fck fkc fck ughhh i gained weight i feel fat ughh
*halfheartedly hopes a lot of it was like muscle and shit*

no u r not fat probably all of the muscle u r gaining to be strong man ok

what

REPOST

i hate ppl who think they're above other ppl bc they wear clothes that don't go with their gender/sex/whatever, like girls who think they're above other girls bc they dont wear makeup or skirts

OH GOD YES

This one girl called me a girly bitch for being obsessed with shoes and singing. Here is the response (exact wording) of my best guy friend to her. To her face.

"Um well just because Esther wears skirts and eyeliner and awesome shoes doesn't make her any more girly than you, and girly isn't even like a bad thing. And either way she's incredibly badass. And she sings a lot better than you. Or anyone."



:D

Wow he's a v good friend keep him forever :D

like me personally - my parents don't allow me to use makeup and I'm cool with that, but I don't go parading around as if that means I'm a better person.

One of my friends is always going on about how she hates dresses and skirts and when I wear either of those she's like Eww you're so girly! and i'm like seriously

like

rly

b-b-b-but skirts r amazing


i got this skirt a few weeks ago and omg is it fabulous

http://www.labeshops.com/image/cache...eS-800x800.jpg

i know, i know

WOW OkAY

upset someone said im ugly

well you're not so 4get them

I literally don't know how to put down my feelings for you guys.
 

I was looking through some of my old stuff earlier, and it made me think of you guys. That's what everything tends to do, these days. What can I look at that doesn't remind me of you? It doesn't matter, anyways. You're always on my mind.

Hey, I miss you guys.
I miss you a lot.
I miss the Old Gang.
The Old Days.
The Old Ways.

I still don't know why you were friends with me back then. Looking back on it all, I was naive. I was clingy. I was so... Different. But I had innocence that I now lack.

How have you guys changed? Do you all still care? Did you ever care as much as I did? I don't know. It's so hard for me to trust others, and I trusted you guys. Now we're split.

I've been thinking about you guys even more than usual lately. And I've been thinking about myself.

Back then, I was idealistic. Naive. Innocent, to a degree. Hey, remember LIVE reverse it boldly? Remember the Nakamurans? Remember Roekians? LTRH? Our love for omegas? 5th grade camp? Our obsession with our beloved book series? Hey, remember those times when we were together, when we were childish but content? They seem so far away now. Now. A strange time. I went dark. I can't do it without you, okay? I'm not stable anymore. Not inside, at least. What even am I now? I don't even know myself anymore. Who am I? Tch. Pathetic is the what, I guess. And oh, yes, the cynicism. I gained a ton of that. I'm also a lot more bitter now. Let me introduce you to the major hindrances in my life: pride, and a crap ton of it; envy, too much of it weighing down my heart; hatred, casting crimson shadows on my soul; nostalgia, only able to be described as a longing, sorrowful rainbow. At least I've gained some eloquence. As if.

Tch. I'm too tired for this.
Just wanted to let you know,
That I'm never ever gonna let go.

I know, lame right?

I realized today that I'm so proud that I won't accept help unless I'm passing out.