how do I know the most amazing people of all time


how is one of them my sister

one of them my best friend

one of them my personal romance

one of them the big sister I never had




I don't get it

I'm so fucking lucky

I don't deserve this

AUTUMN SMITH SHUT UP.
it is NOT OKAY for you to diss yourself like this and EVERYONE CARES. if everyone doesn't care, then I CARE, okay?
So now you've got that out of your system, quit dissing yourself and perk up.
Or I'm going to personally stalk down your whereabouts and give you a hug until you admit you're amazing and awesome and loved, okay?

My isolationist tendencies are creeping back.

I prefer to lock myself in my room than to speak.
I prefer to read at lunch and shut the world out than associating with my friends.
The other day I stayed in the school library until it closed, after my friends had gone, and in all that time I spoke about ten words.
And I don't see the point in leaving my room some days.
It's coming back.
I just want to be on my own and I don't see a problem with it.
I only come downstairs to eat, if my parents make me, and if there is something I like on television.

I'm cutting myself off from people. And I still don't care.

everything is just too difficult
i can't do it
not only can i not take anything, e.g living, i can't do it right when i have to.

i don't see the problem with that to be honest, Rebecca

wow?????? sorry????????? what do you expect me to say??????????

What's wrong?

Dear GOD my FATHER and his freaking MOOD SWINGS!

Idk I'm probably oversensitive right now because my happiness just took a dip below sea level but it seems like people are blowing up over everything.