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TheAshWolf 12-30-2012 01:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 393348)
.... (*wants to start howling "OMG ASH NOOO DON'T REPLY IF IT BOTHERS YOU!! ASDKLASJDKL!! ;___;" but carefully selects words that will calm you down*)

If it's in any way affected by my email, I just want you to know that I'm okay... if you're worrying about me or something. o_O I'm okay up here in my room, and I've got a very good handle on my feels.
Take care of yourself, okay? <:^j

Ahahaahaa, that first line made me laugh a little...thanks.

Thanks, Cass, believe it or not, that makes me feel a bit better... *le upside to being hyper sensitive to other's emotions* <:^J I'll try. >_> No promises, though.

TheAshWolf 12-30-2012 01:35 AM

Tears...no, no, go away, I don't want you..... >w<

Sandy 12-30-2012 01:41 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 393369)
Tears...no, no, go away, I don't want you..... >w<

<:^c

...
Oh god, Ash... I was thinking of ways to respond, and for a split second, my mind randomly threw this at me:
"*hugs* It'll be okay"

And then all of the sudden, I thought back to you calling me Gollum on the VM thread and then the entire thing got warped into this weird mental image of Gollum hugging you, rocking back and forth and hissing "Shhh, it will be okay, my precciousssss..."

.... o_o
KILL MY MIND WITH FIRE
(*smites it with keyboard and fire*)

I'm sorry... I have no idea whether that was funny or just really weird... I'll leave now...

TheAshWolf 12-30-2012 01:48 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 393371)
<:^c

...
Oh god, Ash... I was thinking of ways to respond, and for a split second, my mind randomly threw this at me:
"*hugs* It'll be okay"

And then all of the sudden, I thought back to you calling me Gollum on the VM thread and then the entire thing got warped into this weird mental image of Gollum hugging you, rocking back and forth and hissing "Shhh, it will be okay, my precciousssss..."

.... o_o
KILL MY MIND WITH FIRE
(*smites it with keyboard and fire*)

I'm sorry... I have no idea whether that was funny or just really weird... I'll leave now...

Play by play of what happened when I read this post:


;w; *le crying and drinking peppermint tea* *thinks* . . . Sandy replied. Joy. *sniffles*

*reads* *smiles a little at the "It'll be okay" part* *takes a sip RIGHT WHEN I get to your mental image of Sandy-Gollum hugging me* O__O *nearly suffocates on my tea* x___x dkfbkjsbfkjbak!!! *coughs and laughs out loud for a solid minute* X'D X'D X'D X'DD AHAHAHAHAAAAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAAAA...WHAT THE...WHAT THE FRAP...WHAT....AHAHAHAAAAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Woooo, man. Oh my gosh, Cass. X'D *takes off glasses and wipes at eyes* Okay...oddly enough, that helped me a lot. o__o I feel...better. Not totally okay again, but, no longer wondering where I put my pocket knife and crying. >_> SO that's a plus, right? <:^D x_x

My gosh...that was so strange how quickly that helped. You know, that's one of the reasons why I luff you so much, Cass, you know that? >w< You never fail to make me laugh when I really need to...

Sandy 12-30-2012 01:48 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 393359)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDloBdYSM0k

._.

Goes to look for songs to calm me down; finds some and feels a lot better, then accidentally clicks on THAT SONG, and suddenly makes mood change from mostly scared and twitchy to pretty much exactly every lyric in the song...the heck is up with me tonight? DX

And the worst part is I can't tell anyone what it is that's bothering me...not my friends, not my mentor-type people, not anyone on KP, NO ONE. I can't even rant to the person who caused all this junk because they wouldn't own up to a single thing they did to me or feel guilty about it, they'd just pass the buck to someone else OH MY GOSH I HATE YOU SO BLEEPING MUCH SHUT UP GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU RUINED IT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR RUINING MY YEAR.

That was "my song" for the longest time... =___= Now it's just Numb and From the Inside by Linkin Park, which I am totally fine with. -_- Happens to me a lot too.

:< (*not sure how to respond to your white writing*) I'm sorry that you're trapped like this. I hate it when you have to keep things locked up inside. <:^C I wish you the best of luck until January 9th.

TheAshWolf 12-30-2012 01:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 393373)
That was "my song" for the longest time... =___= Now it's just Numb and From the Inside by Linkin Park, which I am totally fine with. -_- Happens to me a lot too.

:< (*not sure how to respond to your white writing*) I'm sorry that you're trapped like this. I hate it when you have to keep things locked up inside. <:^C I wish you the best of luck until January 9th.

That's okay, I didn't really want anyone to reply to it, I just wanted to get that out. <:^D

"But I'm still caged inside." ...Yup. ._. That I am. DERP. *puts song on replay in hopes I can, like, cure myself of its strong effect by desensitizing myself to it*

Thank you, Sandy. It really helps to know somebody cares. I'm sorry you have to put up with me when you're having a hard time with stuff, too. x_x

Lily09 12-30-2012 01:54 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 393374)
That's okay, I didn't really want anyone to reply to it, I just wanted to get that out. <:^D

"But I'm still caged inside." ...Yup. ._. That I am. DERP. *puts song on replay in hopes I can, like, cure myself of its strong effect by desensitizing myself to it*

Thank you, Sandy. It really helps to know somebody cares. I'm sorry you have to put up with me when you're having a hard time with stuff, too. x_x

/popsin
that's been my song since february of 2012
ahaha no i still get the feels everytime i listen to it
i don't know whats happening but a lot of hugs for you, ash.

Bex 12-30-2012 01:56 AM

Urgh. I'm so sick of it mum. Really? You call me selfish because I won't share something as silly as a chocolate bar (and I didn't share it because I had the shakes, and when that happens I need sugar or I hyperventilate-.-) and THEN you go and have a cigarette in front of me, and don't even give a fuck if you are potentially giving me cancer. It's not fucking fair. You say its none of my business. It is my business actually. WHen my own mother sends wafts of poisonous life-threatening gases around the place I live, it is my business. I hope I die. I WANT to get cancer. Maybe if I die because of you, you'll actually feel responsible for it. Maybe, just maybe you'll realize what a bad mother and a selfish hypocrite you are and stop smoking. But then again, who am I kidding? You'll make an excuse, squirm your way out of the blame, and sit outside so you can have another fucking cigarette. I used to want you to stop because I cared about you. But not anymore. If you are low enough to put your own family at risk, then why should I care about you? No. Its not about you anymore, its about me, its about my sister, and its about dad. Sure, he smokes too, but he wouldn't if it weren't for you. Every afternoon and every morning you go off "Honey, want a smoke?" in your raspy, disgusting, smoke destroyed voice. And he says yes. Because if he doesn't, he never gets a chance to talk to you. And the odd time when he says no, you like as if he's being an asshole or something? What is wrong with you?
No mum, I don't hate YOU. I hate the smoking. But now, you've become the smoking. You don't have a personality anymore. You don't have a soul. You have smoke.
And I hate the smoke.
I HATE IT!

TheAshWolf 12-30-2012 01:59 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 393375)
/popsin
that's been my song since february of 2012
ahaha no i still get the feels everytime i listen to it
i don't know whats happening but a lot of hugs for you, ash.

I'm sorry, Lily. >w<

Thank you, though. That means a lot. <:^J

Lily09 12-30-2012 02:01 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 393378)
I'm sorry, Lily. >w<

Thank you, though. That means a lot. <:^J

I don't talk to you a lot, but you seem like an awesome person and you don't deserve the sadness/pain/guilt/anynegativity.
And i must finish my work before my mom tells me to do my work again so, good luck

/popsout


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