Originally Posted by HannahChen2009 (Post 518136)

I hate my life, if anyone cares.
So first my grandma (on my mother's side) thinks it's perfectly fine to ASSUME I get good grades. Like, best in our class good. Well, I do. I get okay grades, not best in our class grades. But this isn't why I'm mad- I'm mad because of her reason she thinks I do well school-wise. Because my mom and dad are like, REALLY smart. They went to the area's best collage.
And she was like. 'Well you must do good in school, Jill. First? Or second? I mean, you must get really good grades cause your parents both went to *insert famous school name here*.' And I was like, *shrug**smile*
What I really wanted to do was:
'ARE YOU FRIGGIN CRAZY WHY DO YOU ALWAYS JUDGE ME WITH MY PARENT'S STANDARDS? WHY THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO LIVE UP TO SOMETHING I CAN'T?'
And then my dad wants to borrow my phone so he could see if it was the same as my cousin's. I was *le annoyed* because I was in the middle of a really long email, and I didn't want to pause. And I thought, he just wants to look at what kind it was, so I just hand it to him, eager to get it back. First thing he does? Click the home button.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I DIDN'T SAVE THAT
And then he BLAMES ME. HE BLAMES ME. (At least it auto saved or else the war was ON)
Why the HELL would he need to close my email browser in order to compare the two phones? It would have been better if he apologized or asked before he closed it! Why the fuck would he need to close the firking email?!!!!!
And if THAT isn't enough, my uncle takes over the phone and starts randomly clicking through it, beginning a comparison to this with Sony and Apple and shifting through my settings and I was like, FUCK YOU ASDFGHJKL;JSFJEKXHADLFUHEN. Okay face it. I'm really mad. I didn't ASK for you to mess with my phone without my permission.
I hate them. I fucking hate them okay end of story
Okay so I cried. Big deal. I don't think anyone noticed. Or saw. Or cared. Amongst my millions of siblings, I'm just an extra, right? Oh Jill is the oldest she's lost her cuddly fun and we have new kids to cuddle now do let's completely forget about her and bully her and it's PERFECTLY OKAY, RIGHT?
I'm just gonna go curl up in a corner and cry excuse me.

Originally Posted by Lena (Post 518152)

dude that sounds really frustrating i'm so sorry (*gives hugs and cookies*)

Originally Posted by blossom (Post 518186)

This feels so weird, like it's morning or something. I just took like a five hour nap and now I'm up on the computer while my family watches a football game I couldn't care less about.

Originally Posted by Lena (Post 518218)

i just kind of want a hug from someone who actually cares about me okay

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 518214)

*hugs meerkat* hey so what if you're fat you're still hella cool
*hands u chocolate and happies*

Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 518225)

*hugs*
*accepts chocolate and happies*
Thanks(:
I just wish people didn't judge by outward appearances so much. And I'm really getting tired of being force-fed >.< I think I'd be happiest if I just went a day without eating.