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avbhabra 02-11-2014 11:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 519616)
w h Y IS eV ERY THING SO TRIGGERIN G NOW



like my own blood doesnt bother me in the least but
this guy in latin cut his hand open
and i was panicking like ?S?Gdhg/sdHDSGLk///?/////???????????
and then i was reading a book that described cutting
and it was not good
w HY IS EVERYTHING EXTRA TRIGGERING TO ME RIGHT NOW
I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE

on the upside i kind of genuinely loathe myself today and that actually makes me feel much better

You can't loathe yourself. You're flipping amazing. So by default, you're too awesome to be loathed.

That's the theory in my world so no one can argue. :D

Sandy 02-11-2014 11:30 PM

more dumb vents im sry
 
i've decided that i'm not going to be the first one to let go of my friendships anymore
i have to stop pushing people away
i need to stop isolating myself
i need to stop i need to stop
i know i'm worth something to people
i know that i'm worth something
i need to stop letting people go

lvhamsters 02-11-2014 11:59 PM

*is such a third wheel in everything that its not even funny* literally. My music is my best friend right now. It's the only friend I need.

TheAshWolf 02-12-2014 12:22 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 519624)
i've decided that i'm not going to be the first one to let go of my friendships anymore
i have to stop pushing people away
i need to stop isolating myself
i need to stop i need to stop
i know i'm worth something to people
i know that i'm worth something
i need to stop letting people go

YOUR VENTS ARE NEVER DUMB BBY DON'T BE SORRY (*aggressively hugs*)

<:^) You're right, you ARE worth something to people. You're worth a lot to a lot of people. (*gives coffee and chocolate*) I'm very glad you've realized this. I'm sorry you're having trouble, though...it's hard not to isolate yourself, especially when you're struggling. People mean well and they care, but, it's hard not to push them away sometimes. I really do hope you learn how to not do that. (*hugs again*) Please don't be too hard on yourself, okay?

BearWithAStrawberry 02-12-2014 12:28 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 519626)
*is such a third wheel in everything that its not even funny* literally. My music is my best friend right now. It's the only friend I need.

im like the 15th wheel in my group.

SilverMoon 02-12-2014 12:41 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 519628)
im like the 15th wheel in my group.

That could sum up my entire life up to this point.

pluzzle 02-12-2014 01:02 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 519628)
im like the 15th wheel in my group.

im just kind of there, lmao not a wheel a bug on windscreen lmao

how r u tho

rebecca 02-12-2014 09:53 AM

I stayed off school today.
I couldn't face going in.
And I finally found my excuse to stay home.

I had a meltdown last night, for no reason. Everything, since about December-ish had been leading up to this. I've felt sadder, seen things as more pointless, shut myself off and I haven't written a decent piece in months.

I talked to my parents and they agreed I should stay off for today, and just today. I was in tears though. I've been more anxious, more afraid, less like myself. And I've struggled to get to that stage - my sarcastic, obnoxious awesome stage. I've acted so well I fooled myself. I've distracted myself with TV, I've stopped reading because I can't focus.

I worry, though, that this is a slippery slope, and one day off school because of anxiety will surely lead to more. It's funny. No matter how desperate and upset I get, no matter how much I panic, there is one little voice, a little part of my talking slowly, ironically, analysing things rationally. It asks 'are you doing this just to stay off school?'. 'If I were doing all this just to stay off school, and I don't think I am, there is something wrong with me and I do indeed need a break'.

Has anyone got any input for how I should handle the deep, pointless sadness that is swallowing me up for no reason whatsoever?

BearWithAStrawberry 02-12-2014 06:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 519641)
im just kind of there, lmao not a wheel a bug on windscreen lmao

how r u tho

same

im ok wbu

Lena 02-12-2014 08:46 PM

*makes plans with someone*
*gets really happy and excited to hang out with them*
*that someone has to cancel*

oh
okay


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