Confuzzled but in a decent mood
 

So I'm trying to sew a fez, and though I haven't even really thought about sewing since, like, last year as far as I recall, I remembered basically the way my mom showed me to sew like a year or more ago. And I can also remember how to write a lot of Chinese characters along with vague meanings, and I learned how to write this in about half an hour. I haven't tried writing it in maybe half a month, and I didn't look at the Wikipedia picture, yet just now I wrote it out by hand without that much trouble.
But at the same time I can hardly remember most of my life, or last year, last week, even yesterday. Even earlier today. It's all blurry and vague and barely there.
WTF .__.

But still I'm in a pretty good mood at the moment and the fez doesn't seem like a total failure. :D

I'm glad you're alright, though. ^.^

I'm just hoping....
 

Right now, I'm just hoping I don't flip out at the most randomest of times. It's really scary, and sometimes I can't control it. I don't know why, but there's this one person who I don't feel right about. At all. ._.'

Who? Email it to me. :)

Aw, don't worry. Everything will sort itself out. *pats on back*
*hears music in head 'Better in Time'* SHUT UP!!!

When I get really angry/ragey, sometimes I can make it stop and become apathetic instead by clearing my mind. :P Picture puppies and kittens?
*le also sometimes thinks, "I am the circle and the circle is me" partially out of obsession* :D

Chelsea: email it to me. Please?

*is curious, too*

I feel stupid. I feel like no one likes me. I tried to kill myself a few days ago, and I had to go to the hospital because of it. Sometimes I wonder why God can't just kill me here and now...

I've hardly talked to you on KidPub, so I don't know you that well, but the few times I did you didn't seem stupid or unlikeable at all.
People do like you. There are people who care about you and love you, no matter what.
Since you mentioned God, I'm assuming you're religious… I'd suggest praying and reading whatever your religious text is everyday and reminding yourself that even if no one else is there, God is.
Remember that you can't become a better person if you don't live. :/ Every moment, you're a new person and you can make that person better.
And… if you tried killing yourself, I think you should talk to a professional.