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AlgebraAddict 09-23-2015 06:14 PM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 575761)
"YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!! LOVE YOURSELF!!"
well maybe if you get asked how it feels to be a terrorist or something like that on a daily basis, and maybe if your grades were unacceptable for "someone like you," you'd hate yourself too. :)

your race does not define you.

Puckbrina159 09-23-2015 07:17 PM

This post is going to be in two parts. A negative part and a positive part. Imma start with negative.

I have this "friend." We've been friends for about two years now, and I can't stand her anymore. She is incredibly irritating, mean spirited, slightly evil, and just an awful person in general. I can't believe that I used to call her my best friend. just to give you some ideas I'm going to tell you some of the shit that she pulls.
Something that always bothered me from day one with her was that she repeatedly used the phrase "shoot me." Not ONLY is this just an AWFUL thing to say, but she'd say it at times when it really wasn't necessary. For example, she loves to sing, but in every single chorus rehearsal, she used to say that at some point. So one day, I got fed up and called her out on it.
She said, "okay...I don't get how it's rude though, it's just a figure of speech. Never mind."
And then I replied, "Just never mind. I shouldn't have even brought it up. Whatever."
And that's when she got all nice and told me that she understood now. She pulls that shit with me all the time. She doesn't want me to be mad at her so she acts all friendly and thinks it makes up for everything. So nowadays, whenever I may get quiet for literally just a few minutes or something she feels the need to over compensate to try to make me talk by asking me random questions and shit like that.
Something else is that she's so fuckin self involved that she just doesn't think about anybody else's feelings until it affects her. She calls our dyslexic friend stupid. Yeah. She's that person. The other day at lunch, she whispered something in to our other friend's ear (actually the one I have a crush on ironically BUT I PROMISE THAT SHE'S NOT A TERRIBLE PERSON OKAY THIS BITCH JUST BRINGS OUT THE WORST OUT IN PEOPLE). After a few minutes, the two of them were constantly whispering to each other and looking at the girl next to me, but I thought that they were looking at me. I went through the whole rest of my day really emotional and upset because I thought that they were talking shit about me and that breaks my heart. I came to find out today that they were playing a prank on the girl next to me and making her think that they were talking about her. She just doesn't think about how her bitchy actions will affect other people. I was half in tears because of a little "joke" that she decided to pull that wasn't even on me. She's so self involved that she talks for 45 fuckin minutes about herself even though I make it very clear that I DONT GIVE A SINGLE SHIT. Pretty much every chorus rehearsal, she talks at me for the whole period about herself and I don't even acknowledge her most of the time. She just really thinks that she's the only person in the world that matters and it ANNOYS THE EVER LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME AND SHE JUST MAKES ME WANT TOOPAOPCAIJCIOMSUHMFUSDHFIUSDHMFSDFISUDHFIUSHMUIDF HMSDFUIMVFHUISDHFPHPHFP. Even though I still consider her a friend, I would absolutely be lying if I said that I would be sad if she left. She makes me want to do violent things that child.

Back to happy. My mom is going back to full time work for the first time in 18 years. She has a part time job that has sucky pay and she hates now. It's really hard to see her so upset and angry every day. She's been searching for a full time job for quite a while now, and when she found the ad for this one she literally said, "this sounds like my perfect job in every single way."
She went for it and she got it. I'm so happy for her. She's giving her notice tomorrow and starts in October. Even though I'm nervous and it's going to be weird to not have my mother around all the time, I'm actually kind of excited to get some more independence and be less helpless without her. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my mother cry tears of joy, which is what she did a lot of today. I'm absolutely thrilled for her and I can't wait for her to get out of this sucky job. :)

Garrett 09-23-2015 10:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 575773)
This post is going to be in two parts. A negative part and a positive part. Imma start with negative.

I have this "friend." We've been friends for about two years now, and I can't stand her anymore. She is incredibly irritating, mean spirited, slightly evil, and just an awful person in general. I can't believe that I used to call her my best friend. just to give you some ideas I'm going to tell you some of the shit that she pulls.
Something that always bothered me from day one with her was that she repeatedly used the phrase "shoot me." Not ONLY is this just an AWFUL thing to say, but she'd say it at times when it really wasn't necessary. For example, she loves to sing, but in every single chorus rehearsal, she used to say that at some point. So one day, I got fed up and called her out on it.
She said, "okay...I don't get how it's rude though, it's just a figure of speech. Never mind."
And then I replied, "Just never mind. I shouldn't have even brought it up. Whatever."
And that's when she got all nice and told me that she understood now. She pulls that shit with me all the time. She doesn't want me to be mad at her so she acts all friendly and thinks it makes up for everything. So nowadays, whenever I may get quiet for literally just a few minutes or something she feels the need to over compensate to try to make me talk by asking me random questions and shit like that.
Something else is that she's so fuckin self involved that she just doesn't think about anybody else's feelings until it affects her. She calls our dyslexic friend stupid. Yeah. She's that person. The other day at lunch, she whispered something in to our other friend's ear (actually the one I have a crush on ironically BUT I PROMISE THAT SHE'S NOT A TERRIBLE PERSON OKAY THIS BITCH JUST BRINGS OUT THE WORST OUT IN PEOPLE). After a few minutes, the two of them were constantly whispering to each other and looking at the girl next to me, but I thought that they were looking at me. I went through the whole rest of my day really emotional and upset because I thought that they were talking shit about me and that breaks my heart. I came to find out today that they were playing a prank on the girl next to me and making her think that they were talking about her. She just doesn't think about how her bitchy actions will affect other people. I was half in tears because of a little "joke" that she decided to pull that wasn't even on me. She's so self involved that she talks for 45 fuckin minutes about herself even though I make it very clear that I DONT GIVE A SINGLE SHIT. Pretty much every chorus rehearsal, she talks at me for the whole period about herself and I don't even acknowledge her most of the time. She just really thinks that she's the only person in the world that matters and it ANNOYS THE EVER LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME AND SHE JUST MAKES ME WANT TOOPAOPCAIJCIOMSUHMFUSDHFIUSDHMFSDFISUDHFIUSHMUIDF HMSDFUIMVFHUISDHFPHPHFP. Even though I still consider her a friend, I would absolutely be lying if I said that I would be sad if she left. She makes me want to do violent things that child.

Back to happy. My mom is going back to full time work for the first time in 18 years. She has a part time job that has sucky pay and she hates now. It's really hard to see her so upset and angry every day. She's been searching for a full time job for quite a while now, and when she found the ad for this one she literally said, "this sounds like my perfect job in every single way."
She went for it and she got it. I'm so happy for her. She's giving her notice tomorrow and starts in October. Even though I'm nervous and it's going to be weird to not have my mother around all the time, I'm actually kind of excited to get some more independence and be less helpless without her. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my mother cry tears of joy, which is what she did a lot of today. I'm absolutely thrilled for her and I can't wait for her to get out of this sucky job. :)

I'm dealing with some friend choosing issues right now...

and about the mom thing, I'm so happy for both you and her. It must be such a great feeling to witness this happen in your mom's life. she must be so happy and you must be so proud and that little happy part just warmed my heart because good things still happen :)

Puckbrina159 09-23-2015 10:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Garrett (Post 575782)
I'm dealing with some friend choosing issues right now...

and about the mom thing, I'm so happy for both you and her. It must be such a great feeling to witness this happen in your mom's life. she must be so happy and you must be so proud and that little happy part just warmed my heart because good things still happen :)

Thank you! I'm so proud of her and happy that she'll be in a better situation. :)

AlgebraAddict 09-23-2015 11:39 PM

@puckbrina can I assert how just epically strong and cool and beautiful you are and how you do not deserve terrible people in your life also congrats about your mom!!!

although seriously I feel so bored and lonely and I want to write something but I have zero ideas so I'll probably continue writing darkling blurbs and feeling sorry about my terrible writerishness.

strawberry 09-23-2015 11:48 PM

go away destructive drastic thoughts no one invited you

Ember 09-24-2015 12:13 AM

I have to be pretty bc I have no personality.

mabes 09-24-2015 12:55 AM

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Originally Posted by Ember (Post 575792)
I have to be pretty bc I have no personality.

shut up okay

sorry that sounds harsh but seriously do not put yourself down. you're an amazing person (and i really like your sarcastic sense of humor - you're hilarious :3) and a freaking INCREDIBLE writer and you have fabulous hair and on-point eyebrows (sorry is that weird??) and a beautiful face and you're just an all-around fantastic person and i need you to believe it okay.

sending hugs :c

Ember 09-24-2015 01:04 AM

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Originally Posted by mabes (Post 575793)
shut up okay

sorry that sounds harsh but seriously do not put yourself down. you're an amazing person (and i really like your sarcastic sense of humor - you're hilarious :3) and a freaking INCREDIBLE writer and you have fabulous hair and on-point eyebrows (sorry is that weird??) and a beautiful face and you're just an all-around fantastic person and i need you to believe it okay.

sending hugs :c

Thank you mabes ily you're always so nice to me

Sorry I feel bad for posting I'm not fishing for compliments but thank you for them anyways.

Lena 09-24-2015 09:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Ember (Post 575792)
I have to be pretty bc I have no personality.

SHUSH FRiEND YOU HAVE A FANTASTIC PERSONALITY AND YOU'RE PRETTY SO


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