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AlgebraAddict 04-16-2012 05:20 PM

I feel kind of guilty. The boy who plays this guy in my play just fell off a balcony over the stage and broke his leg and spewed blood everywhere. He was so annoying I'm kind of glad I won't have to put up with him anymore. But I feel guilty for thinking that.

Sandy 04-21-2012 07:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 275114)
I feel kind of guilty. The boy who plays this guy in my play just fell off a balcony over the stage and broke his leg and spewed blood everywhere. He was so annoying I'm kind of glad I won't have to put up with him anymore. But I feel guilty for thinking that.

I wouldn't worry about it. :^/
Sometimes I feel the same, like if some people I know died (many of them, actually) I would be glad so there's less hassle on everyone else's life. Your train of thought is actually quite logical. I probably wouldn't feel too guilty if I were you... :^I

(8re-reads that*)

Dear god I'm cold... ._.

Sandy 04-21-2012 07:47 PM

Venting
 
Don't read this... just a tangled vat of stuff...



I am so sad right now, very icy inside, almost like someone dumped cold water into my body, and it's not a calm kind of cold, it's a sad, indifferent, turning kind of cold, and I'm so sad and lonely because it seems like no matter how hard I try to be nice to people they just ignore me and push me away, it's only the people I hate who flock to me and I try to ignore them and they keep following me and they're toxic people and they just put me down, she just puts me down, every day I go to school, she follows me like a shadow and she drains my energy, sucks it from the air around me, her voice is so flat and monotone, I can't take it, I can't take it, everything she says, so grey, and then she'll just flat out insult me, tell me I have a box body even though I've lost eighteen pounds in the past month, she's made me feel like the exact opposite of what I want to be since I met her back in September, and I don't even remember how we became friends, all I know is that everything's blended into one grey mesh and I can't tell one memory of a day from the other, and on the note of food, I can't seem to get my appetite right... my dad says my body isn't static yet so I have nothing to worry about but I'm so terrified of the adults I see, of being an overweight teenager, of her puffy face and her sagging hips and sagging stomach flesh, so much flesh, butts protruding from the middle of some womens' SPINES, waddling, they can't move, they can't move, they can't walk and they feel so MISERABLE, I'm so scared I can't let myself ever get like that, a ball on two legs, no shape, I'm terrified, I know I'll never be fat because I'm so TERRIFIED but sometimes because I don't eat very much anymore my appetite will flip out and I'll binge and be horribly bloated for two days and I hate that but whatever, right, I'm still eighteen pounds healthier, I got rid of the voice in my head that calls me fat and useless and lazy but the fear that it caused is still there, I stuffed myself with pancakes this morning, went for a walk, went to basketball then went for a run and all I had (eight hours later) was a soft boiled egg for protein so I could keep the muscle tissue and three hours later I know I'm now having supper because I feel full, but I know that I'm not but I feel full... and so much caffeine... I get so many more dizzy spells but honestly it's worth it, worth it, worth it, it's worth it, but it feels like everywhere I look in my mind I see rotting flesh and dead, moving bodies, like zombies with their gaping mouths and decomposing muscles and rotting, jagged teeth and their black tongues, rolling in their mouths like coal, oh god, it's so cold, it's so cold, I'm so sad but I just can't be empathetic enough to cry, I don't know if I should, and I'm shut out, shut out, shut out of things, lonely, still cold, dizzy, hungry, hungry but full, hungry and now my arms and core muscles are starting to go limp again like they do when I don't eat enough and I need to have enough energy to exercse but I'm terrified of eating...

lvhamsters 04-21-2012 08:02 PM

I dunno >_<
I just feel sad and depressed as usual. Yesterday, I found out I get ara's, weird things with my eyes that's like a migraine when i don't eat, which i don't usually. I'm also feeling a lot of stress with school, friends, family and all that stuff. I feel depressed and . . . trapped in this boring routine every day. Life doesn't have any . . . spring or meaning to it anymore, really. What is the meaning of life? And what is there to live for when it's the same thing everyday. Anyone else feel that way?

nngo 04-21-2012 08:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 277132)
Don't read this... just a tangled vat of stuff...



I am so sad right now, very icy inside, almost like someone dumped cold water into my body, and it's not a calm kind of cold, it's a sad, indifferent, turning kind of cold, and I'm so sad and lonely because it seems like no matter how hard I try to be nice to people they just ignore me and push me away, it's only the people I hate who flock to me and I try to ignore them and they keep following me and they're toxic people and they just put me down, she just puts me down, every day I go to school, she follows me like a shadow and she drains my energy, sucks it from the air around me, her voice is so flat and monotone, I can't take it, I can't take it, everything she says, so grey, and then she'll just flat out insult me, tell me I have a box body even though I've lost eighteen pounds in the past month, she's made me feel like the exact opposite of what I want to be since I met her back in September, and I don't even remember how we became friends, all I know is that everything's blended into one grey mesh and I can't tell one memory of a day from the other, and on the note of food, I can't seem to get my appetite right... my dad says my body isn't static yet so I have nothing to worry about but I'm so terrified of the adults I see, of being an overweight teenager, of her puffy face and her sagging hips and sagging stomach flesh, so much flesh, butts protruding from the middle of some womens' SPINES, waddling, they can't move, they can't move, they can't walk and they feel so MISERABLE, I'm so scared I can't let myself ever get like that, a ball on two legs, no shape, I'm terrified, I know I'll never be fat because I'm so TERRIFIED but sometimes because I don't eat very much anymore my appetite will flip out and I'll binge and be horribly bloated for two days and I hate that but whatever, right, I'm still eighteen pounds healthier, I got rid of the voice in my head that calls me fat and useless and lazy but the fear that it caused is still there, I stuffed myself with pancakes this morning, went for a walk, went to basketball then went for a run and all I had (eight hours later) was a soft boiled egg for protein so I could keep the muscle tissue and three hours later I know I'm now having supper because I feel full, but I know that I'm not but I feel full... and so much caffeine... I get so many more dizzy spells but honestly it's worth it, worth it, worth it, it's worth it, but it feels like everywhere I look in my mind I see rotting flesh and dead, moving bodies, like zombies with their gaping mouths and decomposing muscles and rotting, jagged teeth and their black tongues, rolling in their mouths like coal, oh god, it's so cold, it's so cold, I'm so sad but I just can't be empathetic enough to cry, I don't know if I should, and I'm shut out, shut out, shut out of things, lonely, still cold, dizzy, hungry, hungry but full, hungry and now my arms and core muscles are starting to go limp again like they do when I don't eat enough and I need to have enough energy to exercse but I'm terrified of eating...

Is that.. anorexia?

TheAshWolf 04-21-2012 09:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 277132)
Don't read this... just a tangled vat of stuff...



I am so sad right now, very icy inside, almost like someone dumped cold water into my body, and it's not a calm kind of cold, it's a sad, indifferent, turning kind of cold, and I'm so sad and lonely because it seems like no matter how hard I try to be nice to people they just ignore me and push me away, it's only the people I hate who flock to me and I try to ignore them and they keep following me and they're toxic people and they just put me down, she just puts me down, every day I go to school, she follows me like a shadow and she drains my energy, sucks it from the air around me, her voice is so flat and monotone, I can't take it, I can't take it, everything she says, so grey, and then she'll just flat out insult me, tell me I have a box body even though I've lost eighteen pounds in the past month, she's made me feel like the exact opposite of what I want to be since I met her back in September, and I don't even remember how we became friends, all I know is that everything's blended into one grey mesh and I can't tell one memory of a day from the other, and on the note of food, I can't seem to get my appetite right... my dad says my body isn't static yet so I have nothing to worry about but I'm so terrified of the adults I see, of being an overweight teenager, of her puffy face and her sagging hips and sagging stomach flesh, so much flesh, butts protruding from the middle of some womens' SPINES, waddling, they can't move, they can't move, they can't walk and they feel so MISERABLE, I'm so scared I can't let myself ever get like that, a ball on two legs, no shape, I'm terrified, I know I'll never be fat because I'm so TERRIFIED but sometimes because I don't eat very much anymore my appetite will flip out and I'll binge and be horribly bloated for two days and I hate that but whatever, right, I'm still eighteen pounds healthier, I got rid of the voice in my head that calls me fat and useless and lazy but the fear that it caused is still there, I stuffed myself with pancakes this morning, went for a walk, went to basketball then went for a run and all I had (eight hours later) was a soft boiled egg for protein so I could keep the muscle tissue and three hours later I know I'm now having supper because I feel full, but I know that I'm not but I feel full... and so much caffeine... I get so many more dizzy spells but honestly it's worth it, worth it, worth it, it's worth it, but it feels like everywhere I look in my mind I see rotting flesh and dead, moving bodies, like zombies with their gaping mouths and decomposing muscles and rotting, jagged teeth and their black tongues, rolling in their mouths like coal, oh god, it's so cold, it's so cold, I'm so sad but I just can't be empathetic enough to cry, I don't know if I should, and I'm shut out, shut out, shut out of things, lonely, still cold, dizzy, hungry, hungry but full, hungry and now my arms and core muscles are starting to go limp again like they do when I don't eat enough and I need to have enough energy to exercse but I'm terrified of eating...

o_o ... *stays silent for a long moment* *tries to determine which one of us is going through more crap right now* *decides it doesn't matter*

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ll771bdzkB1qfcvm6.gif
*hugs you for a long moment*

You won't ever turn into that, Cassandra. You do not have anything to worry about in that area. I'm sorry you have this person following you and hurting you...I swear, if I could, I'd go to your school and chain the freak to a tree to keep her away from you. It's not fair for you to have to deal with that. All I can say is the fact that you've put up with it for so long demonstrates how strong you are. Most people would have cracked a while ago.

Sandy...I know it has different sources, but I'm feeling the exact same way right now. Cold and icy and lonely and isolated and numb. I've barely eaten anything this past week, so I can even identify with your hunger pains. I'm sorry I don't have much to say about this...I'm so drained I can barely write this much. But I can say this. You're not really alone, Cass. You may feel like it, but just try to tell yourself you're not. I'm hugging you through the computer right now, and it hurts me that I can't give you a real hug in person. That's how much I care. If I wasn't 14, I'd book a flight to Canada in a heartbeat.

MBelle 04-22-2012 10:18 AM

Sad and Happy and Conflicted
 
I'm sad because I'm back to school tomorrow. No more April Vacation. I feel like it just started. It was nice.... went to NY. Was on a screen in Times Square. Got on the Today Show. Saw a Broadway play..... nice. Please don't ask questions about my trip. No offense but I don't really want to answer questions.

Happy because I will see my friend. Shes nice.

Conflicted because I am happy about the Chat Room I started but sad no one is going to it.

chelseki3 04-22-2012 03:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 277140)
Is that.. anorexia?

Yeah...I think so. Anorexia is a sick:


anorexia/ˌanəˈreksēə/
Noun:

1.A lack or loss of appetite for food (as a medical condition).
2.An emotional disorder characterized by an obsessive desire to lose weight by refusing to eat.

nngo 04-22-2012 04:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by chelseki3 (Post 277410)
Yeah...I think so. Anorexia is a sick:


anorexia/ˌanəˈreksēə/
Noun:

1.A lack or loss of appetite for food (as a medical condition).
2.An emotional disorder characterized by an obsessive desire to lose weight by refusing to eat.

Yes.. I had a character with anorexia once. And I researched a bunch of stuff on it. Not the best thing to have. :(

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 05:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 277132)
Don't read this... just a tangled vat of stuff...



I am so sad right now, very icy inside, almost like someone dumped cold water into my body, and it's not a calm kind of cold, it's a sad, indifferent, turning kind of cold, and I'm so sad and lonely because it seems like no matter how hard I try to be nice to people they just ignore me and push me away, it's only the people I hate who flock to me and I try to ignore them and they keep following me and they're toxic people and they just put me down, she just puts me down, every day I go to school, she follows me like a shadow and she drains my energy, sucks it from the air around me, her voice is so flat and monotone, I can't take it, I can't take it, everything she says, so grey, and then she'll just flat out insult me, tell me I have a box body even though I've lost eighteen pounds in the past month, she's made me feel like the exact opposite of what I want to be since I met her back in September, and I don't even remember how we became friends, all I know is that everything's blended into one grey mesh and I can't tell one memory of a day from the other, and on the note of food, I can't seem to get my appetite right... my dad says my body isn't static yet so I have nothing to worry about but I'm so terrified of the adults I see, of being an overweight teenager, of her puffy face and her sagging hips and sagging stomach flesh, so much flesh, butts protruding from the middle of some womens' SPINES, waddling, they can't move, they can't move, they can't walk and they feel so MISERABLE, I'm so scared I can't let myself ever get like that, a ball on two legs, no shape, I'm terrified, I know I'll never be fat because I'm so TERRIFIED but sometimes because I don't eat very much anymore my appetite will flip out and I'll binge and be horribly bloated for two days and I hate that but whatever, right, I'm still eighteen pounds healthier, I got rid of the voice in my head that calls me fat and useless and lazy but the fear that it caused is still there, I stuffed myself with pancakes this morning, went for a walk, went to basketball then went for a run and all I had (eight hours later) was a soft boiled egg for protein so I could keep the muscle tissue and three hours later I know I'm now having supper because I feel full, but I know that I'm not but I feel full... and so much caffeine... I get so many more dizzy spells but honestly it's worth it, worth it, worth it, it's worth it, but it feels like everywhere I look in my mind I see rotting flesh and dead, moving bodies, like zombies with their gaping mouths and decomposing muscles and rotting, jagged teeth and their black tongues, rolling in their mouths like coal, oh god, it's so cold, it's so cold, I'm so sad but I just can't be empathetic enough to cry, I don't know if I should, and I'm shut out, shut out, shut out of things, lonely, still cold, dizzy, hungry, hungry but full, hungry and now my arms and core muscles are starting to go limp again like they do when I don't eat enough and I need to have enough energy to exercse but I'm terrified of eating...

I don't know you very much, but I want to help. Eighteen pounds in a month is a dangerous amount for someone who doesn't eat as much. Even if you have to force it down, you need to eat.

I don't mean to put you down, but you have food. Some kids are only allowed one small meal a day, and you're rejecting three?

Talk to someone. Someone in your life loves you to death, and they wouldn't want to see you like this.

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 05:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MBelle (Post 277242)
I'm sad because I'm back to school tomorrow. No more April Vacation. I feel like it just started. It was nice.... went to NY. Was on a screen in Times Square. Got on the Today Show. Saw a Broadway play..... nice. Please don't ask questions about my trip. No offense but I don't really want to answer questions.

Happy because I will see my friend. Shes nice.

Conflicted because I am happy about the Chat Room I started but sad no one is going to it.

Michelle, I'm sorry, but you're problems aren't very large. Some people can't work up the strength to eat. Some have to deal with insults shot at them every day. Some don't want to get out of bed.

Please....don't complain like that. I'm sorry, but I couldn't take reading that. I know I sound like a monster, but I've read other posts on this that are much worse.

nngo 04-22-2012 05:55 PM

Starving yourself is not going to make you skinnier the healthy way. And it doesn't matter what your old friend/enemy thinks of you. It doesn't matter what anyone says. It's hard, but please don't care.

"The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me," - My Chemical Romance

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 06:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 277489)
Starving yourself is not going to make you skinnier the healthy way. And it doesn't matter what your old friend/enemy thinks of you. It doesn't matter what anyone says. It's hard, but please don't care.

"The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me," - My Chemical Romance

I agree. Even dieting isn't supposed to be a good way to lose weight. And starving yourself isn't much better. Try eating maybe a few grapes, a banana, something like that, if you really do want to lose weight. But please, you have to eat.

04-22-2012 06:32 PM

Tired, Sad, Jealous, Mad, Happy, Everything?
 
I'm tired of putting on a happy face everyday, and acting like everything is okay.

I'm sad because a good friendship is slowly fading away.

I'm jealous because a friend always has to do something better than me, and puts me down, when I finally get the strength to pull myself off the floor.

I'm mad because I can't defend myself. I beg for friendships I don't even want back, just because I hate people being mad at me and drama.

I'm happy because I've made alot of good friends, though.

I don't really know what's going on with my right now...just needed to let that out, I guess. :/

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 06:35 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 277512)
I'm tired of putting on a happy face everyday, and acting like everything is okay.

I'm sad because a good friendship is slowly fading away.

I'm jealous because a friend always has to do something better than me, and puts me down, when I finally get the strength to pull myself off the floor.

I'm mad because I can't defend myself. I beg for friendships I don't even want back, just because I hate people being mad at me and drama.

I'm happy because I've made alot of good friends, though.

I don't really know what's going on with my right now...just needed to let that out, I guess. :/

:( I'm sorry. What can I do to help?

04-22-2012 06:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 277513)
:( I'm sorry. What can I do to help?

I'm not too sure...I don't even know what I can do. :/

But life goes on. I'm not going to throw myself a pity party, when there's other people on here who have it worse than me. :3

By the way, I actually wrote something today! :O XD

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 06:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 277519)
I'm not too sure...I don't even know what I can do. :/

But life goes on. I'm not going to throw myself a pity party, when there's other people on here who have it worse than me. :3

By the way, I actually wrote something today! :O XD

:eek: You wrote something!?! Yay! :p Is it a chapter? Please post it if it is!!

When I'm feeling terrible, I write two pages of words for happiness. :) I.e. Mom, Dad, sun, bird, love etc. It actually helps.

04-22-2012 07:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 277530)
:eek: You wrote something!?! Yay! :p Is it a chapter? Please post it if it is!!

When I'm feeling terrible, I write two pages of words for happiness. :) I.e. Mom, Dad, sun, bird, love etc. It actually helps.

Yesh. :D And a poem. I posted both of them if you wanna check them out. ^_^ Writing that poem kinda made me feel better, actually. XD

nngo 04-22-2012 07:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 277530)
:eek: You wrote something!?! Yay! :p Is it a chapter? Please post it if it is!!

When I'm feeling terrible, I write two pages of words for happiness. :) I.e. Mom, Dad, sun, bird, love etc. It actually helps.

Whenever I feel terrible (a lot), I write negative things. I write things about my characters having to kill their own sisters and watch their parents die and get tortured. I feel better after it sometimes. And if that doesn't work, I write about whoever made me mad getting killed. It's sort of gross. But then I delete it, go eat some ice cream, and I can go back to feeling normal again.

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 07:13 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 277548)
Whenever I feel terrible (a lot), I write negative things. I write things about my characters having to kill their own sisters and watch their parents die and get tortured. I feel better after it sometimes. And if that doesn't work, I write about whoever made me mad getting killed. It's sort of gross. But then I delete it, go eat some ice cream, and I can go back to feeling normal again.

Yeah, venting is mostly more helpful.

04-22-2012 07:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 277548)
Whenever I feel terrible (a lot), I write negative things. I write things about my characters having to kill their own sisters and watch their parents die and get tortured. I feel better after it sometimes. And if that doesn't work, I write about whoever made me mad getting killed. It's sort of gross. But then I delete it, go eat some ice cream, and I can go back to feeling normal again.

XD I completely understand.

Killing off your enemies and eating ice cream makes everything better. XD

KIDDING! :D

MaryElizabeth 04-22-2012 07:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 277545)
Yesh. :D And a poem. I posted both of them if you wanna check them out. ^_^ Writing that poem kinda made me feel better, actually. XD

I commented on them. :D

04-22-2012 07:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 277560)
I commented on them. :D

Why thank you! :D

MBelle 04-22-2012 08:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 277558)
XD I completely understand.

Killing off your enemies and eating ice cream makes everything better. XD

KIDDING! :D

It is!

Seen Zookeeper?

Love that part in the end where he goes to the guy's house, kicks him in the wall, then gets offered a cookie from the guys mother. :D

nngo 04-22-2012 10:07 PM

I might have to run a mile at school tomorrow. :( Dread just seeps into my bones and this horrible, slimy feeling settles into my stomach just thinking about it. It's what I dread going to school for. It's not just tiring.. It's completely exhausting and panicking. I always plan to walk most of the time, but I hate myself. I hate myself for trying to be better and trying to run faster and not be the last, even though I know I won't be. I'm not the best at running, or the worst. Just in the middle. And prior to running, my legs just feel like jelly, my stomach squims, I get nervous, and I feel weak and useless. Useless and slow and stupid. Ugh. I hate school. I hate running miles. I hate myself.. ugh... I hate tomorrow.

RayneWolf 04-22-2012 11:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 277680)
I might have to run a mile at school tomorrow. :( Dread just seeps into my bones and this horrible, slimy feeling settles into my stomach just thinking about it. It's what I dread going to school for. It's not just tiring.. It's completely exhausting and panicking. I always plan to walk most of the time, but I hate myself. I hate myself for trying to be better and trying to run faster and not be the last, even though I know I won't be. I'm not the best at running, or the worst. Just in the middle. And prior to running, my legs just feel like jelly, my stomach squims, I get nervous, and I feel weak and useless. Useless and slow and stupid. Ugh. I hate school. I hate running miles. I hate myself.. ugh... I hate tomorrow.

Why do you hate yourself for not being able to run the mile? I run it as well, and I admitt, I dread Mondays and Thursdays as well. At the beginnig, I pace myself. I breathe in the nose, hold it for about two or three seconds, and then I breathe out of the mouth. I think of my arms and legs as one piece, and they move in unison. I dont think of how fast I am, or what grade I'll get. I just keep my eyes on the prize: which is finishing the mile. I hope this helped some, cause it helps me!

LaurenM 04-23-2012 06:11 AM

I actually like long distance running...everyone calls me crazy. We'll have the 9-minute endurance run tomorrow, i think, and I'm actually happy, because I'm crazily mad at my classmate who beat me at the one-minute sit-up thingy and I want to beat her. AND I KNOW I'M GOING TO BEAT HER IN LONG DISTANCE RUNNING; EVERY TIME I MANAGE TO RUN A LOT MORE THAN A MILE...
Yes, I know, I'm evil. That's something I hate about myself.

Rockshadow 04-23-2012 10:18 AM

I am a good sprinter. But we don't sprint in P.E, we run 2 laps around a field. -.- I always have to walk halfway!!!!!

LaurenM 04-23-2012 10:55 AM

I don't. Normal-paced long distance is awesome. But I can't sprint. My 100 m was sixteen seconds, for God's sake!

nngo 04-23-2012 11:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by RayneWolf (Post 277720)
Why do you hate yourself for not being able to run the mile? I run it as well, and I admitt, I dread Mondays and Thursdays as well. At the beginnig, I pace myself. I breathe in the nose, hold it for about two or three seconds, and then I breathe out of the mouth. I think of my arms and legs as one piece, and they move in unison. I dont think of how fast I am, or what grade I'll get. I just keep my eyes on the prize: which is finishing the mile. I hope this helped some, cause it helps me!

I think it's because I think too much while I'm running. Way too much. And they're all negative and negative and negative that it's just about impossible to erase.

camikat 04-23-2012 01:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 277896)
I am a good sprinter. But we don't sprint in P.E, we run 2 laps around a field. -.- I always have to walk halfway!!!!!

Same here. D: I can run pretty fast (100m was 6 seconds) but I get tired in about 10 seconds. -___-

chelseki3 04-23-2012 04:05 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by camikat (Post 277923)
Same here. D: I can run pretty fast (100m was 6 seconds) but I get tired in about 10 seconds. -___-

Seriously...? 6 seconds?? :eek:

soph-soph27 04-23-2012 05:50 PM

WHOA. *is blown up by the intensity.*

camikat 04-23-2012 06:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by chelseki3 (Post 277966)
Seriously...? 6 seconds?? :eek:

Yeah...:o I wasn't the fastest in my class, though. One girl could do it in 4 seconds. :eek:

LaurenM 04-24-2012 03:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by camikat (Post 277923)
Same here. D: I can run pretty fast (100m was 6 seconds) but I get tired in about 10 seconds. -___-

100 m six seconds?! Do you mean 60 metres, because if you run 100 m in six seconds, you'd be breaking the world record.

Sandy 04-24-2012 07:09 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 277162)
o_o ... *stays silent for a long moment* *tries to determine which one of us is going through more crap right now* *decides it doesn't matter*

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ll771bdzkB1qfcvm6.gif
*hugs you for a long moment*

You won't ever turn into that, Cassandra. You do not have anything to worry about in that area. I'm sorry you have this person following you and hurting you...I swear, if I could, I'd go to your school and chain the freak to a tree to keep her away from you. It's not fair for you to have to deal with that. All I can say is the fact that you've put up with it for so long demonstrates how strong you are. Most people would have cracked a while ago.

Sandy...I know it has different sources, but I'm feeling the exact same way right now. Cold and icy and lonely and isolated and numb. I've barely eaten anything this past week, so I can even identify with your hunger pains. I'm sorry I don't have much to say about this...I'm so drained I can barely write this much. But I can say this. You're not really alone, Cass. You may feel like it, but just try to tell yourself you're not. I'm hugging you through the computer right now, and it hurts me that I can't give you a real hug in person. That's how much I care. If I wasn't 14, I'd book a flight to Canada in a heartbeat.


Yeah... I guess, in short, I haven't really been feeling like I have any value, I don't feel "worth it" but whatever. :^/ Trying not to think of days past...
Thanks...
(*sorry I can't write more, I'm pretty tired too -__-*)

camikat 04-24-2012 10:29 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 278231)
100 m six seconds?! Do you mean 60 metres, because if you run 100 m in six seconds, you'd be breaking the world record.

No, 100m...>_> I think it was closish to 7, I dunno...>_< We did it in the beginning of the school year, so it's kind of fuzzy in my mind...though there were some people who were a LOT faster than me.

shadowtide 04-24-2012 02:09 PM

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 278252)
No, 100m...>_> I think it was closish to 7, I dunno...>_< We did it in the beginning of the school year, so it's kind of fuzzy in my mind...though there were some people who were a LOT faster than me.

The world record is 9.58 s (for an adult man) so that's really impossible... You're probably mistaken about the time.

TheAshWolf 04-24-2012 03:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 278243)
Yeah... I guess, in short, I haven't really been feeling like I have any value, I don't feel "worth it" but whatever. :^/ Trying not to think of days past...
Thanks...
(*sorry I can't write more, I'm pretty tired too -__-*)

You ARE worth it, Cass. <:^J You are. Don't ever forget that.

camikat 04-24-2012 03:04 PM

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Originally Posted by shadowtide (Post 278269)
The world record is 9.58 s (for an adult man) so that's really impossible... You're probably mistaken about the time.

Yeah, most likely. :o


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