...So. The Addams Family Musical is coming to my state, aaaaaand guess who doesn't have anyone to take them?

._.

*le sigh* WELL...at least this isn't as much of a letdown as when I missed the 2NE1 concert because I had no one to take me to L.A.

TUMBLRRRR COME ONNNN.
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Awww. :(
Maybe someone can take you last minute? Your dad? Your sister? Sister in law?

Sorry. D:

But sorry I have a friend who's obsessed with KPOP and 2NE1 among other bands and she wanted to go too and oma you'd be BFFs. ;_; Okay sorry. XD

Nope. No one. ._.

You do? 8D Awesome. Tell her you have more than one Blackjack friend, then. ^_^ Too bad she didn't get to go. ;w;

I don't.

"I can feel emotion so strongly that it can make me sick."
i was so f***ing jealous when i read this quote.
i'm sick of this apathy and i want to fall into self-destructive spirals because i feel kind of like it'll get me out of this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z06LXZQwkrc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wE0-_2n1Vh8
and when i said i think i'm getting a bit better? i've realised that i'm just walking in f***ing circles but because of my crappy memory i don't really realise it.

On page, like, 4 of Imagine Your OTP (I'm lurking, I don't have a tumblr or really understand it) and almost crying because my OTP is really depressing.

CELEBRATION!
FINALLY EFFING YES.
Pretty much everything but the tags are working on tumblr!
:D :D :D :D
YAYYYYYY!

Come on. Really? I had to read THIS: Imagine your OTP after Person A has had to go in for a dangerous surgery that could have killed them. When they finally come to, they automatically reach out, and Person B immediately takes their hand, smiling through their tears in utter relief, and says “Welcome back.”

Come on. It's like this website knows me personally. OH GOD I WISHED THAT HAD HAPPENED SO MUCH! It's like they just saw through my computer screen and were like, "Hey, this person's OTP is Finny and Gene, let's write something totally related to A Separate Peace and almost make her bawl her eyes out again!"

I experienced apathy yesterday and I hate it. I know how you feel.