The Writer's Block

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HeatherB 11-14-2012 09:36 PM

I just wrote this.
I’m not thinking
I’m not feeling
I’m just gliding
Gliding along in a mass of others
Unnoticed
Part of the crowd
I’m not even doing
I’m just gliding
Gliding along to my own beat
Yet I do care
What they think,
Say,
Do,
I pretend indifference
But I really care
More than anything else
It’s what keeps me going
And I talk
Smile
Even laugh
Gesture around, too big—
Can anyone see me?—
I don’t know
I shouldn’t care
It’s all that matters
It’s all I want
Acceptance
Then I go home
At the end of the day
My parents criticize me
Harmlessly
Not meaning anything
Yet I lash out
I need relief—
All this anger, it’s stored within, find an outlet—
I used to write
I don’t know what happened
I can’t do anything
But be angry
And scared
I’m scared, too
Whatever
No one cares
I’ll just fade out slowly
No one notices anyways
I’m not really there
No one ever did care
I’m fading away
No one looked twice in my direction
I’m sliding, gliding, ghosting away
No one noticed their shadow is gone
I’m cutting, ripping, tearing, done
Killing slow and gentle now
I’m right here but I’m disappeared
I’m still with you just not in sight
Turn the corner and you’ll find me there
Talking
Smiling
Even laughing
But you’re at a dead end street
It’s a one-way road
How are you gonna turn back?
How am I gonna go back?
I want to go back
How was it like before?
When did the change begin,
Was it slow or all at once?
Was it fast and slamming hard or slow and torturously sweet?
Tell me, tell me
Forget me not
Whisper to your shadow that the sun’s gone out
Turn around, turn around
It’s not there
I’m just around the corner
You’re not even to the end of the block
Just turn around the corner
I’ll be right here
You’re stepping off the sidewalk
You’re running to the street
You found someone across the way
Someone better than me
I’ll just stay here, waiting
Lingering melancholy
No worries
I know you’ll join me
Eventually, they all do
For now, I wait alone

lvhamsters 11-14-2012 10:01 PM

Three words
I
Hate
Myself

CACrools 11-14-2012 10:38 PM

Heather: But. I. Like. You. You are fine. (Read the list you posted on Sunday(?), and do that... I'm dead freaking serious) I understand deppression sucks, and I understand that I haven't had it, so I don't know what its like, but you are okay. Yes, you did used to write, but just write venting poetry, maybe that will help.
Emaafre: I'm sorry. I understand that life is tough, but you gotta keep on going. Easier said then done, I know, but if people are being mean, turn the other cheek. I know you can do it
Calla: But, why, you are amazing, an awesome writer, and just an awesome person in general. I know you can get through it, and I don't see anything to make you hate yourself. (Happy Birthday by the way).

Sandy 11-14-2012 10:59 PM

HOLY CRAP GUYS



HOLY


CRAP



O_____________________O

All of you, put in your headphones and blast your music. NOW. If there are any coffee drinkers, go pour yourself a nice cup of coffee. Relax in a hot bath, watch a funny movie, go for a run, sit outside for a bit. Just get off the computer and let your minds breathe for a little bit! All this hatred is suffocating you.

TheAshWolf 11-14-2012 11:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 363401)
HOLY CRAP GUYS



HOLY


CRAP



O_____________________O

All of you, put in your headphones and blast your music. NOW. If there are any coffee drinkers, go pour yourself a nice cup of coffee. Relax in a hot bath, watch a funny movie, go for a run, sit outside for a bit. Just get off the computer and let your minds breathe for a little bit! All this hatred is suffocating you.

O_O I know, right?!

C'mon, guys!!! What the heck happened?! X_x You don't hate yourselves. Do what Sandy said. Listen to music, watch something funny, drink some tea/coffee, eat chocolate, do SOMETHING that will get you guys out of this negative little bubble.

lvhamsters 11-14-2012 11:54 PM

I'm eating a cupcake yet I feel no happiness ;~;
Of course, it doesn't help when your parents called you hideous :\
Or when you loose all of your self confidence.
Or when you think that your selfish for putting so many problems on other people, such as what I'm doing right now by posting this.
And you know it's bad when the first thing you think when your mom says "I wonder what she'll be in five years," And you think "Dead."

wildwolf 11-15-2012 09:33 AM

Guise, guise
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uxt-FnNy2I

LaurenM 11-15-2012 09:55 AM

DAD.
Stop giving me stuff to do whenever I have free time!

lvhamsters 11-15-2012 10:56 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 363452)
DAD.
Stop giving me stuff to do whenever I have free time!

Parents seem attracted to that kind of thing :c

DragonRider 11-15-2012 04:56 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 363478)
Had to switch devices.

So I've been in my room for 10 minutes crying, I don't know what people are going to say when I turn up at choir, eyes and nose red. They can't see how hurt I am when they say a thing. Even my 'friends' do.

*le hugs*
Try jelly babies to vent. It's so fun imagining the people you hate being trapped in the jelly baby, and TORTURING THEM. *wild, feverish look in eye*
It helps vent anger/frustration.
I only saw this post, so have no idea what's wrong, so can't help you. I shall now go read the previous posts.


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