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AlgebraAddict 09-19-2016 09:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589896)
I can't believe you're still here. I can't believe you're still trying to help. I'm sitting in the cafe at my school as everyone arrives from bus cause I get here early. Everyone is being greeted by their friends and I'm just sitting here scrunched up into my hoodie wanting to die. I hate life. I hate that my mom hated life. I hate myself.

you are absolutely beautiful and amazing and it's ok to hate stupid shit but not yourself because you are so wonderful and you don't deserve that shit. and we will stay with you for as long as it takes <3

strawberry 09-20-2016 07:23 PM

all i do is sit at home and cry all day. how much longer can i go on? what do i have to look forward to? im just so tired. of life and of disappointing people.

Graystorm 09-20-2016 07:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589908)
and i can't believe you'd think i'd be anywhere else. kid, i'm always going to be here. i'm always going to try to help. i'm going to do whatever i can, which isn't much, but if it means a lot to you, that's all that matters.

hey, it's okay not to have frens sometimes. it's the worst feeling in the world, but it's all right. if i was in that cafe, i'd rip your hoodie down and mess up your hair and hold your hands and get foods with you and make you laugh and talk to you about twenty one pilots and make you feel better. it actually physically hurts that i can't do that because i wish i could. is it all right if i pray for someone to do that for me?

sometimes i hate myself too. sometimes i can't stand to look in the mirror. i know what that's like. sometimes i feel ashamed that anyone's ever looked at me or talked to me or seen what i'm like. sometimes i can't bear to be in this town, to be with these people, to think "wow, this is how my teen years are going to be spent"... you're not alone. you won't always feel like that. i promise. someday you will wake up and realize you have everything you need and feel loved and alive and you will want to do everything. someday you will smile at the beautiful, adorable, perfect girl in the mirror. someday you will feel good about yourself, or at least like yourself a little bit.

You made me flippin cry Madie. I love you so much I can even express it.

Frostblaze 09-20-2016 09:38 PM

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 589958)
all i do is sit at home and cry all day. how much longer can i go on? what do i have to look forward to? im just so tired. of life and of disappointing people.

hey, child, it's okay - there is plenty out there to live for. graduating high school - getting a job - finding the love of your life, if you're into that stuff - making new frens - meeting internet frens - think of all the books you haven't read and are going to come out some day - all the songs you haven't heard. someday it's going to be all right. just hold on till then, ok?

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589961)
You made me flippin cry Madie. I love you so much I can even express it.

tears of joy, i hope cx honestly, same, darlin'. like i remember seeing your first poll about "what's your favorite song" and honestly you were the cutest li'l bean and we've been through so much together and i've seen you go through all your obsessions like loki, bastille, pentatonix, and now twenty one pilots...honestly you're just such a cute and funny person c':

Graystorm 09-21-2016 05:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589965)
hey, child, it's okay - there is plenty out there to live for. graduating high school - getting a job - finding the love of your life, if you're into that stuff - making new frens - meeting internet frens - think of all the books you haven't read and are going to come out some day - all the songs you haven't heard. someday it's going to be all right. just hold on till then, ok?



tears of joy, i hope cx honestly, same, darlin'. like i remember seeing your first poll about "what's your favorite song" and honestly you were the cutest li'l bean and we've been through so much together and i've seen you go through all your obsessions like loki, bastille, pentatonix, and now twenty one pilots...honestly you're just such a cute and funny person c':

oMG I'm cringing so bad rn DX btw, I'm still obsessed with Loki, Bastille, and Pentatonix. I wanted to go to their concert but it was on the same weekend and Troye's so I couldn't go.

ugh I hate myself. I hate how I have two sides to me. the first one is so much happier. She's obsessed with bands and tries to fit in while still being a little dorky and different. but then there's this side of me. the side of me who watched the water run red for a full minute last night. the side of me who was triggered when we talked about suicide in class to day, but could still go down to the counselors office when called, with a little smile on my face, and say that I was fine. Even though my cuts were burning. Even though I was having a panic attack because French was my next class. I'm so fake. I don't know which side of me is real anymore.

Swallowtail 09-21-2016 08:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589991)
oMG I'm cringing so bad rn DX btw, I'm still obsessed with Loki, Bastille, and Pentatonix. I wanted to go to their concert but it was on the same weekend and Troye's so I couldn't go.

ugh I hate myself. I hate how I have two sides to me. the first one is so much happier. She's obsessed with bands and tries to fit in while still being a little dorky and different. but then there's this side of me. the side of me who watched the water run red for a full minute last night. the side of me who was triggered when we talked about suicide in class to day, but could still go down to the counselors office when called, with a little smile on my face, and say that I was fine. Even though my cuts were burning. Even though I was having a panic attack because French was my next class. I'm so fake. I don't know which side of me is real anymore.

Both of these sides are you. You are you, no matter what persona you take on to deal with school. You are in no way fake. Every single person on this earth has at some point dislayed characteristics that aren't true to how they are feeling. I do, everyone does. Sometimes I worry I'm fake as well, that I'm tricking people into believing I'm something I'm not. But you know what, both sides of you are still without a doubt you. They are still the same exact wonderful girl. But please please please stop cutting. Listen to songs, scream as loud as you can even. Spam text me over and over with completely random things. I promise I won't get annoyed. Get ice cubes from the freezer and go hurl them at pavement, watch them smash and break. Do what you can.

maxi 09-21-2016 09:29 PM

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWW.

I just hit 100,000 words on the sequel to my 130k word novel, The Dagger's Wrath. The sequel is called Lord of Night and it's high fantasy and I love <3

Garrett 09-21-2016 09:30 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 590007)
I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWW.

I just hit 100,000 words on the sequel to my 130k word novel, The Dagger's Wrath. The sequel is called Lord of Night and it's high fantasy and I love <3

I'm so proud of you because I know you've been working super hard because literally a week ago your were at like 20,000 words XD

maxi 09-21-2016 09:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Garrett (Post 590008)
I'm so proud of you because I know you've been working super hard because literally a week ago your were at like 20,000 words XD

I don't even know where it's coming from hahahaha it's honestly a miracle bless the writing gods above *praise*

Swallowtail 09-21-2016 10:15 PM

My friend is being a dick and my roommate is kinda being a duck and I have to stay up late tonight and basically it sucks
Also I'm not doing well in Spanish at all


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