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LaurenM 07-13-2013 05:37 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 480281)
Well, at times, I muck things up--FEAR NOT, that happens to many people around here on earth and it's just something that I am capable of and I can get used to. BUT I did figure out that sometimes I am crazy meaning I do really stupid things but I learn from them because I care about myself. Today I realised that some of the crazy/insane/weird things I do, I do them because I care about myself and also I know that I can do very weird things if I want to--I also do this because I know that I am crazy and I can be fun with myself sometimes. I need to look at this endless world, endless life, endless earth and know that it's going to be alright if I try different things. Some people say that the things I do are fake, weird, stupid, crazy, insane, terrible, horrifying and even...not worth doing--WELL. I figured out that I can do this. I can do this, do this, I can do whatever it takes to do anything. Being me means that I get to do weird things and everything is fine. I just need to remember that since I am me, I get to do whatever I want. See something in front of me, something dark, something mysterious and even something new or old and I run for it, knowing that I can do whatever I want with myself, with my life. I look at things differently and quite amazingly than other people would think of me. They think I can't do weird stuff because I am not capable of it? No, I can do whatever and I think I can do whatever I like and I think that I can think whatever I want to think and I can take the actions of whatever and I can say the things I want to say (some people think that I can't rant about certain things or even rant at all but I know that I can rant because (or venting) it's good for the human heart and pssstttt psssttt it's not someone on here) and I can do whatever it takes to be me because I know that being me is who I am supposed to be. I can rant, I can vent, I can let my feelings out and let them out whenever I feel like it because I am human and it doesn't mean I can't do it and SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO SCREAM BECAUSE OF ALL OF THIS. Sometimes I just want to punch something--oh, crap, though, that would be violent. Oh how sad for you and I think that it's fine actually because I think it's fine for me to do whatever I want. I think it's fine for me to do the things that I want to do. Can't humans vent and rant to let out their feelings, kiddo? It's always something to you, isn't it? It's always something that you can't have a go at because you think that you aren't very good at doing so--well, hon, we're not all perfect and I know that I can vent whenever I want to and I think this is the chance for me to vent because I CAN. So I am letting it out. I am letting out my feelings and letting out that I think that the things that look like I can't do would be splendid to try to achieve--I can at least try these things. They're fine to try to do because I know that it's a different thing and you think that just because you're not some emotional freak, you can't cry and you can't fear things and that you can't try crazy things like jumping on a bed or a table or doing whatever the hell you want to do. Well, I can do those things because I want to and maybe it's just a chance for me to do these things, to do the things I want to try out and now I am getting sick (no seriously I have a flu thingy I don't even know) and I'm trying to get rid of it but I know that sometimes I can try things when I am unwell--everything can be achieved at different times. What can I say, though, people? Oblivious memories come whenever they want to and I guess I want to try something different in this world. This earth is full of deadly and dark things and video games and objects that entertain you or amuse you but it doesn't mean that you can keep on telling me that I can't be part of the dangerous, deadly and dark things because it's my chance to tell people what I can be and sometimes you are my friend and sometimes you are not. I just want to tell people that I can do whATEVER. I can do anything that lets me take on the world's adventures in many ways. I can yell, I can shout, I can scream, I can fear many things but there are also those things that don't let me run around and you are one of them so shut up and let me be something. Shut up and let me look around this world because I want to take on the journeys. Sometimes I can't take on the things that i want to love and look at and spin around in flowers at and see rainbows but that doesn't mean I can't be human. I don't want to have broken wings--I want to fly and I want to not be depressed or emotional or lonely. (well sorry I can be emotional I have feelings). Can't I be some human that wants to explore the world? Can't I be someone that can vent? Can't I be some human who wants to write 3000 words of emotional venting and it's fine for me to write down? Thank you for listening. I hope you learned how to be human.

That's so me. I can forget to go to my piano lesson three consecutive times, I can procrastinate so much in a day. Tears just appear when I'm feeling angry and I look like an idiot. I can get a C in one of my favourite lessons because I lost all my homework. I fail in so many ways, but I love how I, like you, can look at things from different perspectives. I'm proud of my beliefs, my writing, how I have good academic results generally, how I have a good memory when it comes to facts, even my music taste.

maxi 07-13-2013 05:44 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 480290)
That's so me. I can forget to go to my piano lesson three consecutive times, I can procrastinate so much in a day. Tears just appear when I'm feeling angry and I look like an idiot. I can get a C in one of my favourite lessons because I lost all my homework. I fail in so many ways, but I love how I, like you, can look at things from different perspectives. I'm proud of my beliefs, my writing, how I have good academic results generally, how I have a good memory when it comes to facts, even my music taste.

I got an D once in Math because of presentation--I guess that's not too good but I know that it's okay for the first term of year 7 but I'm going to try and try to get better. I'm pretty good at too things but then sometimes I look like an idiot because I'm not too good a person. I look at things in a really weird way and then I don't know what to say and then sometimes I have fun but then I don't know what to do when people ask, "Why are you having fun when you are supposed to be doing homework?" But I don't want to do homework. Yet I have to do it yet I hate it. Why do I need to do these strange things when I want to have fun? And for that D in Math I don't really care that I got it because I tried and I think I just have to try even harder in two days.

LaurenM 07-13-2013 06:46 AM

Someone's posing as my friend on Facebook by making an entirely new account with the same profile picture and said she made a new account and her cousin is using her old one 'cos she likes pranking. Old account told me that was a poser and the poser's told me that she sort of hates me in my friend's name.
I'm trying to be Sherlock and work out who that is but there obviously isn't enough evidence. But that poser is brilliant in imitating my friend. I think she's trying to set us to against each other.

LaurenM 07-13-2013 06:47 AM

i'm so fucking angry about ^
But none of my best friends are online.

L.S.Trendom 07-13-2013 08:15 AM

i feel like i should add something nice to this threaaaad
right now i'm pretty much actually really happy and wow i love my best friend she is amazing
http://i.imgur.com/Hv3Nu.gif

maxi 07-13-2013 08:20 AM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 480300)
i feel like i should add something nice to this threaaaad
right now i'm pretty much actually really happy and wow i love my best friend she is amazing
http://i.imgur.com/Hv3Nu.gif

I love that you're happy. *hugs*

LaurenM 07-13-2013 10:07 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 480298)
Someone's posing as my friend on Facebook by making an entirely new account with the same profile picture and said she made a new account and her cousin is using her old one 'cos she likes pranking. Old account told me that was a poser and the poser's told me that she sort of hates me in my friend's name.
I'm trying to be Sherlock and work out who that is but there obviously isn't enough evidence. But that poser is brilliant in imitating my friend. I think she's trying to set us to against each other.

The poser knows the real friend's American friend...but why would she target me if she's from America? My real friend used to live in San Francisco.

Owen-L 07-13-2013 10:27 AM

no, fuck off, dad. i don't want to socialize with people.

Catty 07-13-2013 11:47 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 480315)
The poser knows the real friend's American friend...but why would she target me if she's from America? My real friend used to live in San Francisco.

Report the new account for impersonating them. Then select their name as the person being impersonated. They'll be checked.

LaurenM 07-13-2013 01:54 PM

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Originally Posted by Catty (Post 480326)
Report the new account for impersonating them. Then select their name as the person being impersonated. They'll be checked.

My friend reported her. Nothing happened.


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