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maxi 12-16-2012 04:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 378342)
Why must I go to a school where 95% of the people there are disgusting, horrible, idiots. And by 95% I MEAN 95%. Even most of the older kids are complete morons. -_- ffs. Why?

This is how I feel everyday and it sucks how people can be such annoying creatures--and to know that they are even human, surprises me. >_> There are some people who are younger than me that are really irritating and can get lost and then there is some who are just idiots. ._. I hate how Grade 5s can act "mature".

Owen-L 12-16-2012 04:18 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 378352)
This is how I feel everyday and it sucks how people can be such annoying creatures--and to know that they are even human, surprises me. >_> There are some people who are younger than me that are really irritating and can get lost and then there is some who are just idiots. ._. I hate how Grade 5s can act "mature".

I'm glad someone shares my "pain". ._. There are a few decent people in my year, but most of them - idiots, worthless... I wish I'd never seen their faces. -_- Just knowing them makes my life feel so changed.

Is it bad that I try to act mature in school?
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maxi 12-16-2012 04:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 378362)
I'm glad someone shares my "pain". ._. There are a few decent people in my year, but most of them - idiots, worthless... I wish I'd never seen their faces. -_- Just knowing them makes my life feel so changed.

Is it bad that I try to act mature in school?
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Well, it depends how you are mature. My kids at school act "mature" by punching people and looking cool but they're really not. =___= How is your maturity playing?

Owen-L 12-16-2012 04:24 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 378370)
Well, it depends how you are mature. My kids at school act "mature" by punching people and looking cool but they're really not. =___= How is your maturity playing?

By mature, I mean being quiet in class, respecting the teacher and stuff. XP Uh, pretty good.

maxi 12-16-2012 04:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 378373)
By mature, I mean being quiet in class, respecting the teacher and stuff. XP Uh, pretty good.

Oh, that maturity is exquistive and fine. :P Being mature that way is what teachers except you to do or else DETENTION starts. >_> I'm going into high school next year but most of the kids in my school (primary school) think I should already be in Year 10 the way I am acting as mature. I don't muck around too much but only a little bit though I do never get in trouble. Sometimes the teachers loves to play along to--he's like 25--and he is one of those cool teachers that you do't need to worry about until...this one moment where one kid dacked another kid and that resulted in something really bad. x//_//x SORRY FOR LONG RAMBLE.

Owen-L 12-16-2012 04:40 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 378378)
Oh, that maturity is exquistive and fine. :P Being mature that way is what teachers except you to do or else DETENTION starts. >_> I'm going into high school next year but most of the kids in my school (primary school) think I should already be in Year 10 the way I am acting as mature. I don't muck around too much but only a little bit though I do never get in trouble. Sometimes the teachers loves to play along to--he's like 25--and he is one of those cool teachers that you do't need to worry about until...this one moment where one kid dacked another kid and that resulted in something really bad. x//_//x SORRY FOR LONG RAMBLE.

Or you could get a detention for not doing homework... which is one of the two reasons why I get detentions. The other reason is being late for school, which kind of isn't fair for me since I live ages away from the school. -.- And no matter what you get the detention for, the line you have to write is always the same. x_x You're still in primary school at age 12? o-o Things work a lot differently in Australia. I have some of them teachers too, but they don't go to the extent where they don't teach the lesson at all. XD Nah, it's okay.

I have a question for you about Death Days. How would you feel if I switched from Vincent's perspective of the story, to another persons perspective? Would that be confusing or anything? >.<

HeatherB 12-16-2012 05:10 PM

So I think I just wrote a whole rant last night about how no one, including myself, could ever love me.

....
I'm pretty sure it's true.

What is it like to look in a mirror and actually know that person reflecting in the glass? What is it like to stop in a moment and think, I am happy? What is it like to know yourself, know where you want to be and what you want to do, know how you feel and look, know how you breathe and live?
I don't know myself.
I think I used to.
But I don't anymore
And I kind of miss knowing me.
I actually wasn't that bad of a person, come to think of it.

...now...
I don't know.
I don't know who I am because I'm just nothing. To myself, anyways. I don't know how I feel about anything. My emotions are a big tangled knot and when a thread finally breaks loose from it, it lashes out at the wrong time, at the wrong people, and it causes hurt, to those people, but also to me. And those people will never know that. I regret almost every word I've said to them.
But I still can't stop my tears.

...on another note.
Is it weird to plan your own funeral?

LaurenM 12-16-2012 05:36 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 378433)
So I think I just wrote a whole rant last night about how no one, including myself, could ever love me.

....
I'm pretty sure it's true.

What is it like to look in a mirror and actually know that person reflecting in the glass? What is it like to stop in a moment and think, I am happy? What is it like to know yourself, know where you want to be and what you want to do, know how you feel and look, know how you breathe and live?
I don't know myself.
I think I used to.
But I don't anymore
And I kind of miss knowing me.
I actually wasn't that bad of a person, come to think of it.

...now...
I don't know.
I don't know who I am because I'm just nothing. To myself, anyways. I don't know how I feel about anything. My emotions are a big tangled knot and when a thread finally breaks loose from it, it lashes out at the wrong time, at the wrong people, and it causes hurt, to those people, but also to me. And those people will never know that. I regret almost every word I've said to them.
But I still can't stop my tears.

...on another note.
Is it weird to plan your own funeral?

Bold 1: I don't know, but I think I never did. It always took me a while to register that I existed.
Bold 2: Hang on to that and work from there. Don't think too badly of that Yourself.
Bold 3: I don't think so. I often do that.

Emaafre 12-16-2012 05:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 378433)
So I think I just wrote a whole rant last night about how no one, including myself, could ever love me.

....
I'm pretty sure it's true.

What is it like to look in a mirror and actually know that person reflecting in the glass? What is it like to stop in a moment and think, I am happy? What is it like to know yourself, know where you want to be and what you want to do, know how you feel and look, know how you breathe and live?
I don't know myself.
I think I used to.
But I don't anymore
And I kind of miss knowing me.
I actually wasn't that bad of a person, come to think of it.

...now...
I don't know.
I don't know who I am because I'm just nothing. To myself, anyways. I don't know how I feel about anything. My emotions are a big tangled knot and when a thread finally breaks loose from it, it lashes out at the wrong time, at the wrong people, and it causes hurt, to those people, but also to me. And those people will never know that. I regret almost every word I've said to them.
But I still can't stop my tears.

...on another note.
Is it weird to plan your own funeral?

No... no no no NO. I know you're hurting right now. I know how it feels. But if you're going as far as planning your own funeral... you need to get help. Even though I don't know you, I really care about you. STAY STRONG <3

cheezemziez 12-16-2012 05:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 378433)
So I think I just wrote a whole rant last night about how no one, including myself, could ever love me.

....
I'm pretty sure it's true.

What is it like to look in a mirror and actually know that person reflecting in the glass? What is it like to stop in a moment and think, I am happy? What is it like to know yourself, know where you want to be and what you want to do, know how you feel and look, know how you breathe and live?
I don't know myself.
I think I used to.
But I don't anymore
And I kind of miss knowing me.
I actually wasn't that bad of a person, come to think of it.

...now...
I don't know.
I don't know who I am because I'm just nothing. To myself, anyways. I don't know how I feel about anything. My emotions are a big tangled knot and when a thread finally breaks loose from it, it lashes out at the wrong time, at the wrong people, and it causes hurt, to those people, but also to me. And those people will never know that. I regret almost every word I've said to them.
But I still can't stop my tears.

...on another note.
Is it weird to plan your own funeral?

Well the mirror thing, I think, shows that you're not egocentric. And you know how people say that they know their friend better than they know themselves? Talk to your friends in real life, and on KP.
I realize that that's kind of off topic.
But I think it's a part of growing up. Losing sight of who you are a little.

Not really. I do it, sometimes. It doesn't necessarily mean that you subconsciously want to die.


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