guys i have no patience to write anymore and its terrible, all i can sputter out are some crappy poems that make no sense

help

wait no u wrote the lost phone poem that was pure genius omg

probably the most accurate depiction of kp you'll find

So I either had a caffeine overdose or a huge panic attack and either way I had to go to the hospital, I'm back now, but I'm still really scared.

aw hon hospitals suck I know :/ I was sent to the ER for suicidal inclinations and I literally had to sit in a waiting room overnight. -_- but yeah I hope you feel better and stay off of the red bull dear

Lol it was an energy bar. With about half the amount of caffeine as coffee, but my dad is sensitive to caffeine as well.

all of the text posts on tumblr I read about dating people with mental illnesses say to support them because they can't help how they express themself but all the text posts about manipulative relationships say you're under no pressure to stay with them if you're uncomfortable so what am I supposed to do when our mental illnesses are the primary reason we are lowkey abusive to each other???

are you happy in the relationship because that is the no one important thing

hahahhahaaaahahahaha these fucking mood swings will alwaaays be a thing ill never get better even when i am better they're back again and i am in such a solid bubble of self hate right now ahahhahahah sorry for being such a rude bitch all day mom i can't help that everything sets me off especially with school in full swing again and being stressed out and guilty 24/7 really effects my impulses yknow when i do the same thing i cried about and apologized for it wasn't because i wasnt fucking guilty it was because I CANT HELP IT I M TOO ANGSTY FOR MY OWN GOOD
im just gonna watch anime and forget myself because that's what i always do and wOW it works every time but temporarily because SCREW YOU TOO MOOD SWINGS AND GUILT AND STRESS AND SCHOOL AND LIFE

should i have whited that out i dOnTt knOW I apologize