problem too

it's okay thank you for trying (*hugs back*)

ellie ;-;

i'm so sorry about what's happening. (*points to contact tab*) you can email me if you'd like. :3

Welp.
I only have one friend now.
K.
(apart from you guys..)

Aw hon, what happened?

Basically my ex-best friend spread rumors about me (lots of people believed the rumors and now hate me) then shut me out and has been treating me like dirt ever since then and then my other best friend who was my ex-best friend's boyfriend broke up with my ex-best friend and used that as a sufficient enough reason to stop being friends with me and started to ignore me :\
Bleh. I guess they weren't good friends in the first place. But I tend to cling on to people even when they're horrible :\ And then I fail at making new friends. Adlfakjdfakldjfl;asdkjfa;ds. Life = :confused::mad:
But thanks for asking. It's really nice to get it all out, even if it's just over the interweb.