Yeah what mom friend Esther said, be safe with ur drinkin too

thanks guys it’s all good i’ve just said a little dumb stuff and i managed to not
drown so i’m safe

oh god one of my moms ex-military catholic school students is here as a caterer and he keeps trying to talk to me at my aunts hippie lesbian wedding and oh god

thats the funniest sentence i have ever read i actually can't even

he was also at my other aunts lesbian wedding and he goes “wow, i keep seeing your mom everywhere! also he talked to my very obviously drunk brother who looks like he’s twelve years old and is a carbon copy of my mother so uh...! it’s been fun!

why does my mom just love to walk in the house and pick fights with everyone?? my brother is sitting eating some fucking ice cream and she takes it away from him because I guess he said he wanted different ice cream earlier? and hes telling her he doesn't care and to just give his ice cream back and then shes yelling at me and my dad for eating dessert without him when he was on the phone with his girlfriend? and when he says he doesn't care and we say we don't care she just gets so pissed because she "just wanted to check in" and how dare I tell her that literally no one cares but her when im on my computer? and they say im right and that no one cares and she just gets so fucking angry and takes his ice cream away again??? what the fuck????

I'm extremely depressed/out of it for no reason so im here

ok
my sister
bent
my ace of hearts card
and I'm not
using
this deck
until
the next time
we go
to
dollar tree
and she's
going
to pay
for
the cards
because
I'm
not
paying
for a new deck
of something
she bent
trying my
hardest to
hold in my rage
out of all cards
she bent
the ace of hearts
I'm actually crying
rn
she bent
that card
she bent
me
she also
bent
that card
which
bent me too
but
she bent
THE ACE OF HEARTS
OUT OF ALL CARDS

Heaven help me i am *trying* to maintain this Soft(tm) mood and Mature As A Person but i am not at all sure that this barely-formed shell of a personality is grounded enough to withstand being around this person i now (temporarily?) work with.

Send ur best advice, guys, i'm strugglin

Edit: to clarify; I don't have a feasible/definable problem with this other person, I just don't like how I act/feel around them as opposed to how I want to act/feel. And I'm worried about how it will effext other people's perception of me.

I always thought I was such an introvert until suddenly im not around people or im not around people I can really talk to for most of the day? im living with someone who ive never had a conversation with (shes super nice and lovely but we just don't talk) and in the mornings and evenings I do childcare with people I could be friends with/talk to but we're running after children and organizing activities and such, and then the afternoons theres just me and one of my teachers as adults or pseudo adults, and we're so busy we don't talk like at all. its not like I don't have human contact, I have plenty of human contact, I just don't have human contact with people I can talk to, and its been strange to realize how much that affects me.
idk I thought I was such an introvert because im at school, where its ~120 people living on 120 acres and you cant leave and thered always be four other people in my room and 12-30 other people in the building and everything is noisy and wild and crowded all the time. so I like really really prized all my time alone and would walk five miles for a diet coke just to get some time where theres not people.

not really a vent, just an interesting realization about myself. im doing fine, its just odd to have the way you view yourself turned over so completely haha.